孤单永远是最孤独的,而寂寞永远都是伴随着孤单而来

Friday 24 April 2009

today customer come and collect his dv4. haha. there's no stock in best anymore. so bo bian gotta take display set from other stock and sell it as a new one. haha. LOL. hope he wont find out and i wish everything is fine for him.

anyway take care. kinda feel guilty but bo bian! got to survive in this world. haha.

Tuesday 21 April 2009

tml is the day of signing contract. Lol. I would like to know what is the terms and condition. Well, i'm kind of excited though cause i have pay increment ma. Haha.

Anyway my birthday are less than a mth, think i will be lonley again ba

Friday 17 April 2009






when i know a person. this was the song who she played with a group of friends of hers, its a nice song. but i wont be able to realise that kind of moments anymore.

well, attended the meeting by HP. not too bad, the pay and everything. but it has pros and cons. i wonder how eric would know this thing. i would just stick to one goal, the lesser i know. the better it is. cause i dont wish to involve in this politics.

dont wish to think it for now. no use ma. lol. so ya. gotta go. ciaoz. hope u enjoy.



nice songs by guang liang.

Thursday 16 April 2009

saw the email by HP. really made me fed up. feel like change job. but i dont even know what will i do. things are getting worse for me. for the time being, just bear lor. cause have nothing to do also.

see how the 'coffee talk' by em how. sibei sian!

everything this and that no stock.

damm jia lat.

going to sleep soon. ciaoz

Monday 13 April 2009

blog from work, customer not much. haha. so can slack. just closed one desktop. hehe.

anyway think i saw her? but i dont know is her. haha

nvm, so ya. will update more.

Thursday 9 April 2009

i wonder who used my friend's name, grace and said i'm a liar? i think i should know who. i din tell her, sherry and joycelyn is who and how would she know?

i think i have pretty much guessing is u. nvm, i knew u would want something to stress it out ba. keep going, i wont stop u.

anyway saw trevor and thomas ytd, from harvey. omg! wonderful time with em.

wind got the tv tuner for us, and i'm really hope i can watch the final and the ping pong. LOL

hdx16!!!! wohoooooooooo!!!!! LOL. but the quality really =.=. nvm lor. went lesson alone usually ms seow will accompany me for lesson. today feel the lonliess sia. what sir teach us today is the reality. not truth, not result. its the focus, taking ownership.

Friday 3 April 2009

stayed in the hospital for a few days. well, i think hypontism would give me a new life, at least it would let me have a motivation to work harder and forget those unhappy things which i suffered. ya maybe as what she said, my stress level are very low. haha. maybe ba. sometime i dont wish to say things out because its a hinder, i always tell myself what's the use of saying it??

if its the past?? could anything be solve?? no. it cant be solved and why should i repeat my history again and again? if nothing is to be done?? isnt that relatively stupid?? ya, during the last friday. when i met jj, her expression was excatly as the same as su hui. the dissapointed look, i really dont know. u know its my fault for causing su hui to bear a grudge on me?? if that time i wasnt thinking that naive, childish.

i dont know. i really dont know. she gave me a hope to my futures better just for her, but everything was changed. isnt that ironic?? well, i really think so. i was a child which nobody friend with, u know how much i yearned to go out with friends and hope there's always a person there for me to confide with me since i was young???

i have alot of yearned during days in secondary and primary. especially days in primary school, i wasnt involved in any social activities. those childhood like playing catching, soccer and basketball. i wasnt involved because i have no friends. during the recess, i was all alone.

dont want to say liao. haha. so ya lor. take care my friend. haha

THIS POST WAS BEING POSTED ON 27/3/2008 WHICH WAS EXCATLY ONE YEAR PLUS.
well, hopping for youtube videos. feel like listening to this songs, so i clicked on it.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RVco7ZJi0Dg&feature=related

whenever i listened to this song, it make me think that life is really damm fair. just like the taiwanese style of drama. how ppl work hard for he or her own and succed and how baddies are there to make the lead actor very terrible.

here's the rough plot

As the series revolves around the pursuit of wealth (or at the very least, basic financial stability), the series was named to reflect that. Coincidentally, and perhaps intentionally, the first two characters of the Chinese title, "黄" and "金", are the surnames of the two main families in the series. In that sense, the title would mean "The path travelled by the Huangs and the Jins".

oh set, i gotta go to suntec soon to take my papers. haha. SIC. here i come. LOL. gotta set a time. tml having lunch with joyce. the day after tml, gotta go with fred to hougang. needa find backup plan and realish it. hehe.

take care.

Thursday 2 April 2009

just back from a place where i went there one year ago.

last year, was with a friend of mine.

this year, i'm all alone.

haha. if the person read this post. i think u should know where i'm referring to.

the stars was nice, the beach too. lol. but somehow i couldnt empty my mind and think of the right way which i'm suppose to. why?!!!!!!!

somehow i gotta attached to my blog already, its been lotsa entry i think. my mindset does not change anything i think.

feel like going to somewhere where no worries, no desire, everything are so peaceful that you dont even realised a person exists. do this place exists in this world? i dont think so, but this is the place where everybody yearns for.

its very true whenever u judge a person, the person will judge the same but they dont have the right to judge a person cause THEY ARE NOT FIT TO. but this world is round. anything happens.

been sitting in a tram just now, was seriously in a daze and watch everything past by me, has been thinking what am i doing during the past year, get serious and find a job, even though this job doesnt requires any qualification but i gotta take this job as what the speaker said last week, taking ownership. i have been to alot of stores, i'm not sure abt how ppl judge me but i'm know i have done my best and PLEASE DONT JUDGE ME at my back, i dont like it seriously! that was what happen to my studies too, some ppl have been there for me but some ppl are just to let u feel sucks. haha. why do people tends to say bad to u when u're not there. i have been figuring some reason so far
1) not to make u feel awkard?
2) to make em feel better?
3) finding a topic to talk to? too eng???

oh ya back to the tram, when i look down, it was a scene full of 'work in progress'. haha. anyway just been a friend blog, read her post. well, i can say sometime life are not as smooth as what u think but to make it positive and i din realise she has a crush. wo zhi you zai zhe, zhu ni xing fu. thats all.

take care.

Wednesday 1 April 2009

yo, its almost a week been never update my blog.

so ya.

here's how i spend a week.

thurs,fri, sat

no sales. damm it. have been depending on printer.

until sun, i gotta open dv4-1307.

i thought the malay family wont come back, cause they dont have a card for installment. but i din knew. haha. so ya. $15 dollars for me lor.

then monday managed to clear mini 1001.

heard from one officer told me, nec was closing their sales department in south east asia. so ya, my poor friend eric was on retrench. sian.

cant see him liao. hope to enjoy with him in the next few weeks ba.

anyway my sales was stop at 64 sets. not too bad for a beginner i think, but seriously its been too MANY way off my target. shurgs. so ya, got lotsa problem to solve.

hope tml meet up with grace will be a nice one, but please spare me abt long-winded explanation! LOL. haha. take care, thats all for now. haha. take care!

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