Hey back to blogging, few months ago, I was happy for offering the job, few months later, I will be lost the job? That's isn't job stability at all. Maybe my eq are not good as others. That why I was thinking where should I go. For a second thought, it isn't the end of the world. I have my own responsibilities to settle and I have my own path of life which needs me to create. Life isn't as smooth as what we think they, it has it's own way to go.
Fan la, want to find somebody to confide with.
Wednesday 28 October 2009
Friday 16 October 2009
ytd just past by a shop call phoon huat, i knew the person who i bought the chocolates are from there. its reminds me bits of memory where its gone. its not been myself for these few days, in fact i'm sick and tired of everything. but life still carries on isnt it?
i have been thinking back of what a lady told me, i would say she's much more pitiful. Here are her story, she was thinking that an american bio technology companies are going for her egg as her egg are for its reproduction of immune of cancer. and it could be cost alot and she's trying to have some defend of herself.
she think that her family of putting staying over there are trying to prison her of not going out and when i told her that when she was asleep there's somebody came out of her room. she told me was it her room mate? i was like what? it actually is you who came out in the middle of the night, i find that the ppl who stay in there are very 'sheng bu ke che'. the reason why is because the lady who told her background to me, actually play well in her piano. it was such a melody that i seriously would ask for more. even though it just a short period there, it was quite a meaningful experience for me. which everybody fears of it.
its been there for years, when can i hurl over it? would my path of life been stagant for the rest of my life? i seriously do need somebody could confide wif me, however i dont think there's a people there.
RMB there's always ppl who come and go. thats the principle of LIFE.
i have been thinking back of what a lady told me, i would say she's much more pitiful. Here are her story, she was thinking that an american bio technology companies are going for her egg as her egg are for its reproduction of immune of cancer. and it could be cost alot and she's trying to have some defend of herself.
she think that her family of putting staying over there are trying to prison her of not going out and when i told her that when she was asleep there's somebody came out of her room. she told me was it her room mate? i was like what? it actually is you who came out in the middle of the night, i find that the ppl who stay in there are very 'sheng bu ke che'. the reason why is because the lady who told her background to me, actually play well in her piano. it was such a melody that i seriously would ask for more. even though it just a short period there, it was quite a meaningful experience for me. which everybody fears of it.
its been there for years, when can i hurl over it? would my path of life been stagant for the rest of my life? i seriously do need somebody could confide wif me, however i dont think there's a people there.
RMB there's always ppl who come and go. thats the principle of LIFE.
Thursday 15 October 2009
today i just know a lady?! i dont know can use what to describe her, it was my first time to meet her but she has alot of things to confide wif me? abt steven?? its bdd things anyway but i dont know why she seems very lonely.
i feel she's like a person who know for a long time. and the lian he wan bao she buy was still in my bag. how forgetful is she. okay, i think its my first time and last time to see her? cause i dont really go to j8.
anyway dont think too much, she's just a ou yu. thats all i can say.
oh ya, just atteneded ndo3. however it was an dissapointment again but not totally an dissapointment cause i do chat with chester for quite a few mins? tts gd rite? counted myself to be lucky? actually he was the one who approached talk to me. u know i dont talk to others, whenever i dont feel there's a need.
maybe its my natural that, whenever i being misunderstand or being maligned, i wont go and further explain nor i will try make an effort to go and explain for it. cause i do know in this world, the first impression is fuck up, everything is totally a gone case. and the impression is there, no matter how hard i do explain? will the person do believe?
no right?? so ya lor, let the bad impression of me and etched into ppl's mind and i would carry on as my own life. i do feel tired? but would there be any change if i do the change? i also dont understand myself. just feel its tired to have it in this way. emo again?
i suppose not.
i feel she's like a person who know for a long time. and the lian he wan bao she buy was still in my bag. how forgetful is she. okay, i think its my first time and last time to see her? cause i dont really go to j8.
anyway dont think too much, she's just a ou yu. thats all i can say.
oh ya, just atteneded ndo3. however it was an dissapointment again but not totally an dissapointment cause i do chat with chester for quite a few mins? tts gd rite? counted myself to be lucky? actually he was the one who approached talk to me. u know i dont talk to others, whenever i dont feel there's a need.
maybe its my natural that, whenever i being misunderstand or being maligned, i wont go and further explain nor i will try make an effort to go and explain for it. cause i do know in this world, the first impression is fuck up, everything is totally a gone case. and the impression is there, no matter how hard i do explain? will the person do believe?
no right?? so ya lor, let the bad impression of me and etched into ppl's mind and i would carry on as my own life. i do feel tired? but would there be any change if i do the change? i also dont understand myself. just feel its tired to have it in this way. emo again?
i suppose not.
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