孤单永远是最孤独的,而寂寞永远都是伴随着孤单而来

Sunday 30 November 2008

hey back to blog again. haha. thats where i belong to. today dio approached by manulife. omg. i forget what paper i gotta take le. i rmbered i gotta take m5. LOL. oh ya. sitex was fun. even though have quite sian things. but it doesnt affect me after a while.

saw somehow my father. lol. porter din. LOL. oh yeah. always say ayam here and there. damm funny de. LOL. i still rmbered hao yi and i was always eating chicken in the pantry. LOL. then he always come de. say u everyday eat chicken, later become chicken. LOL. he kns de. LOL. then he make the chicken sound. LOL. funny la. lol.

then last show i under courts booth, we work together. quite funny de also. LOL. kinda enjoy. lol. then this show also see him. he dio acer. LOL. then coincidentally his booth is just opposite me. lol. quite fun do show. cause can see alot of ppl know de. lol. so ya.

hope everybody can do alot of better compare to last three days. jia you!!! LOL.

Wednesday 26 November 2008

never knew it was u. Dont need to be tt sheng mi ba. Haha. Tml is sitex le. Oh ya. kinda look forward to it.

I wondered my courts mate will they be there? I think will ba. Comex, sitex, it show. I done before. I feel that nothing de also. Haha. But its the best to be there. haha. fri hao yi come and find me. Best bud when stationed at courts. Haha. Lol.

haha, just now eat dinner with joyce. haha. eat with her in aijisen. LOL. nice never eat for a long time le. haha. when i going to take bus, i saw mark. last time my manager, have a good chat with him for a while. hehe.

i never knew u would message me, really very unexpected. but seems u dont wish to tell anything. nvm. if u tell everything, u are not the real one le ma. LOL. hmmm i never hint anybody. u can be everybody. so ya. haha. suddenly feel like eating cheesecakes.

Monday 24 November 2008

today dont know why i'm that blur. maybe its because of what happened yesterday? dont wish to talk about it too. since what u think then it is, what can i say when people have its own prejudice on me? so ya.

somebody told me she earned 1k the day before ytd and 1.5k ytd. i wondered how she did it and she live near around me? what was she being up to? dont know also. if it is, i think i already lost to her for quite a big gap le. haha. gonna buck up.

i dont know whether do aliss its a good working buddy? i wondered. she's the one who was being send by spencer and challenge me. but she like very helpful towards certain things. she just like her. oh my. anyway i just kept myself being alert and dont let her beat me again. 女人心海底针。thats what she told me. smile =)


to everlyn,

maybe to u, our friendship already being drifted far apart. maybe its ur project and maybe u ke yi to bi kai wo. i also dont know. i just feel that . i dont know, i just feel that, either u reply short or u just dont reply me ba. haoi maybe i think too much le ba. LOL.

Saturday 22 November 2008





this is the movie which i wish to watch. lol. but the second one, i dont think there will be a release date ba. LOL


this song was intro by a friend of mine. never manage to find e songs. lol. initally i wasnt sure its the right song. till e chrous part and i know its right. LOL. oh ya. never received any email from em. so ya. dont think can go in le ba. lol. stay to find another one. jia you jia you jia you!!!

Friday 21 November 2008

oh ya, haven blog finish. a little part nia. LOL. this is what will happen in sitex. lol. thats what grace send me de. quite posh sia. LOL. but confirm the litter will be on the floor alot. LOL. flyers la, tissue. what u can imagine will be there. expect money lor. =X. quite surprise that harvey, best or courts never be the dealer sia. LOL. 6 resellers. quite weird also. but heck also. wo lai le sitex!!!!
its time to blog again. haha. these two days have happen alot of things. got good de and bad de. haha.

let me say about good de ba. grace in charge of hp de. put my name in sitex show. but i think its tough de cause my in charge yee fong will be there too. LOL. hp target not so easy to hit de. lol. but since i'm on board le, i will say good luck to myself ba. lol. ytd was quite gong de. i thought the venue will be held on turf city. then i went there, when i was there. i looking for any signboard which say is hp de. after a while, i realised it was a mistake i made. lol. turf club is the correct place when i double checked with the emailed they sent it to me.

so i was like sian. lol. i thought of two consequences. one is dont go and e other one is to go and see what will they told me. when i reached there, it was like 17:15? if i never rmb wrongly. lol. i was like shit LOL. but heng they never say ath. after met yee fong, i think she wants me to perform better. lol. can see she's has more high expectation than terrisa(my previous in charge). okay la, i'm up to the challenge but i'm not sure whether am i to it. maybe because i hit 30 sets during that particular week that why they have high expectation on me. the event was quite nice and posh de. at the lotus room. the opposite can see there's a big field horse racing. horse racing to me now no interest cause dont know how to. get 5 dollar betting voucher but also never use. LOL cause i scared i will get addicted to it. so ya.

then i received a call from my bro said that my mum admmited to hospital. i was like huh. what happened. while i was on the way, i also dont know what to do, i kept thinking of those negative things, when i using mobile msn to chat with ever. thanks dude. haha. =x

seriously when i on the bus, i have the urge to message a friend. but i think it will be an unreplied message again. so ya. when i reached there, she's okay and i'm not that worry le. i dont know why nowadays my mood was quite emo de. maybe the things happened to me ba, i also dont know. lol. was it i slept late and chiong drama?? shang huo?? think i need to buy liang teh le ba. LOL

sorry, if i think too negative to all my friend which i feel i really bu ke li yu and must look forward. i need to gear up my mood for this upcoming it show. oh yeah. another bonus. LOL. so jia you jia you jia you!!! GAMBATTEEE!!! LOL. regret i never learn hao my jap. lol. so ya. lol. hmmm anyway i have started to find third job le. lol. freelance de or what. i also never gotta care as long its generate more income to me can le. hehe. save few k's course fee was like wohoho. LOL. so need to work harder. even emo also cant let my friends affected and my work. so ya.

sat go out with pris jie to eat. jie first time treat me eat sia. lol. so was quite looking forward to it de. but how can it play bowling and eat at this few hours? lol. i wonder if superman can do it ma? oh yeah. wo shi superman. lan qiu huo, i dont like the ending where li yin lie on to the ground and heart of greed 2 almost done le. LOL. but still got alot of drama never finished. sian. LOL.

Tuesday 18 November 2008

haha. i now knows this sentence are so powerful. which is bei ai shi xin fu de, ai ren shi tong ku de. haha. see what u did to him is just two words? he ku? but things are always done in a manner where love is came into the world.

hope what u done, he will be greatful ba, he will cherish u even more ba. i dont know. jiu ru what jean told me. so ya lor. haha. so i will just give u all the best ba. anyway do take care ba. lol.

just now i managed to search alot of handphone strap wor. one canon, one police, two courts de, one skeleton. LOL. i din know i have alot. LOL. so ya. looking forward of product launching. LOL. take care.

Monday 17 November 2008

oh yeah!!! i win alise. is that how it spell? haha. i dont know. well, alise is the one who spencer to challenge me. LOL. but okay la. thanks brandon and jessie. my sup and my collegue in psg de. haha.

well, saw olivia's email. haha. damm happy sia. here it goes.

> Hi Olivia,
Pls help find the new commission structure for our promoters effective 10 Nov 08. New guidelines and changes

1. Commission is based on SRP of printer models
2. We're changing all Best promoters to combo. All PSG specialists are encouraged to sell HP printers
3. This is a trial program for 3 months. We'll assess the results at end of program.

4. Briefing will be done on 19 Nov 08, 4.00pm. All promoters above age 18 are invited to join us for the launch event.
5. Next steps: Training for our IPG specialists and PSG specialists. Schedule to be confirmed shortly. Albert Seah will confirm on the commission structure for inks/toners and papers shortly.

that how it goes. please dont give me quota!!! lol. if not, i will fail. okay la. but i would like to try. haha. take care

Friday 14 November 2008

today day quite okay lor. Everyday also quite okay de. Haha. two day counting down to battle. haha. Looking forward to e battle itself. Lol. Rmb what su hui told me before, what u sow is e result of reap. Lol i hope my grammer isnt too bad. Lol

I wondered how's my pris jie exam. Confirm pass? Or no mood to say cause she failed?? I wondered if my jie married to jie fu, would that mean. our jie di qing will be end?? Lol. jie please reply my sms hor!!! LOL. if not nag u then u know. haha.

hmm anyway thinking of get rid of my cough and sign up photography course. i wonder one to one. how much would it be?? maybe its very ex ba. cause in a group already 300 le. LOL. tml going to interview. wish myself all the best. hehe.

Wednesday 12 November 2008

just now went to bp plaza. bukit panjang plaza. Loiter around half an hour ba. Eating durian roll which i bought from angie e choice. I dont know why i bought it.

e reason i go there because joyce want to eat bbq. Lol. Near bp plaza. Lol i thought her friend would drive and go sia. In e end, its she come alone with public transport. Eeee i think too much le. Lol. After went to sim, causeway and bp. i dont have much energy left. really very tired.

today dont know why, after that send those message. feel guai guai de. lol. stupid phone. LOL.

anyway i dont know what happen to u, i mean li yun. lol. my good buddy i suppose?? hehe. but i wish she's fine ba. lol. anything come and look for me ba. lol. just a person if u want to confide with? lol. anyway yong yuan ting ni!!!!! no matter u're right or wrong. but i think u always right de ba? lol. =X bleah! hehe
now at causeway bus interchange waiting for 963. Lol. went back to see my shi fu. Lol. Well, its was fun but tiring. I think my phone sot le, send those message which i dont want to send de lor. Lol. When i saw it, i was quite surprise. Lol. Cause never send ma. Haha. tired now. lol. oh my. Lao le
haha. just now chat with my jie. lol. jie ar. u always want me to say alot of things regarding me and her de. lol. cannot like this de. lol. i so innocent. lol. where got this thing happen. no de lor. LOL. so jie ar dont expect i got alot of things to say. haha. lol.

tml will be going for several places. lol. but i'm not sure miss joycelyn will be there to eat lunch ma?? LOL. haha. anyway hope ur presentation are very sun. take care everlyn bud. LOL. haha.

Tuesday 11 November 2008

oh my. just now i chatted with my ah ma. lol. as in my god de. think she's 18 years old now? not really sure. kinda forget whats her age. lol. just knew that gotta knew her via cr.

haha. she's from philippines. now she's pursuing in a medi course. hope she can be a doctor. LOL. well, here are some of her picture. take this via her friendster.



anyway jie good luck for ur exam ba. rmb the money u cant afford to lost hor. u sure will pass de. haha. i believe in np biz sch grad de not so lao ya de. haha.



last but not least will be respond to somebody's post. i think she was referring to me anyway. cause she hinted that to me. so i just treat it this a message to mine. haha. what can i say when things are not in my favour? turn it against my tide? no ma thats not happen when love is concerned. from the day what u told me abt what u and him, i know it le. so i already treat u as my bud le. i knew u're not busy in somehow and i knew it long ago le, maybe is i never tell u that beforehand ba. sorry, really sincercely sorry. i will take note of my mistake de.



well, i do rmb what she told me anyway. i mean jean, i really cant believe she will choose the same route as me. cause its an unhappy route. but since u chose the route, good luck. i dont know will u have the time to read my blog.



i dont think so, but i just gotta write it out. i wont not say alot of things to u. u just need a listening ear rather than an advisor. so now my role to u is always a ear where u can pour all ur things out. however i will do rmb what u told me, if u have the money, u would take a cruise to lovicious land thats what happen in palwan beach and what u need de is mt. not me. thats what i knew it all along when its so call the 'battle period'. what mich sms me is right. i chose not to. this few month, i really learnt alot. the good and the bad sides of human beings. haha. arigato to everyone who i know within this few months. scared but still gotta face it. haha. if not how to survive? LOL. okay, thats all i can say now. i will continue my drama marathon tml. hehe. LOL. wo lai le, yuan da ying and dong fang xiang!

Sunday 9 November 2008

just listen to ipod a new song by jj that always online nice. Haha. To people, i'm always online but the person is hoping for someone else. Haha. Ironic right. i'm not hinting anything too. Haha.

Nvm lor. Bring on alice. Lol i'm not scare of u. Lol. I will prove to spencer wrong. Lol hehe. looking forward to next week battle. Hehe

Saturday 8 November 2008

how can spencer treat me like this. Lol. Cannot lor. Ask somebody to zi wo. Damm sia. lol. she suppose to come this week and zhi wo de. But not free i think. Anyway, i'm the strongest. Lol. Wo shi zui qiang de. Haha. heard from em, they told me they dont like her. Lol. Maybe is because of her lj things ba. Haha. Dont know. Heck also. Haha. Spencer u good. Hehe.

Friday 7 November 2008

lol. i just download lan qiu huo to let me see. haha. heart of greed two. until epsiode 20. another 20 to go. haha. LOL. joe bao u dont let hong yi cheat hor!!! hehe. den lan qiu huo episode 4. haha. i know i lao ya. not like somebody. watch latest epsiode le. haha. LOL. gogo. hehe. LOL. then forensic hero 2. episode 10. LOL. still got alot way to go. hehe. take care and bye. LOL. i recently i found this shows. not bad. LOL. hope u see le then tell me ba. haha.

Thursday 6 November 2008

just went to facebook and play pet society. kinda its a lame game but its fun. haha. LOL. what are u doing now?? i always ask this question to alot of people. but i never ask this question to myelf because the way i'm doing now is totally nothing to be bothered? lol. today went to canon digi lab. haha. and sumbit the timesheet to benny and on the way, i gotta chat with wei xian.

she told me that kelvin never chop the dealer stamp and all need to sumbit early cause of him. sian sia. lol. why?? LOL. si kelvin. but nvm la. haha. somehow i feel that canon is better. lol. but the pay wise? hmmm. haha. at least sony wins em i think? LOL.

anyway its getting kinda late le, just now went to eat porridge with mum where jing last time used to bring me to. hmmm at least i have times to eat with her ba. hehe. so ya lor. take care and will be updating tml. hehe. take care

Wednesday 5 November 2008

i always ting ni, when u are there or not or u dont really need my support a not. wont mentioned about those thing cause i said le, it wont change anything. LOL. so =x. hope u will be forever happy even u are not in the right mood, u also need to forget it asap.

even when things are not going into ur ways. anyway nice to meet u. Li yun! i will always cherish u as whatever what we are! LOL. hope the page between u and me wont be ended. my friend!!! hehe. :D
I FINALLY SETTLE WHAT I OUGHT TO BE DONE.

GOAL IN THE YEAR.

1)Earn three k and above.
2)Find a course to upgrade myself.
3)Got a chance to meet either ********** or ******* maybe?
4)Finished the Dramas which i start to watch
5)Save 4k in two months.
6)Learn how to shoot a good photo.
7)Hope everbody around me are happy especially u
8)TO TAKE OATH!!!!( DONT DRAG HOR!)
9)TO BE MORE REALISTIC
10)Find what are the way of becoming a dealer.

GOAL IN THE NEXT COMING 2 YEAR

1)Buy a flat
2)Graduate with a cert
3)To fulfill of what i got to fulfill.
4) Learn to be a pianist, guitarist and chef.
5)Learn how to fix those spoilt electrical appliances.
6)To be a dealer in the market
7)Save 20k
8)Visit Sherry
9)Go at least 4 countries.
10)blank. cause i know when i wrote it, it will not be true.

okay. 20 goals need to complete. oh yeah!!! come on. i need to achieve this asap. LOL.


after so many mv from raymond. i feel that this mv are the most i think got feel de. haha. raymond and linda are they together? after the Moonlight Resonance. lol. hope its true ba?? i dont know. haha

well, this is the mv, hope u guys enjoy it. haha.

i think i post it before in this blog le. haha. hmmm and i want to intro the theme song of moonlight resonance.





































THE ABOVE IS WHEN I FINISHED MY WORK AND I WENT TO SUNTEC TO TAKE THIS PICTURE. SIAN. CANT GO TO THE SKY GARDEN. CAUSE ALOT OF PEOPLE AT THAT TIME!!!




'TODAY HANIS COME MY HOUSE' ALWAYS MUM MUM. WANNA GET MY FOOD. ROAH!!! SEE HIS INNOCENT FACE. LOL. CUTE LA. CANT RESIST HIM.



random post of pictures.
today went to eat with ande and joyce after my work and we settled supper at tamp. the one near tp de. Was fun. But they keep telling her bf and their love point of view. Diao sia. Haha. make me like an outsider. But okay la. Haha. Just saw a flyer, it stated dr digitial and i knew it was courts but never knew from a person whom i know. Haha.
"THE LEFTOVER"

ah rick. Lol. Wonder why do they like to print flyer sia. Haha. heck also. Cause i'm not a hp promoter. Hehe.



Tuesday 4 November 2008

i just received messaged from a person. It was really a bless. But i knew it wont last long too, nvm ba. Hope e person is really fine.

My calling for my pris jie are finally getting a response. Lol. Jie down there study very hard for exams. Thought what sia. Haha. She managed to screw it through. congrats. Haha. Take care

Monday 3 November 2008


guess where i take this picture? i was at cck yesterday. lol. but its a bad day. LOL

never got a chance to meet u, that was my greatest regret in my day. But come to think of it, is it fate or blame on my luck?? Haha. Today haris come to my house and eat my kfc. Lol. Cute sia. Haha. But nvm la, he just a kid with an innocent looking eyes. Lol.

gotta chat with sherry. Sherry still the old sherry. Maybe?? Lol. She brights my day always. But cant get to chat much with her. Cause of timing. Lol. now on the bus to find mic they all. Haha. The usual khai khee.
utterly disappointed, if i'm ur client why dont u tell me in the first place. Haha. am i bad enough to let u fool around?? Damm it. Just buy an insurance policy also need to be like this. 16 years friend?? Maybe it never considered at all.
Lol. Yesterday at best, i saw ms tan, my combine human teacher for sec 3. But i never have a chance to say hi to her becaause i was serving my customer. Wohoho. yesterday was a great day because i earned as much as 400?? Lol. Good. Keep it hard, kapo

Saturday 1 November 2008

oh yeah. my crave for drama is back. oh yeah. just finished watch this drama episode 17. haha. nice. haha. u should watch it man. hehe.


i will also continue this drama. seems nice. after watching the first few episode. lol.



lol. Today went to Alexandra for product training. i need to go through their reception counter. quite okay la. haha. the person who trainined me, quite friendly de, her name is grace and i saw the name card she gave it to me, i was like wow manager sia. lol but friendly, blur blur de. wallpaper put her child's photo. haha. ipg and psg. haha. seems very blur to me but i will get used to it. when i came back to outlet. Fred ask me if best got any special promo must tell him. i say okay lor. haha. but i think jessie will say ba. dont know not shou also. hehe.

then went to take eat lunch with ande. she kept telling me about how stress her job is. zzzzzzzzz. wa lau, every job has its stress de leh. but into this line, u are facing human ma, so dont need to be nervous or what de. weird la.

then jarvis come back from meeting. oh yeah. if not i sibei sian de. haha. always got me only de. den after that mood got affected by one friend cause of something, after that okay le. lol. i was thinking of what kelvin told me last time. really true when i have nothing to do. haha.

can forseen what i missed. zai. no wonder he can go into this job where high percentage will fail. lol. just saw then ande messaged me said she saw von. i was like huh?? wow. that time we just mentioned her nia. really never thought singapore so small. but i never get to see her. haha.

just now chat with fel and joyce quite happy de said last time was hard to collect the account paper from us. cause we gave alot of excuses. haha. nice. then they even suggest for a gathering and argue who should folk the money. LOL. lame. but nice. haha. okay thats all le. haha. i will post some 'bo liao' pic at some other day. which i take today and yesterday. LOL

where's my pris jie?? Jie where are u sia?? What happen to u?? Why sms u never reply sia?? jie fu dont like?? Or what?? Or u sick sia?? Sian my pris jie dont even know what happen. Damm it. She should tell me ba. Haha. Jie i need to tell u something leh. Haha. Sian. Contact me asap okay??

and i'm going to do something on mon. To support somebody. Haha. But not going to tell who e person is. Haha. Take care

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