i thinked i'm fine by now. haha. hmmm suffered alot through losing. suddenly i feel that my life is full of misery. haha. i think the mood during last fri. lol.

feel quited normal there except being feel lonely because not much people visited me there and restricted here and there. i have suicidal thoughts before but its not the best way to solve the problem.

i have alot of problems when it comes to friendship, family, future, just to name a few. hope i could be better next time ba. i think hypontisim will be useful to me even though i have never tried it before.

so ya thats all lor. u can say i crazy or anywhat. i dont care. take care my friend