孤单永远是最孤独的,而寂寞永远都是伴随着孤单而来

Tuesday 30 December 2008

was involved in megatex which was held by courts. and finally i got to see uncle ricky. he damm zai. i can used only one word to describe him, zai god lor. LOL. can tell me what kind of brand compare to canon is good and not good. LOL.

today saw benny they all. heng they never saw me. if not i dont know what will happen. hmm and spencer. hehe. okay. nothing to talk about also. tml john jio me to go for countdown. dont feel like going since there's no people to go too. haha. but okay la. since he wants, i'm okay.

last but not least, i finally knew what song is this but the thing is she's not here anymore. haha. yeah indeed i'm an attention seeker. thats what u told me. haha. nvm lor. anyway she wont be here to see what i blog. so ya. blog to myself. happy new year to everyone.

Wednesday 24 December 2008

when i into a website. It was being Open by its invited readers. Think e person dont want to let other people know ba. Haha. think she never changed a single bit. Well, i can say to her, she dont need anybody ba. haha smile =) do i rmb how she look like? how her's life?? haha. Alot of answer. I may not be know and dont even see there's a need to know. haha.

Thursday 11 December 2008

Yesterday called my shi fu whether does he want to buy Hp Lcd Screen. Hmmm think its okay ba, 499 for 22 inch. okay right? realised i have never been blog for a long time due to some of the problem i gotta settle and yet it still not finished yet.

Past mon, i got said by brandon cause he received a complain from alisse said i tried to poach her cust. Well, i can said 'hao ren zhen de mei hao bao'. Things seems revert to the same old way, or i could said it still stationed on the same spot with a little effort done? maybe ba.

i think i would be back to courts again. LOL. maybe ba. everything is not finalised. hope everything is done asap. i dont like my condition now, how?? seek professional help ba? LOL. maybe ba. haha.


Thursday 4 December 2008



All these precious moments
With you by my side
Must be a gift from heaven
That s holding me all night
I don t know how I found you
I m thankful that I have
Now that I have a love so true
To hold ,
to keep ,
to share
In my heart ,
I can no longer hold inside
All of the love I used to hide
I ll always be
with you untill the very end
In this world ,
there is no place I d rather be
You are my life ,
my soul ,
my girl
And through it all
I know
that you ve come to see
thatYou re the one
till the end
All my friend around me
Say you d be gone too soon
Baby ,
I m gonna make them see
We ve found our way
back home
In my heart ,
I can no longer
hold inside
All of the love
I used to hide
I ll always be
with you untill the very end
In this world ,
there is no place
I d rather be
You are my life ,
my soul ,
my girl
And through
it all
I know that
you ve come to see that
You re the one
till the end
We ll always be
till the end

nice song. well, somebody do told me about if everything changes, e person will do abide of what he or her said. i dont think its true anymore. haha. a memorable memories where it will etched in my brain.
its time to blog again. haha. just now went to manulife and met ben's manager who i think is alvin. hope i never remember wrongly. just took a merely glance to look at it. ben to me not that shou also. i met him during sitex because of he just want to buy a laptop from me. in the end, also never buy. =.= just treat it as an opportunity. an opportunity to make my route more wider. LOL

well, its time for me to think whether which company should i join. seriously, he also got a point la. in insurance, the main goal is to be e manager. if not, join insurance for what? might as well, join property which allows me to earn more. thats what i really do agree. LOL

in fact neither both of them i do have interest, i just want to get an experience. haha. i just want to achieve a certain goal and i gotta switch le. LOL. but serious, i do wish to continue my job also. shit, i made myself so busy. LOL. like i'm superman. haha.

oh yeah. but i do enjoy la. LOL. prudential's pto, manulife david yang organisation? i suppose. whats next?

seriously gotta think le. lol.

Tuesday 2 December 2008

during e sitex, made quite alot of mistakes. Was aggresive but in a wrong way. Will try to improve. For one of e case, i do clearly provide correct information but customer came back and said it couldnt work. Zzzzzzzz. Maybe he never hear properly. I do notice one of my biggest mistake. When alot of ppl asking me about technical spec wise or two or three customer approach me at e same time. I definately will nervous. Make me blur. Maybe is what i go through and can make over to it.
Suddenly feel that u're always not here
.

Monday 1 December 2008

just finished sitex. haha. feel its okay when i know my comission was the total sales of the whole show and share with another friend of mine. haha. i never knew lor. haha. until i know it from the last day of shows. haha.

how stupid sia. LOL. haha. nvm la. its over. after the show, our supervisior treat us to go 'wu zhao pa' okay la. lol. with andy, charles(the friend who i share de).

haha. i thought it was the worst show i ever get but after i learnt it. lol. i was like wow. lol. hopefully next time can work together. hehe. so ya, my throat going to be burst liao after say alot of words le. haha. lol.

damm regret never buy router from there. LOL. no time. haha.

Sunday 30 November 2008

hey back to blog again. haha. thats where i belong to. today dio approached by manulife. omg. i forget what paper i gotta take le. i rmbered i gotta take m5. LOL. oh ya. sitex was fun. even though have quite sian things. but it doesnt affect me after a while.

saw somehow my father. lol. porter din. LOL. oh yeah. always say ayam here and there. damm funny de. LOL. i still rmbered hao yi and i was always eating chicken in the pantry. LOL. then he always come de. say u everyday eat chicken, later become chicken. LOL. he kns de. LOL. then he make the chicken sound. LOL. funny la. lol.

then last show i under courts booth, we work together. quite funny de also. LOL. kinda enjoy. lol. then this show also see him. he dio acer. LOL. then coincidentally his booth is just opposite me. lol. quite fun do show. cause can see alot of ppl know de. lol. so ya.

hope everybody can do alot of better compare to last three days. jia you!!! LOL.

Wednesday 26 November 2008

never knew it was u. Dont need to be tt sheng mi ba. Haha. Tml is sitex le. Oh ya. kinda look forward to it.

I wondered my courts mate will they be there? I think will ba. Comex, sitex, it show. I done before. I feel that nothing de also. Haha. But its the best to be there. haha. fri hao yi come and find me. Best bud when stationed at courts. Haha. Lol.

haha, just now eat dinner with joyce. haha. eat with her in aijisen. LOL. nice never eat for a long time le. haha. when i going to take bus, i saw mark. last time my manager, have a good chat with him for a while. hehe.

i never knew u would message me, really very unexpected. but seems u dont wish to tell anything. nvm. if u tell everything, u are not the real one le ma. LOL. hmmm i never hint anybody. u can be everybody. so ya. haha. suddenly feel like eating cheesecakes.

Monday 24 November 2008

today dont know why i'm that blur. maybe its because of what happened yesterday? dont wish to talk about it too. since what u think then it is, what can i say when people have its own prejudice on me? so ya.

somebody told me she earned 1k the day before ytd and 1.5k ytd. i wondered how she did it and she live near around me? what was she being up to? dont know also. if it is, i think i already lost to her for quite a big gap le. haha. gonna buck up.

i dont know whether do aliss its a good working buddy? i wondered. she's the one who was being send by spencer and challenge me. but she like very helpful towards certain things. she just like her. oh my. anyway i just kept myself being alert and dont let her beat me again. 女人心海底针。thats what she told me. smile =)


to everlyn,

maybe to u, our friendship already being drifted far apart. maybe its ur project and maybe u ke yi to bi kai wo. i also dont know. i just feel that . i dont know, i just feel that, either u reply short or u just dont reply me ba. haoi maybe i think too much le ba. LOL.

Saturday 22 November 2008





this is the movie which i wish to watch. lol. but the second one, i dont think there will be a release date ba. LOL


this song was intro by a friend of mine. never manage to find e songs. lol. initally i wasnt sure its the right song. till e chrous part and i know its right. LOL. oh ya. never received any email from em. so ya. dont think can go in le ba. lol. stay to find another one. jia you jia you jia you!!!

Friday 21 November 2008

oh ya, haven blog finish. a little part nia. LOL. this is what will happen in sitex. lol. thats what grace send me de. quite posh sia. LOL. but confirm the litter will be on the floor alot. LOL. flyers la, tissue. what u can imagine will be there. expect money lor. =X. quite surprise that harvey, best or courts never be the dealer sia. LOL. 6 resellers. quite weird also. but heck also. wo lai le sitex!!!!
its time to blog again. haha. these two days have happen alot of things. got good de and bad de. haha.

let me say about good de ba. grace in charge of hp de. put my name in sitex show. but i think its tough de cause my in charge yee fong will be there too. LOL. hp target not so easy to hit de. lol. but since i'm on board le, i will say good luck to myself ba. lol. ytd was quite gong de. i thought the venue will be held on turf city. then i went there, when i was there. i looking for any signboard which say is hp de. after a while, i realised it was a mistake i made. lol. turf club is the correct place when i double checked with the emailed they sent it to me.

so i was like sian. lol. i thought of two consequences. one is dont go and e other one is to go and see what will they told me. when i reached there, it was like 17:15? if i never rmb wrongly. lol. i was like shit LOL. but heng they never say ath. after met yee fong, i think she wants me to perform better. lol. can see she's has more high expectation than terrisa(my previous in charge). okay la, i'm up to the challenge but i'm not sure whether am i to it. maybe because i hit 30 sets during that particular week that why they have high expectation on me. the event was quite nice and posh de. at the lotus room. the opposite can see there's a big field horse racing. horse racing to me now no interest cause dont know how to. get 5 dollar betting voucher but also never use. LOL cause i scared i will get addicted to it. so ya.

then i received a call from my bro said that my mum admmited to hospital. i was like huh. what happened. while i was on the way, i also dont know what to do, i kept thinking of those negative things, when i using mobile msn to chat with ever. thanks dude. haha. =x

seriously when i on the bus, i have the urge to message a friend. but i think it will be an unreplied message again. so ya. when i reached there, she's okay and i'm not that worry le. i dont know why nowadays my mood was quite emo de. maybe the things happened to me ba, i also dont know. lol. was it i slept late and chiong drama?? shang huo?? think i need to buy liang teh le ba. LOL

sorry, if i think too negative to all my friend which i feel i really bu ke li yu and must look forward. i need to gear up my mood for this upcoming it show. oh yeah. another bonus. LOL. so jia you jia you jia you!!! GAMBATTEEE!!! LOL. regret i never learn hao my jap. lol. so ya. lol. hmmm anyway i have started to find third job le. lol. freelance de or what. i also never gotta care as long its generate more income to me can le. hehe. save few k's course fee was like wohoho. LOL. so need to work harder. even emo also cant let my friends affected and my work. so ya.

sat go out with pris jie to eat. jie first time treat me eat sia. lol. so was quite looking forward to it de. but how can it play bowling and eat at this few hours? lol. i wonder if superman can do it ma? oh yeah. wo shi superman. lan qiu huo, i dont like the ending where li yin lie on to the ground and heart of greed 2 almost done le. LOL. but still got alot of drama never finished. sian. LOL.

Tuesday 18 November 2008

haha. i now knows this sentence are so powerful. which is bei ai shi xin fu de, ai ren shi tong ku de. haha. see what u did to him is just two words? he ku? but things are always done in a manner where love is came into the world.

hope what u done, he will be greatful ba, he will cherish u even more ba. i dont know. jiu ru what jean told me. so ya lor. haha. so i will just give u all the best ba. anyway do take care ba. lol.

just now i managed to search alot of handphone strap wor. one canon, one police, two courts de, one skeleton. LOL. i din know i have alot. LOL. so ya. looking forward of product launching. LOL. take care.

Monday 17 November 2008

oh yeah!!! i win alise. is that how it spell? haha. i dont know. well, alise is the one who spencer to challenge me. LOL. but okay la. thanks brandon and jessie. my sup and my collegue in psg de. haha.

well, saw olivia's email. haha. damm happy sia. here it goes.

> Hi Olivia,
Pls help find the new commission structure for our promoters effective 10 Nov 08. New guidelines and changes

1. Commission is based on SRP of printer models
2. We're changing all Best promoters to combo. All PSG specialists are encouraged to sell HP printers
3. This is a trial program for 3 months. We'll assess the results at end of program.

4. Briefing will be done on 19 Nov 08, 4.00pm. All promoters above age 18 are invited to join us for the launch event.
5. Next steps: Training for our IPG specialists and PSG specialists. Schedule to be confirmed shortly. Albert Seah will confirm on the commission structure for inks/toners and papers shortly.

that how it goes. please dont give me quota!!! lol. if not, i will fail. okay la. but i would like to try. haha. take care

Friday 14 November 2008

today day quite okay lor. Everyday also quite okay de. Haha. two day counting down to battle. haha. Looking forward to e battle itself. Lol. Rmb what su hui told me before, what u sow is e result of reap. Lol i hope my grammer isnt too bad. Lol

I wondered how's my pris jie exam. Confirm pass? Or no mood to say cause she failed?? I wondered if my jie married to jie fu, would that mean. our jie di qing will be end?? Lol. jie please reply my sms hor!!! LOL. if not nag u then u know. haha.

hmm anyway thinking of get rid of my cough and sign up photography course. i wonder one to one. how much would it be?? maybe its very ex ba. cause in a group already 300 le. LOL. tml going to interview. wish myself all the best. hehe.

Wednesday 12 November 2008

just now went to bp plaza. bukit panjang plaza. Loiter around half an hour ba. Eating durian roll which i bought from angie e choice. I dont know why i bought it.

e reason i go there because joyce want to eat bbq. Lol. Near bp plaza. Lol i thought her friend would drive and go sia. In e end, its she come alone with public transport. Eeee i think too much le. Lol. After went to sim, causeway and bp. i dont have much energy left. really very tired.

today dont know why, after that send those message. feel guai guai de. lol. stupid phone. LOL.

anyway i dont know what happen to u, i mean li yun. lol. my good buddy i suppose?? hehe. but i wish she's fine ba. lol. anything come and look for me ba. lol. just a person if u want to confide with? lol. anyway yong yuan ting ni!!!!! no matter u're right or wrong. but i think u always right de ba? lol. =X bleah! hehe
now at causeway bus interchange waiting for 963. Lol. went back to see my shi fu. Lol. Well, its was fun but tiring. I think my phone sot le, send those message which i dont want to send de lor. Lol. When i saw it, i was quite surprise. Lol. Cause never send ma. Haha. tired now. lol. oh my. Lao le
haha. just now chat with my jie. lol. jie ar. u always want me to say alot of things regarding me and her de. lol. cannot like this de. lol. i so innocent. lol. where got this thing happen. no de lor. LOL. so jie ar dont expect i got alot of things to say. haha. lol.

tml will be going for several places. lol. but i'm not sure miss joycelyn will be there to eat lunch ma?? LOL. haha. anyway hope ur presentation are very sun. take care everlyn bud. LOL. haha.

Tuesday 11 November 2008

oh my. just now i chatted with my ah ma. lol. as in my god de. think she's 18 years old now? not really sure. kinda forget whats her age. lol. just knew that gotta knew her via cr.

haha. she's from philippines. now she's pursuing in a medi course. hope she can be a doctor. LOL. well, here are some of her picture. take this via her friendster.



anyway jie good luck for ur exam ba. rmb the money u cant afford to lost hor. u sure will pass de. haha. i believe in np biz sch grad de not so lao ya de. haha.



last but not least will be respond to somebody's post. i think she was referring to me anyway. cause she hinted that to me. so i just treat it this a message to mine. haha. what can i say when things are not in my favour? turn it against my tide? no ma thats not happen when love is concerned. from the day what u told me abt what u and him, i know it le. so i already treat u as my bud le. i knew u're not busy in somehow and i knew it long ago le, maybe is i never tell u that beforehand ba. sorry, really sincercely sorry. i will take note of my mistake de.



well, i do rmb what she told me anyway. i mean jean, i really cant believe she will choose the same route as me. cause its an unhappy route. but since u chose the route, good luck. i dont know will u have the time to read my blog.



i dont think so, but i just gotta write it out. i wont not say alot of things to u. u just need a listening ear rather than an advisor. so now my role to u is always a ear where u can pour all ur things out. however i will do rmb what u told me, if u have the money, u would take a cruise to lovicious land thats what happen in palwan beach and what u need de is mt. not me. thats what i knew it all along when its so call the 'battle period'. what mich sms me is right. i chose not to. this few month, i really learnt alot. the good and the bad sides of human beings. haha. arigato to everyone who i know within this few months. scared but still gotta face it. haha. if not how to survive? LOL. okay, thats all i can say now. i will continue my drama marathon tml. hehe. LOL. wo lai le, yuan da ying and dong fang xiang!

Sunday 9 November 2008

just listen to ipod a new song by jj that always online nice. Haha. To people, i'm always online but the person is hoping for someone else. Haha. Ironic right. i'm not hinting anything too. Haha.

Nvm lor. Bring on alice. Lol i'm not scare of u. Lol. I will prove to spencer wrong. Lol hehe. looking forward to next week battle. Hehe

Saturday 8 November 2008

how can spencer treat me like this. Lol. Cannot lor. Ask somebody to zi wo. Damm sia. lol. she suppose to come this week and zhi wo de. But not free i think. Anyway, i'm the strongest. Lol. Wo shi zui qiang de. Haha. heard from em, they told me they dont like her. Lol. Maybe is because of her lj things ba. Haha. Dont know. Heck also. Haha. Spencer u good. Hehe.

Friday 7 November 2008

lol. i just download lan qiu huo to let me see. haha. heart of greed two. until epsiode 20. another 20 to go. haha. LOL. joe bao u dont let hong yi cheat hor!!! hehe. den lan qiu huo episode 4. haha. i know i lao ya. not like somebody. watch latest epsiode le. haha. LOL. gogo. hehe. LOL. then forensic hero 2. episode 10. LOL. still got alot way to go. hehe. take care and bye. LOL. i recently i found this shows. not bad. LOL. hope u see le then tell me ba. haha.

Thursday 6 November 2008

just went to facebook and play pet society. kinda its a lame game but its fun. haha. LOL. what are u doing now?? i always ask this question to alot of people. but i never ask this question to myelf because the way i'm doing now is totally nothing to be bothered? lol. today went to canon digi lab. haha. and sumbit the timesheet to benny and on the way, i gotta chat with wei xian.

she told me that kelvin never chop the dealer stamp and all need to sumbit early cause of him. sian sia. lol. why?? LOL. si kelvin. but nvm la. haha. somehow i feel that canon is better. lol. but the pay wise? hmmm. haha. at least sony wins em i think? LOL.

anyway its getting kinda late le, just now went to eat porridge with mum where jing last time used to bring me to. hmmm at least i have times to eat with her ba. hehe. so ya lor. take care and will be updating tml. hehe. take care

Wednesday 5 November 2008

i always ting ni, when u are there or not or u dont really need my support a not. wont mentioned about those thing cause i said le, it wont change anything. LOL. so =x. hope u will be forever happy even u are not in the right mood, u also need to forget it asap.

even when things are not going into ur ways. anyway nice to meet u. Li yun! i will always cherish u as whatever what we are! LOL. hope the page between u and me wont be ended. my friend!!! hehe. :D
I FINALLY SETTLE WHAT I OUGHT TO BE DONE.

GOAL IN THE YEAR.

1)Earn three k and above.
2)Find a course to upgrade myself.
3)Got a chance to meet either ********** or ******* maybe?
4)Finished the Dramas which i start to watch
5)Save 4k in two months.
6)Learn how to shoot a good photo.
7)Hope everbody around me are happy especially u
8)TO TAKE OATH!!!!( DONT DRAG HOR!)
9)TO BE MORE REALISTIC
10)Find what are the way of becoming a dealer.

GOAL IN THE NEXT COMING 2 YEAR

1)Buy a flat
2)Graduate with a cert
3)To fulfill of what i got to fulfill.
4) Learn to be a pianist, guitarist and chef.
5)Learn how to fix those spoilt electrical appliances.
6)To be a dealer in the market
7)Save 20k
8)Visit Sherry
9)Go at least 4 countries.
10)blank. cause i know when i wrote it, it will not be true.

okay. 20 goals need to complete. oh yeah!!! come on. i need to achieve this asap. LOL.


after so many mv from raymond. i feel that this mv are the most i think got feel de. haha. raymond and linda are they together? after the Moonlight Resonance. lol. hope its true ba?? i dont know. haha

well, this is the mv, hope u guys enjoy it. haha.

i think i post it before in this blog le. haha. hmmm and i want to intro the theme song of moonlight resonance.





































THE ABOVE IS WHEN I FINISHED MY WORK AND I WENT TO SUNTEC TO TAKE THIS PICTURE. SIAN. CANT GO TO THE SKY GARDEN. CAUSE ALOT OF PEOPLE AT THAT TIME!!!




'TODAY HANIS COME MY HOUSE' ALWAYS MUM MUM. WANNA GET MY FOOD. ROAH!!! SEE HIS INNOCENT FACE. LOL. CUTE LA. CANT RESIST HIM.



random post of pictures.
today went to eat with ande and joyce after my work and we settled supper at tamp. the one near tp de. Was fun. But they keep telling her bf and their love point of view. Diao sia. Haha. make me like an outsider. But okay la. Haha. Just saw a flyer, it stated dr digitial and i knew it was courts but never knew from a person whom i know. Haha.
"THE LEFTOVER"

ah rick. Lol. Wonder why do they like to print flyer sia. Haha. heck also. Cause i'm not a hp promoter. Hehe.



Tuesday 4 November 2008

i just received messaged from a person. It was really a bless. But i knew it wont last long too, nvm ba. Hope e person is really fine.

My calling for my pris jie are finally getting a response. Lol. Jie down there study very hard for exams. Thought what sia. Haha. She managed to screw it through. congrats. Haha. Take care

Monday 3 November 2008


guess where i take this picture? i was at cck yesterday. lol. but its a bad day. LOL

never got a chance to meet u, that was my greatest regret in my day. But come to think of it, is it fate or blame on my luck?? Haha. Today haris come to my house and eat my kfc. Lol. Cute sia. Haha. But nvm la, he just a kid with an innocent looking eyes. Lol.

gotta chat with sherry. Sherry still the old sherry. Maybe?? Lol. She brights my day always. But cant get to chat much with her. Cause of timing. Lol. now on the bus to find mic they all. Haha. The usual khai khee.
utterly disappointed, if i'm ur client why dont u tell me in the first place. Haha. am i bad enough to let u fool around?? Damm it. Just buy an insurance policy also need to be like this. 16 years friend?? Maybe it never considered at all.
Lol. Yesterday at best, i saw ms tan, my combine human teacher for sec 3. But i never have a chance to say hi to her becaause i was serving my customer. Wohoho. yesterday was a great day because i earned as much as 400?? Lol. Good. Keep it hard, kapo

Saturday 1 November 2008

oh yeah. my crave for drama is back. oh yeah. just finished watch this drama episode 17. haha. nice. haha. u should watch it man. hehe.


i will also continue this drama. seems nice. after watching the first few episode. lol.



lol. Today went to Alexandra for product training. i need to go through their reception counter. quite okay la. haha. the person who trainined me, quite friendly de, her name is grace and i saw the name card she gave it to me, i was like wow manager sia. lol but friendly, blur blur de. wallpaper put her child's photo. haha. ipg and psg. haha. seems very blur to me but i will get used to it. when i came back to outlet. Fred ask me if best got any special promo must tell him. i say okay lor. haha. but i think jessie will say ba. dont know not shou also. hehe.

then went to take eat lunch with ande. she kept telling me about how stress her job is. zzzzzzzzz. wa lau, every job has its stress de leh. but into this line, u are facing human ma, so dont need to be nervous or what de. weird la.

then jarvis come back from meeting. oh yeah. if not i sibei sian de. haha. always got me only de. den after that mood got affected by one friend cause of something, after that okay le. lol. i was thinking of what kelvin told me last time. really true when i have nothing to do. haha.

can forseen what i missed. zai. no wonder he can go into this job where high percentage will fail. lol. just saw then ande messaged me said she saw von. i was like huh?? wow. that time we just mentioned her nia. really never thought singapore so small. but i never get to see her. haha.

just now chat with fel and joyce quite happy de said last time was hard to collect the account paper from us. cause we gave alot of excuses. haha. nice. then they even suggest for a gathering and argue who should folk the money. LOL. lame. but nice. haha. okay thats all le. haha. i will post some 'bo liao' pic at some other day. which i take today and yesterday. LOL

where's my pris jie?? Jie where are u sia?? What happen to u?? Why sms u never reply sia?? jie fu dont like?? Or what?? Or u sick sia?? Sian my pris jie dont even know what happen. Damm it. She should tell me ba. Haha. Jie i need to tell u something leh. Haha. Sian. Contact me asap okay??

and i'm going to do something on mon. To support somebody. Haha. But not going to tell who e person is. Haha. Take care

Friday 31 October 2008

i'm thinking of whether should i go to see e competition. Haha. nvm. Haha. be happy always. Just now went to hp for product training. Haha. I think not bad. Cause their in charge very friendly.

just now went eat lunch with andeline. Hehe. She always complian abt she stress abt her job. But nowhere in this world no stress de. Hehe. Saw somebody's blog. its time for me to end this. Haha. Think stupid ba. Maybe?? Lol take care

Thursday 30 October 2008



shit dont come near ME!!!! PLEASE



i like this pic but i never go there. as usual working and working. haha.

"I LIKE THIS PICTURE" taken from my camera. oh yeah.



"my first victim" to use my camera and shoot. hehe. quite okay hor. haha.




LOL this was taken by ixus 85 from canon de. haha. TOOK ME A LONG TIME TO UPDATE. Should use fine quality nstead of superfine. haha. lol. but this one is really long ago le. hehe.


Canon camera can play colour swap de. unlike other brand de cant do this feature. hehe. so i can swap the color with the orign color. hehe.



now is 11.11 a.m. just done with what i'm supposed to be done. hehe. i wont hope too much for the result itself. haha. hmmm yesterday saw joyce and andeline sia. haha. ande work in fancl and joyce came to find us. haha. but lunch i settle with ande. haha. she suggested to go sake sushi cause she craving for sushi. in the end, she never order any sushi to eat. zzzzzzzzzz. lol. but okay la.

then joyce came and look for me with ande after her interview. she managed to get in. haha. forget to ask her what she's doing her position she's holding. oh ya. this picture was take quite a while ago le. haha. that gina is my neighbour's child. not my child hor. hehe.

opps too obscence liao. awwww!!!!

Wednesday 29 October 2008

i couldnt believe myself when i was wearing formal wear. Haha maybe i always wear those sui bian de. Lol that why feel quit stunt de. Haha

Thinking of eating sicssors cut curry rice and go kovan and reminscience about the memory of "last time". Haha ya lor. And also i was thinking of playing bowling. Wohoho. i was looking forward. Haha. BUT I HAVE NO TIME. DAMM IT. HAHA

Monday 27 October 2008

i rmbered abt the words u told me. it still etched in my memory. for example, the thing u told me at the garden. i would rmbered. maybe i contact u back, it would be a bliss or its a trouble. not sure ba. i find that to me, u are more approachable ba. dont know maybe time would tell the truth.

oh yeah. worked in best. and saw richard goh. pana supervisior sia. haha. cant believe sia. haha. and i saw the jukimoto?? branch manager of best. dont know. heck also. just do what's my duty. and guess what. ah ling say she saw me, and i was not even know sia. haha. wat the!!! LOL

best is good but got alot of rules. haha. trying to adapt. haha.

Saturday 25 October 2008


301 points, so you achieved position 87856 of 858371 on the ranking list



i cant beat everlyn!!!! ROAH!!!! DAMM IT. haha. this is the best score i can have after a numerous try. haha. LOL. everlyn u're good. haha. LOL zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. haha.

http://speedtest.10-fast-fingers.com/ this is the website for typing. haha.

Tuesday 21 October 2008

things are getting worst. Haha thats all ba. Nothing to blog also. Haha. take care

Monday 20 October 2008

do anybody believe in forever love? Or the person who hurts u and yet u still gives him or her chance? Well, i do believe in this ba. Somehow i feel that if the love is there, no matter how the person did to u. U will still think nvm la, forgive and forget is the best thing ma.

i do rmbered one person told me, guy is a fact person and girls tends to judge things by feeling. I agreed to a certain extent ba. Ya its true when girls tends to judge things by feeling but after a few time. they will ask the guy. sorry i have no times for u anymore.

haha. thats how i feel ba. haha. hmm do i have the rights to say this? haha dont think so ba. haha. aiya nvm la. my blog can blog anything i like. haha.
blogging using phone again. Haha, somehow i feel tired sia, i wish to avoid everybody including my parents. But i cant do so, i cannot be that selfish cause like that would be act of a coward.

And i dont have the rights to have such privileage to do so. Haha. I'm just an ordinary guy who arent good in everything. Dio kan before by supervisior and others. 5 mths never off before le. I wish to avoid things but i cant. The things simply just pile up. haha. =) cant dao xia, alot of things need me to do it de. haha. lai ba, stress monster. haha. lol. i wont dao xia de. haha.

good mv and nice song by jay. haha.

Sunday 19 October 2008

a new things to me, use phone to update blogs. Haha. I like it, cause it new ba. Now feeling giddy, facing all sorts of number and problem. I shouldnt give myself up. Oh ya, i finally remembered there's always a rule in this world meaning u dont need to depend on others in order to survive de. Xue hui one rule, in this world, money make the world goes round. Without money, u are just nobody. Nobody will remember this person. Haha. Sounds farmiliar but who ar? or dont know la, none of my business. Haha guess most of the person would say that ba. haha include myself

Haha, i wonder why cant i just be a little bit cruel and cold blood then i'm a step towards perfect le. Haha but i'm sure is i too self centred le. Take care
haha. went back to courts. oh yeah. lol. i was like a stars. haha. no la. stay there for a long time le, know their staff there le ma. haha.

met koh today, same brand promoter. hmmm he told me kelvin would got shuffle into a bad outlet next year because he dont want to go and stay at there. hmmm i was wondering, did it really happen and if goes to a bad outlet, thats the end of the world? no ma. haha.

haha. met wei hao today at the lift, he told me bad things i was wondering what happen sia. haha. lol. and guess what samsung promoter last time bravia de told me sony going to cut com because of recession and sony have their own product lesson on how to teach u close sales. haha.

this is attractive to me, because if i mastered it, wow. is sibei sui de. haha. lol. and i love ang moh de. haha. ang moh their spending power is whoho de. haha. dont care budget de. haha. bo bian now stay lor and see hp got any full time job for me ba. haha. LOL

Thursday 16 October 2008

been there for few days le, seriously dont really like the place cause i dont even know who and who and who. sian. haha.

hp called me and i was being accepted and guess what, i met theresa today in the new outlet. hp sales rep. haha. she told me, she was happy to see me that i accept the offer. haha. hopefully ba. haha. i will meet elieen i think her name spell like that. haha. dont know ba, see first ba. haha. doing shows with her is great cause we help each other. haha.

just wonder how do i break the news to benny and mark. haha. hope benny and mark wont kill me ba. haha.

dont know how ba, hehe. hmmm nvm lor. haha. wish to go back to courts again. haha. courts is fun. haha. not like harvey. dull.

Tuesday 14 October 2008

now very bth sia. haha. running heavy flu and cough. should i be admitted to hospital? haha. dont think so ba. haha. i still can ta han. haha. just bought an e71. haha. hmmm finally dont need to waste my mobile broadband. haha.

hmmm in this week, i happened alot of things. dio change outlet from courts to harvey. haha. everything need to be reset again. i just a pure plain paper in other people's mind. need to earn their trust as soon as possible. i find that harvey staff is more than promoter. haha. dont know why just like best ba. haha.

sian, i seriously miss my shi fu and kelvin de. haha. no choice lor, hope next few months will be back lor. haha. maybe its the training ground for changing my attitude ba. haha. hope so. hehe.

Sunday 12 October 2008

haha. today quite a good thing ba. got to met my form teacher last time in sec sch de. haha. nice de leh. haha. she still rmb me and i rmb her either. haha.

she was with her husband. haha. mrs ng. haha. a nice teacher, i dont even know my class is the first batch when she entered into my school. okay lor, the end of the story. haha.

hmmm yesterday went to a&e and they told me i got blotches in my lung, but weird de shi my blood test have no problem. haha. so i was given a letter to come back to see the specialist lor. haha. the doctor told me, if my sick delevoped into serve fever or serve cough. i need to go to hospital immediately. haha.

hopefully just a minor things ba. haha. wo shi mei shi de. haha. wo shi bai du bu qing de. haha. take care lor for myself. anyway i should treat a person normal ba. haha. yeah i should. haha. and forget somebody i want to forget de. haha. anyway good luck for ur o's on ur english and math.

Saturday 11 October 2008

today see Moonlight Resonance aka hua hao yue yuan until episode 6. haha. nice. i love moses. always make me laugh sia. haha. nice. keep continue. haha. dont like hong yi. haha. she sucks. haha. but it seems sa yi is the bad one. haha.

take care. oh ya, my jie gonna treat me eat buffet on mon. dont know whether is true ma. haha. she say to be confirm on this coming sun. haha. aiya heck also la. haha. if dont have, continue to work. hehe. haha. sian. suddenly i think, when comex pay in? zzzzzzzz. very long le. haha.

Thursday 9 October 2008

today went interview with catherine. in the end, never go interview cause the sect told us to wait until 3.30 p.m. intend to wait one, but i promise my customer earlier to deliver the goods to her house. so i left early lor. shit man, the one i delivered very heavy sia. 22 kg. knn.

then the toner seems to have problem, knn they demand for one to one exchange, or refund.
sibei sian one leh, then i called my sales rep, he asked me to give cust's contact, address and serial number. hope my sales rep can settle ba, never knew it caused never really throughly know the product.

intend to go mich's birthday one, then caused of this thing. maked me dont want to go so go home surf net lor. sorry mich never attend ur birthday and i miss my great food. next time dont do this kind of thing liao, the more i do, the more i wanna quit. knn waste my effort.

Wednesday 8 October 2008

i find nowadays girls are meant to be childish. dont know why leh. 17 years old le. still dont know how to think. please la, can u please wake up ur mind ma??

awww. today i called benny, my sales rep. he told me the dateline of submit my warranty card are over. damm. forget sia. before that i called evan to check with him. he told me that he already submit his, three days ago. sian!!! double check with wei xian, the one who replace me de. haha. she also sumbit le. zzzzzzzzzzz. sian. haha. next time, need to serve this as a reminder le. haha. evan just told me, he got 30 sales over the weekend. knn so envy. zzzzzzzzz. no choice who ask me to go into a lousy outlet where mega and best are there. haha. nvm lor. haha. tml courts having d&d. haha. i'm not involve. yeah!!! gotta meet catherine to go for the interview at gwc.

hope i can go in ba. haha. somehow i miss my shi fu and they all. hope to be stationed at the outlet all the time. haha. tml are mich's birthday, dio invited never really had a nice dinner with they all le. haha. last but not least, hope it show are coming and gotta meet them. canon always has a slogan, delighting u always and it delight me always too. hehe. take care

Monday 6 October 2008

haha. my friend charlie come and find me. haha. omg didnt knew he would come. haha. lol. saw him on friendster. he really very crap sia. haha. LOL. haha. he also very funny, he recommend me to work in comex with canon, in the end he cant go in and i'm the one who goes in. haha.

really great have him as his friend. haha. when i knew him, he was like very blur blur de then help me to sell my product. oh yeah. haha. i still rmb once, customer looking for aio with fax in the end, i'm not the one who the customer looking for instead of him. haha. stupid sia. haha. whatmore he's wearing samsung's t-shirt. haha. this really makes me funny. haha.

miss the day, when u with hao yi. haha. lol. nice. haha. take care charlie and have a nice training at tekong hor. haha.

Saturday 4 October 2008

recently i read a post about my friend's sister. haha. hmmm should i be touch or adopt another minset to doubt for it? for most of the people, they will think that why are u so heartless of making such a statement without having a second thought??

i would ask why? if the thing is not happen on me. the blog is about my friend's sister bf contracted a brain cancer and has 6 mths of lifespan in this world and hopefully that girl have to find her own happiness.

i find that its quite touching if u are looking on a side because imagine ur love one are on the verge of dying, would u feel the same way as the girl? i guess most of the people would ba. haha. hmmm but for me, i would adopt another mindset to see, if he really telling the truth of what he said? would there be such a coincidence of contracting a terminal disease? i may not appear what i feel, maybe people is the same ba, including myself. always looking for the outer rather than inner.
i was once told by a friend that i'm a rather easy belief people's word. maybe i should put it in a way, i only believe in half ba or not even half. haha. thats what my mindset is. hehe. take care.
recently i have looked back to see what had happened all around my friend. my friend some never contacted each other le. haha. this afternoon when i was at my booth and playing with ixus camera. haha. i saw somebody who look just like her. haha.

even though she wear specs and i knew it was her. haha. hmmm she was with e other guy. haha. tong bang de ba. haha. this four words always give me around in my mind. haha. maybe ba. haha. just like i'm a third party watching the person whom i closed with last time. haha. it just like a drama when the guy are not the female lead's 'zheng ming tian zi' what to do? life lor. haha. so must give lan lan attitude. haha.

maybe after a few years, i will be single all the way? maybe ba, haha. i also dont know, if its really happened. i also heck. cannot care too much ba, just accept the fate lor. haha.

Friday 3 October 2008

haha. another day passed. haha. just call hao yi to chat. good chatting. haha. he and irene together. haha. in courts think around four to five mths le ba. haha. thinking of jumping to best. haha. even though i forseen the 'sian' of paperwork. haha. but nvm. taking it as a new challenge ba. haha.

Sunday 28 September 2008

another day had passed, everything its happened slow. haha. feel like giving up for what i do lor. haha. feeling very sian. maybe affected by kelvin le ba. haha. really ba?? i dont know lor. next week will posted to roadshow. haha. cant see my shi fu, august for the whole week.

tml gonna see my sales rep, benny. haha. sian. just now i think i too much of him le ba. haha. very ridiculous sia, dont have stock for that model but still yet put under promo. zzzzzzzzz. what on earth is that for canon's promo?? lol. and most of the product dont even have a product code on it. sian. sales fly. haha. bye bye. arigato
today, my com is back. haha. hmmm when i looked back at the picture we had. it was just what we call 'history' that cannot be revert back to its origin. haha. maybe i do ponder about the things which happened 4 mths ago. haha. whenever i took a cab to a certain point where i alight, i will always request the uncle to make it a detour for me just to hope that i could managed to catch a glimpse of u.

however there's always an ending to it, haha. u should know what ending i'm referring to. haha. two weeks ago, when i was having a buffet with my collegues. haha. i look the entrance that towards somewhere around a place that my first and only. it was what we call history. haha. hope u are fine in somewhere part of this world. haha.

take care ba.

Saturday 27 September 2008

oh yeah. i'm back. haha. hmmm what should i blog?? also nothing ba. haha. bought a laptop cost me around 1.9k. haha. think very ex. haha. but bo bian since i need it. haha. hmmm now i dont think i have any wishlist le ba. haha

hmmm all the wishlist i have wish for are almost done. for example. crumpler bag, noise isolation earpiece, a brand new laptop, psp. haha. maybe the next one i'm going to aim is to get a eos ba. haha. or d series ba. haha. but things are not going smoothly in my way de. haha.

take care dude. haha.

Sunday 7 September 2008

happened quite alot in these three months. haha. particpated in comex and it show. haha. now i understand why canon is so popular. LOL. started to think 'wo shuo jian chi shi dui de ma?' haha.

thinking of whether accepting lenovo offer? even though acer and hp is the most recognised brand in the market. haha. oh yeah. i almost know quite alot of things via comex. lol. take care my friend.

jiang jin bu jian qing, jiang qing bu jian jin. haha. thats what a friend of mine told me and yet she already dont really know who am i. haha. nvm lor. its life anyway.

bye

Sunday 13 July 2008

thinking of taking a break when thing is not up to my standard. but cannot cause i dont want to be revert back to my oldself. earning up to 2k a month is not i want. i want to earn more. as 5 brand promoter, i need to know alot product knowledge than other people. especially canon is my hot fav right now. hehe.

thanks to xue yi, if not i will be useless right now. hmmm hoping to earn more when it show is coming on sept. just received a message from my jie that her uncle passed away the day before yesterday. life is unpredictable, so there's always a saying dont live with regrets. haha. to me, without monetary, its hard for people to survive thats life.

Saturday 5 July 2008

got a job as a canon promoter. find that their pay not bad. cause their com is highest the line. got to know a digi cam promoter called kelvin always give me a new name call batz maru. wonder is it really that spell? then got another nick also called iron man. haha. this one got it from my supervisior awe caused i can worked until i sot.

got to know quite alot of things like the specs of dect phones, digi cam and printer. haha. quite good. haha. participated in pc show 2008, its a good experience to me. my team win the best team. got bonus. hehe. but very little. nvm just treat it as an experience.

now is an experience to me, by working there can know more supplier like what i knew stephen from shiro, wendy from gjh, benny from canon, naseer from motorola dect phones. also know oto promoter like eddy and william, celeste from propnex, shawn from era. find that their com not bad. maybe go and join. haha. see first.

oh ya. i wonder hows life for all of my friend sia. good i think?? ting tian you ming thats all i can say. gonna buy eos450 wohoo $1300. i think i just buy de body even though without lens is expensive than with lens but then lens i prefer customise. especially nikon and canon de combination hehe. haha. i find that d80 lens is the best cause that zoom like WOW! haha. and their d80 include the lens sell 1800 plus. thats ex but its worth it. think caused nearly 3k le ba. haha. i'm sure its a worth value investment. hehe.

Wednesday 11 June 2008

the old self kapo is already dead, he will not live in this world anymore. all he left with people are just painful, chidlishness memory. take care.

Wednesday 14 May 2008

sometime i dont wish to wake up from a dream which i have been used to it for few months le. but now everything is back to square which is really not used to it. its life ma. so ya lor. haha. hmmm heard of dr khoo told me, my eq are better than last time. not too bad but still have rooms for improvment. hehe.

oh ya heard of china having its earthquake, another happening things happened. sian. always happen this kind of thing de. why ar?? ya lor. yesterday just went to ane for consultation. arranged an appointment with neurology. hope everything is fine ba. but seriously, i have severe headache constantly for a month, i think i stress things up.

sighed. i dont wish people to pity me or whatsoever. pity its not the real intention to care for me. just feel that i'm ke lian and do whatever just to give the way i do. if its like that, i would rather suffered alone. so ya lor. take care.

Saturday 10 May 2008

sian. i always think too much de. hai. dont know why. haha. but i think now its okay le for me. haha. just now i saw situation in myanmar i think we are very fortunate liao. why do people in our neighbouring countries suffered but we dont??

why?? because of our startegic location that we are prevented from natural disasters? what if next time cyclone hit singapore. do any one of us prepare to encounter? must we everytime rely on our government on how policies are implment? sometime i think why we have the rights to vote but we dont have the rights to say which policies are good for us?

i have alot of questions in mind, why do singapore teenagers tends to think of fun and fun or slack and slack. i used to have that kind of lifestyle in my life. i think its really pretty wasteful and why dont we look like other countries political and other people lifestyles? how much fortunate we are? u know when i went to hawker centre and i found most kids tends to waste their food or picky on their food. for example, they ordered a plate of carrot cake. they would like to eat the eggs not the carrot cake itself. why they dont think about countries like africa, america and china. hai.

i think singaporean complain alot, including myself. times for some self reflection. i may not be a good in person but i do care my friends, parents and strangers who deserve my help. so ya lor. i hope every person i know remains happy and content what they are doing and strive towards goal. lastly, i hope people in myanmar are fine.

take care my friend.

Thursday 8 May 2008



(ps: this picture were taken from cnn website.)

just came back from tampines and i heard those lecturers are saying aid myanmar. i think its pretty good to aiding em. initially i have no idea what they are talking about because i never notice any news recently. zzzzz. lol. hmmm then i thought they are having some revolt are going on them.

however when i get in touch with cna website i found they are suffering from cyclone nargis. feel sad sia. when it had already claimed 22 000 people lifes, 400 0000 peoples missing and 1 000 000 people having lost their shelther and they needs help from the international. i hope i can do something about it by donating money i think. see first ba.

sian liao. hope they are fine. may god bless them.

Tuesday 6 May 2008

ya its been day since i update le. haha. cause this few day went to kl to visit my relative and trying to have a holiday before i went to the army. haha.

its been years that i have never went back to malaysia and visit my relative le. haha. its great to see them but sometime the feeling is not there anymore. haha. what to do? life ma. haha

so ya lor. haha. kl change alot. just take chinatown as an example. lol. last time there were many priated stall along the street. lol. but now cant see any le. it replace by mobile bgl style where bgl will take a whole stack of movies and walk around to see if there's any potential customer ma. haha.

that's quite unqiue. ya lor. haha. got alot of things for me to see at there. haha. singapore got its singapore flyer. malaysia also got malaysia flyer. haha. lol. but its short i think. lol. so ya. take care my friend. haha.

Thursday 1 May 2008

hey its me again. haha. i hereby declared i dont have rights to say anything just like slave. nvm. so ya. thats all for now. take care.

Wednesday 30 April 2008

haha. people said i'm good, but i always think it a different way. haha. nvm lor. okay. dont know what to say liao. haha. hope its end here ba. take care my friend. oh ya, i just remember 没人能够了解我,就连我自己都不了解自己.sounds very what hor. haha. so ya. bye

Tuesday 29 April 2008

third day of he died, i couldnt accept the fact of he leaving us but i need to get myself out of this predicament. haha. hmmm why things tends to do things in this way. haha. hmmm only god will know. haha.

anyway i think its a brand new start for me le. haha. okay,time to get serious about work. haha. should i do this or do that way?? pondering. haha.
the second day of my friend died. ya. mood not really good. just wondered why did he need to do that. so ya. haha. hmmm just now take cab home and the uncle told me one guy actually hit an old lady and causing the old lady to suffer internal blood to death. sian.

the driver actually got what the punishment. but seriously i think the punishment is too light liao. one year imprisonment sia. sian la. i think too light liao. hit and run leh. somemore a lao ah ma leh. wa lau. like that also can ar. heaven really no eyes lor. sian!!!!!

oh ya. i think something really happens to my com. sian la. always chu stunt. ask my com go hollywood to stunt. sure will famous one. okay. i self entertaining. haha. ya. its my life. i swear i wouldnt be like my friend. even though i have thought it before.

Monday 28 April 2008

life's are vulnerable. i just lost a friend via commit suicide. hai. sad sia. what to do?? its life, accept it and move on lor. what can i say?? he was in a predicament whereby nobody understands him. ya. only know him for two years nia. hope he will do whatever he like on the other side of the world.

seriously do take care. i dont wish to let history to repeat itself again. so ya. take care. haha.

Sunday 27 April 2008

recently keep hear this song call 'till the end' from david tan in the outsider soundtrack. the song is nice. i hope u guys appreciate ar. haha.



so ya. here it is. haha.

take care ar. haha. bye.

Thursday 24 April 2008

hmmm just wake up not long ago. haha. chatting with ah ling in msn now. haha. she told she was going to take cat. haha. at least not a bad choice la. haha.

ya lor. oh ya alot of my friend fall sick recently, hope they are fine ba. haha. lol. so ya lor. take care. later then update. haha.
second day of pondering........

still haven decide. haha. lol. hmmm thinking of whether should i need to do it ma? be hard-heartened?? but i cant do it. so suffered lor. ya lor.

oh ya. today specially went down to see ande. lol. wow she's quite pretty. haha. but sian la. come and find u. first thing is to promote ur product to me. sian lor. LOL. haha. ya lor. but i'm glad that my ex classmate are doing fine. haha. have a plan to do lor. haha. so ya lor. haha.

hmmm ya lor. haha. seriously i'm looking forward to joyce's chalet and my kl trip. haha. LOL. hmmm that will be most relaxing before goes to army. haha. LOL. so ya lor. haha. hope tml see my wife, mr guo. haha. LOL.

okay just jk de. haha. take care. haha.

Tuesday 22 April 2008


hey its me again. haha. lol. recently got some new pose, so must see hor. haha. lol. real life version of dear daniel has been found. haha. LOL. that is me!!! yeah. LOL. lets clap. haha.

okay time to type my xin shi le. i really feel very tired, alot of people tell me its not worth for me to do it, even myself also think that but i dont have the hard-hearterend characteristics to give it up. i know myself fan jian, i can think alot of things to shoot myself. why i'm like that blah blah.

but when i want to do it, i will like that. i really feel emotionally tired, sometime i told myself to give it up. but i just cant do it, just like the way i treat psyduck. psyduck happy late 18 birthday. although i couldnt accompany u anymore, but truly hope u are happy ba. sorry for what i have done last time.

okay, i tell my past again le. lol. sian now go to another topic. joyce's chalet are coming. ex classmate now confirm will be 8. azure, me, ande, gab, john, sz(yeah!!!!), allvyn and fel. now only this nia. haha. oh ya, still got joyce. how silly i am. haha. lol. hmmm then on 20 itself, go ica to take oath. haha.

should i heed people's advice? or follow my own way?? pondering...........

Monday 21 April 2008

haha. just received a friend's tag and i know she's fine. haha. well, okay. hmmm at least wont do some stupid things to make her parents worry can le. haha. hmmm yeah. later i will be getting my brand new passport!!! yeah time to visiting my cousins and they all le. haha.

hope they welcome me ba. haha. hmmm if i never rememebered wrongly. my cousin will be taking spm this year. haha. hmmm hope he can do well and do make the "lee's" family proud. haha. hmmm hope to enjoy astro there. haha. looking forward to watching updated cantonese drama. so ya.

ya lor. haha. hmmm will be going to spend my weekend there. KL wo lai le. haha. KLCC wo ye lai le. haha. okay. done. haha. LOL. no matter what, i will be there for sure unless something halt me to do so. haha.

so take care lor. haha.

Friday 18 April 2008

lol. hey its me again. haha. feel emotionally tired but i wont do anything again. haha. done alot of things but in the end, is zao zui shou. sian. haha. lol. so unfair. but nvm its life ma, i cant expect my life to be a very good one or bad one. haha. so ya lor. haha.

still pondering should i go to joycelyn's chalet. haha. cause if going is alone go even though we have know each other for 2 years since we are in the same course. haha.

but still feel kinda weird leh. haha. so ya lor. hmmm still got anything to blog?? oh ya. my friend are going to army at 16 june le. wonder when's my enlistement date. haha. hmmm think will be as further as them ba. haha. hopefully everything can be settle before my enlistement date. haha.

hmmm oh ya. thinking of visting my kl's relative and stay there for weeks. haha. hmmm should i go ma?? if i go le, what will happen to my oath taking and other things?? haha. hmmm so still consider. haha. sian. wanna go sunway praymaid leh. haha. last time i go there i saw guang liang's autograph session there. even though i only stayed there for around 10 mins but still feel contented la. haha. LOL

okay lor. thats the end of my long blog le. hehe. do look out for my new post. haha.

Thursday 17 April 2008

think its a very boring day for me. haha. even though i have some activities occupied my day. haha. hmmm think something bothered me too much. haha. well, its inconvient for me to blog it. so if u know me in person or online using msn. do ask me. haha.

oh ya today just saw a friend call cheow fern at coffee club today. haha. hmmm think she look quite okay. haha. but i prefer her own personality. haha. quite chattable. haha. so ya lor. haha. hmmm got anything to blog ma?? nth le. haha. ya lor. haha. even i blog something, there sure be people bound to say things de. so why make it so troublesome??

right?? so take care lor. haha.

Wednesday 16 April 2008

fun quizzes for myspace profile and blog

Lets101 Quizzes - Quizzes For Fun



seems nice. haha. i wonder how true it is. haha.
things may not turn as what u see. haha. i will not tell myself to decieve me. haha. what if i feel that way?? lol. well sometime i dont have rights to say whatsoever. haha. hmmm pitiful right?? nvm lor. haha. its life isnt it??

haha. okay. today i went to ica for my replacement passport and enquired about my oath taking thing. haha. hmm think its quite complex leh. if i give up my singapore citizenship. sian. LOL. i dont want to become a stateless citizen. like wth lor. haha. but on the other hand, i want to experience what is it like leh. haha. but i think its reletaively stupid la. lol. sian i hope my gina photo of that citizenship are still with me now. haha. if not, i need to pay the replacement fee. zzzz. singapore indeed is pap as what my friend say. pay and pay. LOL

so cya. haha.

Sunday 13 April 2008

How far is it to hell?"

The question was asked of a police officer by one of three young men on holiday, who in a half-drunk condition were sauntering along the footpath at a popular beach.
Shocked by the ungodliness of the youth, and looking at him full in the face, the policeman replied: "Hell is at the end of a Christless life, and you may be nearer to it than you think. Prepare to meet your God."
This was more than the profane trio expected so without further comment they turned and hurried away. That night the dead body of a young man was picked up on the shore; it was that of the scoffing holidaymaker.
Years later, the Christian policeman, still on the force, was accosted by a commercial traveller on the street of that same beach resort.
"You will not remember me, but I remember you," said the gentleman as he grasped the officer's hand. "Do you remember from years ago three young fellows, one of whom asked you the impious question, 'How far is it to hell?' - and you replied, 'Hell is at the end of a Christless life?' "
"You will remember, no doubt, the sad fate of that young man. I was one of the two that accompanied him, and the words never left me, until I came as a sinner to Jesus and received Him as my Saviour. I praise His name that He took me as I was, a godless, guilty sinner and saved me by His grace. And I daily prove His sustaining and keeping power."

seems very insirping. haha. this article was from a church called fisherman christ. ya. so take care la. haha.
well, just now watched a marriage senimar by a church. seems very inspired. hmmm think its right, whats the bible said, man should be the one who control the family instead vice versa. haha. think i'm a chauvinistic ba, haha.

nvm lor. see first ba. i agreed to what the bible said, sometime history repeat itself again if human being keep making the same mistake again and again. ya, i acknowleged myself as a sinner whats the next step?? follow the god's word?? that what most people told me, okay lor. see first.

so take care lor. haha.

Saturday 12 April 2008

Ex Porn Star Tell the Truth About Porn

Ex Porn Star Tell the Truth About Porn
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Ex porn star shelley Lubben tells the truth about porn.

www.shelleylubben.com .

haha. i watched it and it seems nice that why i'm recommending to u people out there. so take care.

hmm recently happened alot of things. a person whom i consider say we cant contact each other le. hmmm quite sad but life still need to go on. so sian. why??? but nvm. kan kai le. hope things might be turn to be good :) haha. hmmm still got what to update myself?? oh ya my eight year friend went to taiwan for 3 weeks. sian. start to miss his lame joke liao. haha. left a person who can confide with. sian la!!!!

miserable day starting from now on. haha.

Wednesday 9 April 2008

well, its time to blog. haha. yesterday went to hougang for shopping. wow. it changes alot man especially heartland mall. haha. wow last time it had a neoprint shop on level two but now. it disappear. haha.

oh ya i need to thanks to a friend. hmmm thanks you. ya no more le. take care. bye bye

Tuesday 8 April 2008

today its quite an okay day for me. ya. haha. my mui gave me advance birthdays presents to me on past saturday. haha. deeply appreciated, haha. first time she gave me presents sia. haha. so honoured. thanks to her another mui, rui han. haha. cause they two give me de ma. haha. thanks hor. haha.

so ya lor. oh ya. i dont need a very expensive presents. all i do is just a true blessing from anybody will do. haha. ya lor. okay lor. dont know what to blog leh. haha. okay. end here ba. take care friend. haha

Monday 7 April 2008

well, its been another month. i will be offically 21 le. haha. flashed back, i think my life was quite okay la. neither good nor bad. haha. ya. seriously, i have been deproved greatly i mean my langauage ability. sian!!!!!

okay, recently i found a very interesting thing to let me do. haha. ya. well, i will keep it for a secret. haha. sian. i dont want to take the oath at 20 may leh. haha. but bo bian look on the money side, it will be worth it. haha. LOL. okay la. i go le bb. haha

Thursday 3 April 2008

well, thursday was fun. cause i got the chance to teach a primary four kid. haha. its a very enjoying moment. haha. ya. hope i will get the chance to teach more people. hehe. :) so ya. haha. hmmm seriously these few days have been happened alot of things some is sad, well some are happy. haha. overall, it still okay.

oh ya. yesterday went to kovan and see whether do they change since i went there since last year. overall, i could said some really changed and others around kovan mrt station remained the same. haha.

so ya. thats all le ba. haha. okay lor take care.

Wednesday 2 April 2008

oh ya. long time never blog liao. haha. i just find that i'm addicted to mj after sunday intensive training. okay la. not intensive la. as in not too bad. haha. know more depth about how to play mj. hehe.

haha. today went back to school and i found that wow. haha. that admin block is full of people. i thought they are having the same motive as me to collect the award but when i looked closer. haha. hmmm its for another purpose. haha. i think just for the sake of paying school fees. haha. ya thats all. for the new intake.

hmmm thinking back, i was lucky during the year. haha. got ups and downs. haha. i was thinking of changing class and even went to an extent to request for changing a class which the lecturer wont bear grudges on me. but ultimately, i was rejected by ms phua. haha. telling me that i should perserve and complete the course. haha. ya lor.

thanks man. LOL. u make think alot. haha. just as what my 'dear' widi told me, dont think it sucks and forever sucks liao. sounds profound actually its not. haha. okay la. haha. dont know what to say liao. take care my friend. to the friend of mine, oi!!! dont always say me generation gap leh. haha. very sad de leh. haha. u think u very young ar. haha. LOL !#@!$!#%#@$%. LOL. haha. take care.

Sunday 30 March 2008

just received the letter from mindef. haha. wow, its a satisfying pes for me. LOL. hmmm kinda expected but on the other hand, there's still got disadavantages but i dont mind. so ya. my future will most likely to be stick to become a teacher if nothing happen. haha.

ya lor. inspired by my lecturers, friends and some others. LOL ya lor. hmmm not bad hor. haha. one things i need to tell, my dad and bro gone back to malaysia. sian. i want to go back but i couldnt beared to live my mum all alone in singapore. so i choose to stay here and of course i need there's still alot of other reason, i choose not tell and i dont wanna waste my effort. haha.

ya lor. still got what to tell?? think no more le ba. hmmm oh ya still got, i need to go back to the campus to receive my good progress award, seriously never expected because during the days, i gave attitude towards my lecturer, pon- school, studies still quite okay nia and i received the award. wonder what are the criteria. LOL. ya i going to finish another hk drama le. haha. wohooo!!!! lol. goood. keep going. okay la, i lame. haha. take care my friend.

Saturday 29 March 2008

okay somebody told me, i wrote things on these blog does not say my 'xin shi' so now this blog is specially dedicated to this friend. haha.

okay. haha. hmmmm recently trying to help a friend i think? i dont know whether he or she still treats me as a friend ma. but seriously i dont mind, the person whom am i helping treat me as a friend ma. maybe the person just treat me as a stepping stone ba or just a 'jiu sheng quan' ba. haha. i dont know. all i could do is just to help the person whenever he or she is in a need. haha.

so ya lor. i knew that one day, this will not going forever but i just want to help with all i could even though i know i have alot of shortcomings. haha. ya lor. sad hor?? furthermore, i know there's always a price for me to pay. if i'm land in asylum in the future or break contact with alot people i dont mind, as long it will show a bit of improvement and i'm happy enough. LOL. okay that's all for my xin shi.

hmmm yesterday went to national library to photocopy the whole book of leap of love. haha. i thought i was getting charged because i was not permitted to photocopy the whole pages of book due to some copyright issue. but i was lucky. haha. hehe. finally found the book and could read how ks would be the devoted guy to li-ann. LOL. hmmm i think i'm just like ks ba. haha. dont know la, think too much. haha. okay thats all for blogging. do look out a next new blog post.

Friday 28 March 2008

wow, dont know why cant blog this afternoon damm it. zzzzzz. thinking of having hypontism. haha. LOL. hope it useful to me. haha. LOL. ya lor. haha. seriously i want to be mentally strong, i wouldnt want to be alot of things to hinder my success. haha. maybe wo shi chi ren shuo meng hua.

wow, i'm sicked le. down with sore throat, running nose and dry cough. wow killed me, during the hospitalisation, i was give any medication, sian lor. i tell doctor, i very tong ku, they just fu yan wo. sian la. haha. that is why i choose not to tell those psychitrast whats my problem. seriously, they are just pay to do what they want and my duty is to let them to listen what they want me to say. haha. isnt very ironic?? LOL. wo hao xiang dui ta shuo, you she me shi qing, zhi yao zi ji zhan qi lai jiu gou le, zhe shi ni de ren sheng, ni bu xu yao qian jiu zhe ta de. zhen de. okay going to sleep le. haha. lol. tired after a night of watching the stars. lol.

Wednesday 26 March 2008

i thinked i'm fine by now. haha. hmmm suffered alot through losing. suddenly i feel that my life is full of misery. haha. i think the mood during last fri. lol.

feel quited normal there except being feel lonely because not much people visited me there and restricted here and there. i have suicidal thoughts before but its not the best way to solve the problem.

i have alot of problems when it comes to friendship, family, future, just to name a few. hope i could be better next time ba. i think hypontisim will be useful to me even though i have never tried it before.

so ya thats all lor. u can say i crazy or anywhat. i dont care. take care my friend

Saturday 22 March 2008

dont know what to say or what to say. just went to nuh just for the purpose to see babies. haha. its the only place i ever feel no scheming, no sorts of ever. haha.

wow feel so high after i eat 16 pills of fluvoximine and two panadol extra and drink one can of beer. wow zai man. lol. haha. feel so high. i want to fly now!!!! horrary

Friday 21 March 2008

blog of the day. haha. today damm crazy de. from bugis to orchard. orchard to jurong then from jurong to vivo then from vivo to old airport road then from old airport road to suntec and from suntec back to orchard.

before that i was writting a letter, wow. it was years since the last one was wrote. haha. too long le right?? LOL. haha. ya lor. i also think so. haha. lol. i remembered vividly what i wrote it. but couldnt salavaged ath in the end. however this letter was meant to be a top secret to me. LOL. if my friends never goes to my house from now on.

ya. haha. thats what my history. haha. LOL. a his story. LOL. that what i learned it from my classmates. well, they are a bunch of friends where they can crap along. haha. ya lor. haha. anyway one of my friend told me, she changed her mindset against frogs!!! yeah!!! LOL. i love it. haha.


keep going. LOL. change change and nobody will kill frogs liao. haha. oh ya tml have the urge to see leap years again. haha. well, i guess i'm alone again. haha. cause nobody will like to see a love romance movies which was produced by the local?? haha

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