things have changed. once again, this sentence was being proved again for my visit in nuh's a&e departement this morning. they gave me a temperature check and asked me about whether do i go abroad for the past 10 days. it really made me reminiscenced during the sars period whereby i being quarantined by the government for 2 weeks. sian! however this consulation is very different from the last visit which i think it happened three years ago. haha. seriously, i think they do it because of safety precaution ba. lol. in order to prevent outbreak of sars and bird flu.

i think this preventive mesaure is happen to every hospitals in singapore now. haha. hmmm do pardon me for not updating my info because i'm not a patron in a&e.

so ya do take care and i love today's running to mount faber. LOL. my first time been there. indeed its a very good place to run and hard work really pays off after i have reach the peak of the hill.

once again, goodbye and take care.

things shouldnt be done in this way or that way. well, i think heaven already have a book which contains everything since the moment we step into this realistic world.

we couldnt do anything which defies the will of heaven because the person who is going to suffer is us.

as a whole, i dont think we should defies the will of god. just try to accept it. i think that a chinese sentence said '人定胜天' however will u think u are the happy one?? haha. if it is, then continue to dream on.

thats all i want to say. ya so that the end of my blog entry for today.

on the way back, i seriously think what does my future lies. haha. hmmm i had been through alot these few days. i think i should really have a break. maybe don think too much?

well, its really a maybe. haha. dang wo shang xin de shi hou, sui hui zhi? lol. haha. ya thats all i think. anyway take care guys.

hmmm its being a long time since i had posted my last entry in blogspot. well, for the past few day, there's being a good and bad thing happened in my life. i have been thinking alot, should i sign on as a regular in the army??

alot of people told me, i should see whats life like in the army before i made my decision because there's no way to turn back if i regret my decision. it would be stupid to break the bond, that why hw told me i'm in a bad mood?? LOL. i dont think so ba.

anyway i think i should have think it thoroughly in order to make my decision because i need to lead this kind of life for 5 or 10 years which is ... lor. however there's pros and cons to this matter.

sighed. what should i do?? maybe i should have think of whats the consequences before i would spend my 5 years or 10 years for nth.

had a dinner with wei qiang they all. hmmmm seriously i don think its a good dinner because we act like a stranger even though we are sharing the same dining table. what to do?? that's life, we couldnt changed anything beyond our control besides god has the ability to do it.

anyway mei teng ask me alot of things what to do?? lol. but seriously, my answer is like to be ur ownself lor because u couldnt satisfy both party at the same time. even u satisfy both party this time, could u guarantee there's next time u will settle with the same method just like before? there's a chinese word said 'zhi biao bu zhi ben', i guess it the thing liao. aiya optimistics is the key where u need to deal with various obstacles in life and of course faith with god. dont be childish and dwell on it. life is full of fun sia, i couldnt change ppl mindset overnight de. all i want to do is to be my own!!!!!!

seriously, i would like myself get into optimistics mindset in order to face obstacles ahead of me. I WANT MY LIFE WITH NO REGRETS FROM NOW ON AND I HAVE THE GUTS TO BEAR THE CONSEQUENCES OF WHAT I SAID!!!!!

haha. later having dinner with wei qiang. hope it will be a good one. hmmmm planning need to orgainse a paintball competition. hehe. LOL. hmmm so who interested please contact me. haha

take care buddy. haha

haha. today reached school, saw alot of farmiliar faces, jing yi, joyce,andeline. haha. alot la and also met my army friend, weidi to have a dinner with him with one couple whom we know it for a long time since secondary school. seriously, i have been thinking of my pris jie again because we went to newton to settle our dinner.

on our way back, guess who i saw?? LOL. i saw bao hui, my ex sec sch history classmate! awwww. LOL. this are my second time saw her in three mths. haha. hmmmm hope she has a ever lasting r/s with her bf now.

now have been thinking of some serious issuse. haha.

so now is thinking and thinking............................................. take care buddy.

haha. sian la. today is not really a good day for my friend. LOL. mrt breakdown at tanah merah sia!!! LOL. haha. but heng la, haha. cause his school are near there ma. haha.

then after that went to shop at around in city area, josh came and we had a fun. haha. sui la. i miss u all. take care!

yesterday went to a new church for service after i had been back-sliding for more than a year. the experience for me was totally a new because in the church there's no songs, no tiding, no donations.

maybe the true meaning is not to give in to god in order to show how willing u are, when it comes to finanical terms. hope to look for dr koo to let him sharing his gospel with me. may god bless everyone excluding to those who i dont give it a dammm when people give me a damm too.

its my first blog entry for today. thinking of 5whs that happened around me. people might think of this and that. i also sua. nvm lor. anyway take care buddy.

my favourite christian song. CITY HARVEST CHURCH 'DESTINY'.

second blogging for the day, later going to meet my eight years friend. so happy. haha. hmmmm hope he would get a civilian license and we can go chiong together. wohoo!!!!

chat with sam just now, i dont know it so enjoyable to chat with her. haha. last time in school, we never chat at all. haha. hope the hui ting and kenny have a nice relationship. haha. i'm still thinking of why my friend, widi are so coincidentally be with one of our ex classmate for seven years. haha dear heavenly father, i do thank u for leading me a way which i have never used to be.

it may turn out to be right or maybe wrong but i do have faith in u where u wont lead me to astray and god can u bless all around my friend who are graduating soon, to lead them to a good future whether its in the gov or private sector in god's word, amen.

hmmm i dont know what happen people around me. all dio emo. zzzzz. nvm lor. anyway i think its a peak period where people contract to emoness lor. haha. hmmm i think so. anyway i think what done is done, if things cant be change. so be it, just like quan said de, there's people in this world who likes and hates me. in addition, i couldnt simply please all.

anyway just the way of what i think, seriously if a christian dont read bible, dont go church but belief is important. hmmm for my opinion, whether the person is free thinker, buddhist, christian, taoist, muslim, hindu or whatever religion they believe. its the way of not commiting sins and harm others, thats the most important things. people tends to be hypocrite against others.

well, i wont blame them because its the way of surving in this world. haha. may god bless those hypocrite.

haha. hmmmmm seriously today is self-reflection time. more detail will be in my chinese blog and wordpress. take care

i had a tiring day for today. lol. hmmm cause in the afternoon, i met yung woei. according to him, we had know each other for 16 years? LOL. well, i din really know. i thought we had know each other when we attended the same primary school.

lol. hmmmm then we went to pearl hill city park for saga seeds hunt. awwww. lol. i hate it because i got bite by mosquito. lol. luckily i had never encounter any snake, if not i would not be here liao. haha.

hmmm seriously, i think if a guy sorely do for his gf or wife. i think its romantic lor but wo mei zhe fu fen. nvm lor. single still have its pros. lol. i think i'm going sick soon liao because yesterday go np with guang and i got drenched in the rain then this saga and bottle hunt.

jiu suan wo shi tie da de, ye bu shi zhe yang de ma. haha. so i think should end here. haha. take care buddy.

dont know what happen, out of a sudden, i would like to rewatch heart of greed episode 37. the episode right after raymond die, whenever i think of sheung tsoi-sum and quite okay, i think they are just a best friend who want to comfort each other.

like what joycelyn told me, my life is full of excitements. haha. think what she said is right. in fact i think my life is much towards downess instead of up and downs. nvm lor. i never get emo now.

anyway the thing i wrote in a notepad, was a rather imbecile thing. but i would continue to be imbecile because i would rather to be a fool guy than be a clever guy. i rmb what allvyn and my nu er told me, maybe what u said is right but i would rather choose to believe in my best friend.

nvm lor, if the best friend of mine, want to bluff me, i think let her bluff lor. because the trust is not based on trust anymore. if things could revert back, will it be a good thing? or e consequence will be worse than this?

well, i would rather think twice lor than say things without a thought. hopefully ba. haha. looking forward to heart of greed 2.

blogging for the day. haha. hmmmm today went to np. haha. hmmmm had a lunch with guan and a newly friend whom i know him from allvyn. lol. his name is benjamin, a 2nd year mechantronics. shit i dont know how to spell that. haha. but nvm who cares? LOL. then ben treat me because he felt gulity because i came from a very far place. haha.

then had quite a good strolling time there. lol. din knew np business course had already prepare for their open house. good job sia. haha. hmmmm but sua la. haha. hopeless to go also la. haha.

ya thats all lor. haha. anyway hope my mum would recover soon from her illness. may god bless u and my mum. take care.

second blogging for the day. hmmm just read finished jing's blog. hmmmm i think she's right. haha. but i dont think i have things to hide, if i do. i will just glady tell u, wei qiang. so feel free to ask me ath. haha. but please make sure u do the same things to me, if not its unfair.

well, seriously i need to think of what my future lies. haha and i dont wish to worry about money matters in the future that why i choose to sign on as a regular. haha. now has a new target liao, sign on or not?? LOL. cause now i found after ns, i could straight away apply cnb which stands for central narcotic bureau. is a unit where i have the opportunities to nab drug traffickers. lol. its a good career advancement although its dangerous.

however i do like dangerous job, as in no pain no gain ma. haha. lol. so cnb, air force or navy. i dont know la. haha. still depend on that shitty pes status. haha.

today just went to accompany my dear jia kang tan(jkt)friend, allvyn to his police interview. seriously speaking, i being tempted by the job and also its freaking near my house lor. haha. if i being posted near my house, i wouldnt spent any dime on transport fees. while accompany my friend, i saw one of my primary school classmate, ronson.

he's working in the spf now, a sergant rank. well, not too bad for an a level grad. but seriously speaking, he changed quite alot and grew much taller since i saw him in 03. not too bad. LOL.

ya thats all for what i want to write. haha. in fact, i do feel like writting a lengthy essay but i just being lazy. LOL. okay la, take care my friend.

its a nice song, it's by jay chou. have alot of thoughts now. whenever i listen to his and see his lyrics. it make me think quite alot. lol. aiya those unrealistic de. haha. hmmm more detail will be write on the notepad. haha. hmmmm so i dont think u all will have the chance to see ba. haha. lol. but nvm. sometime i dont wished to say it out, i will try to block it. haha

yesterday had quite an enjoyful night even though something happen which make me feel a little bit tense.

rmbered yesterday met with jing jing for bible studies, seriously speaking her bible studies sometime can be gong gong de. haha. lol. still quite okay lor, not as detail as my section head, dr koo but overall still manage a pass. haha.

wq and i boarded a bus number which was 175 before i boarded the bus, i saw my project superstar friend, my ex collegue, derek ng, if i'm not wrong. he doesnt change a bit after i worked with him 1.5 years ago. haha. well, not too bad la. lol. still that shuai shuai de. haha. hope u can study well in nus.

after spending a few hours with rc, mich. we met widi at tiong bahru. shit i have no idea how to spell that bahru. haha. LOL hmmmm then i present my proposal to them. lol. however final results of the proposal. cut cost!!! LOL. knew it. haha. so nvm lor. haha. must see how much can we save after deducting disney stayover. furthermore the itenrary i need to think again. bu ke neng, asked us to put our belonging at the hotel lobby de ma. so must think think!!! LOL.

after the proposal, we walked to cinileisure to watch 'dan in real life' with widi's army friend. on the way to cini, widi gave us a couple questions of iq test. in the end, i always cant provide the answer. LOL. dammm. i'm seems so fool. awwwww!!!

after spending two hours which i considered dammm bo liao. seriously, this movie talked about how dan in its real life. lol. how a father become 'zhuang zhi' to his daughter, he made remind of would i be like that towards my daughter?? LOL. awwww!!! LOL.

after the show, rc, widi and i discuss why did widi failed his tp test. lol. awww his answer is very lame de lor. failed to give way to civilian cars. lol. diao!!! LOL. but understandable la. lol. really wished u would get a car license then we can go chiong liao. haha. lol. hopefully la. lol.

ya thats all. some i dont want to describe because if i'm going, it will be a long story liao. take care my friend

just finished the few episode from drive of life. i think zhen pong has feeling with sau fung, but i really hate what myolie did sia. why she love zhen pong?? sighed!!!!

when char char cry, i broke my heart sia. haha. lol. u can say me gan qing yong shi ba. haha. it touches me, she wants to revenge on wah family but on the other hand, she still cant forget zhen pong. sian!!!!

wei she me, tian zong shi na yang de zuo nuo ta ren, haha. i really too dramatic le. haha. hmmmm sometime i feel that, wo gei le na me duo, de dao de hui bao que shi shao zhi you shao. huo xu, wo bu gai she wang she me, ren zhi hui xiao ni sha er yi. haha. hmmmm nvm lor. some people think that i'm flirt, let em think lor. i knew myself can le. haha. if they think i am, they just look it so superficialy liao. that all i can say. haha.

ya do take care lor. haha.

hey guys, i'm back again for blogging again. this is the second entry for the day. dont know what to blog. so i think whenever it comes my mind, i blog lor. firstly i hope my mummy its okay secondly i hope i can speak a very fluent cantonese in order to communicate to people whom i encounter at my hk trip.

in fact, i hope i can go to hk trip whether i'm alone. however, the more the merrier ma. haha. hmmm firstly the project i have done it on last sem, i totally immerse and addicted to it. especially the beauty of the victoria harbour!!! awwwww!!!! its nice de lor!!! lastly, i really want to see is the product there cheap?? lol.

mystery will be unveiled when i step int hk!!! LOL. haha. wow sounds i'm so mysterious. haha. lol. diao. entertain myself. haha. oh ya i found this version on crunchyroll. raymond lam and linda de!!!

linda zhong jia xin, wo ai ni!!!! LOL. but its impossible. haha. nvm. wo jue ding wo dang ni de ying mi. haha.

here's the link. haha
http://www.crunchyroll.com/showmedia?id=241312

STRESS LA!!!! hard to cut cost leh!!!! lol. well, i was referring to my hk trip. haha. 2400 sia!!!! awww. but including disneyland and shen zhen stayover!!! LOL. shenzhen and disneyland will be stay in a five star hotel. for hong kong trip, that will be a four star hotel. haha. i think i will be staying at the royal pacific hotel which make me think of revolving doors of vengence that hotel leh!! LOL. hope i'm right!!

hmmmm need to cut cut liao!!! if not sure over 3000 sgd de!!!! sian!!!! might as well go japan or taiwan liao. awwww!!!

so final wish: cut cut!!!!! cut cost!!!!!!! hopefully can cut la!!!! LOL

well, seriously have nth to blog. hmmmm just said that i'm quite relief because after heard what allvyn had said. my faith for somebody seems a little bit shaky but after some explanation, i realised it was an misunderstanding. happy. hmmmm for now, i will be everybody's best friend excluding those people whom i think hypocrite.

ya thats all. lol. just came back with mr lew. haha. hmmmm dio tempted by the cruise trip but i will stick on to my original plan. going to hk!!! LOL. haha. okay ya thats all. take care and have a really a good friday ahead, all of my friend. haha.

a good preview

well, accidentally clicked the link and it bought me here. initially i thought it sth like those advertisment but out of expect. it turns outs to be a preview. hmmm its a nice movie after i watched it once.
well, i think i should see the plot of the story before decide to buy a ticket. furthermore, i also need to see the ratings from imdb. hmmmm i think these are the two factor which decide whether should i buy this ticket and go to cinema.

if things arent meant for this to happen, what will it be?? well, i do believe everybody has its own destiny, either good or bad. haha. i came across a person's profile in friendster and book which i think its meaningful so i decided to post it and share with u all. If u love someone, let them go. If they return to u, it was meant to be. If they don't, their love is never urs to begin..
isnt that great??

seriously speaking, i do touch by this two sentence. although it a total of 29 words it touches me deeply. jie although u and i had never contact for a long time,. however i do constanly check how are u doing and i do hope u would lead ur life happily okay?? as ur past di i think, i do want u to be happy and wish u lead a blissful life with mickey okay?? haha.

take care jie, to ppl whom i deserve care even though they misunderstand me and also my best friend.

well, it still raining now. it's best to describe my mood those sian sian de. haha. i have no idea what makes my mindset. hmmmm simply because of i used to?? i dont know.

before going for lesson, i sat at a corner with guan to write about whats my feeling right now. guess what?? guan told me, i'm writting a poem. awwww!!!!!!! i think when my future gf or wife, she will be definately killing me. sian. LOL. so pray hard not to let her to discover lor.

anyway just received an email from friendster, it was an notification message said that my past jie? pris have accepted me as one of her friend and i looking via her photo, some photo was taken with elieen, a team leader of my last job.

i couldnt believe they could never contact each other because some of dispute. sighed. a five year friendship leh. maybe 6 years? i dont know. lol. hmmmmm but they just break lor. why??!!!!! i dont know. well, u couldnt a thing so superficiously, so i couldnt give my own view. haha. just feel that ke xi lor.

ya thats all. good luck to ppl for waiting their results. haha. hmmmm some i dont give it a damm at all. haha. well, generally i do hope they pass.

back to blogging again. haha. in fact i do blog everyday, haha so there's nothing to emphaise about. today went to cmpb with jin for deferment, the info i enquire are much more clearer but i dont really like it. haha. hmmmm so i think most likely, i will be the navy side. dont know la, see results first lor. haha.

after the enquiry, we went to bukit merah hawker centre to settle his lunch. For me, that will be my breakfast and lunch. haha. on the way there, we talk about how can he be qualify as a pilot. well, its a tough vocation because the medical and the contract bond is exteremly strict and long. zzzzzzz. for me, its out of the because in terms of qualification, i do not need meet their requirement.

when we finished our food, we have no idea where to go. so i suggested to jin that can we go to chinatown point for some enquiry on my upcoming hongkong trip. seriously speaking, i do want to go on my own but, on the other hand, i dont wish to travel alone because if thats unlucky, i fall sick in the interim, there's nobody take care of me. haha. hmmmm so i think i would see first lor. if really buay sai, i think alone alone lor, no big deal ma. haha.

we went to chan brother and some of the small travel agencies which located in chinatown point itself. haha. i think most likely for a 5 days four nights trip to hongkong, estimation for the total budget including expenses like, airport tax, admssion fee. it will be about 2500 sgd per person. well, that will be subject to change because hk do host mice. maybe u are unfarmiliar what does mice means, not that mouse hor!!! LOL. hmmmmm mice stands for meeting, incentive, convention and exhibition. their hotel price and air ticket will be going to a boom. sian lor!!!!

well, i would try to look out news that do hongkong host meetings like imf or any other important meetings. lol. hmmmmm when the enquiry its done, i meet mr lew and i was being molested by him three times. awwww!!!! but its okay!!! i'm a man!!! LOL. anyway i do some stunts today. haha.

ya thats how i spend my day. hmmmm kinda boring isnt it?? sian!!!!! mei you li qi wan le!

well, today accompany ah jin to go cmpb for deferment. however we past the operating hour so we did not got to see any deferment staff around the desk.

so we go to nearby place to settle our dinner, during the time. i messaged somebody and asked how was her day. in the end, i got a nasty reply. well, i never blamed her for single thing because its not the person's fault and i dont wish to say it my blog at all so please forgive me for not revealing anything.

ya thats all. take care my friend, may god bless u in your life and studies.

well, i have nth to write on this post but i have sth to say on this post. maybe from now on, i will be concentrate on blogging on wordpress because its quite confidential for me to confide in it. if not, i would have difficulties to deal with it.

anyway i do hope i can fulfill what rong cheng told me, save for a cruise trip and i have another trip in mind which is in wordpress now, if you're interested. please dropby and tell me what can i do to improve my itenary kind of things.

so ya thats all for now. so please do notice for tml about the brand new post about tml's event. haha.

today ar. haha. got alot of things happen. met guan for lunch and then going to chevron at jurong de. during the travel, out of boredom i wrote something for guan to let him see. haha. he told me it touches him because the way i'm writting too sad le then the flow is very smooth. haha.

guan u know me the best man, i hope we would continue our relationship even after ns. well, last time i do hesistate to tell u sth but now after i owned a crumpler bag, i will always write it and tell u. thats the way if i want to confide with u sth the next time. haha.

anyway my mood dio continue today but after see my linda!!! on poh kim!!! things different liao. haha. hyper active. yeah. thanks to u!!! linda chung

i dont think i have anything else to say. a normal day or a better day, it turns ugly. well, kinda expected. sigh what can i do when theres a bad day for me?? do nth lor. haha. hmmmm thanks jj, for being me there. huo xu ni hui shi wo zhui zhi dao gan shou de zhi ying ba. haha. so thanks ar.

anyway i have a new blog call kaporules.wordpress.com. hmmmm i'm a newbie there and also i dont want to let ppl revel too much on me. so i choose to have a password for each of the things which i dont want to say de.

currently, its a view from me to each of every person whom i know. haha. currently, posting in progess. so do pardon me. haha. hmmmm if you ppl free. do rmb visit my friendster @ http://www.friendster.com/wangfamily. thanks.

damm whenever i heard this song, i will shed my tears. however that was the past. haha. now kinda listen. mood feel very sad but hor. haha. there's nth to sad about. haha. LOL. haha. just like what my pris jie said, she likes to listen soothe song. haha. then here come the soothe song!!! nice welcome tian wang jackie cheung!

i find this two songs pretty nice. haha. its from tvb drama 'grow with love' some find it so sad de. haha. but nvm nice song can le. haha

beat emo monster!!!!!!

well, just came back from outside. its 6.26 a.m now. haha. apparently i have not sleep for this single night. haha. i dont know why, those memories just flow back to what i have used to be. haha. hmmm maybe i'm more cheerful in this way?? how do i know, i think because last time i do emo but because of my ex, that why i'm started to get anti social.

haha. hmmm well, pretty enjoy this kind of outing because from an age of teenager of 14 to a big girl and boy?? LOL. dont know la. just feel that we do understand about how each other to think. haha. last time i dont like to revel my secret because i think they might laugh at me ba. haha. so think too much lor. haha. even those topic which i forbidden to tell to my 'nu xin' de peng you. haha. i also tell la. LOL.

rmb kanmatsutra MR LEW AND MRS LEW?? LOL. dont know how to spell it la. lol. i do admit my spelling sucks. lol. hmmmm so i think i need to get add into my favourite website taht will be dictionary.com. LOL. haha.

yesterday just bought two clothes from vivo. LOL. well, i pretty like it. haha. so thanks to u two ar. haha. lao gong and lao po hor. LOL. but thats chi zhao de. haha. so i bless u two ar. LOL, if got children i be the children gan die ar. LOL. nice leh. haha. can everyday psycho my emoness to them. LOL. buay pai leh. so keep on going. must be daring wor!!! haha. LOL

anyway i try dont want to be emo liao because there's nth to emo and emoness will just bring down my self confidence. so i hate it man. LOL. so as what my gan nu er, joyce said. LOL. i hate u emo monster!!! LOL. heng la. never say monster inc. LOL. if not dio say by ppl liao. LOL.

i do have alot of things to regret but i'm sure i'm not going to regret one thing. if i dont sign it up for cdac( a self help chinese to chinese group). initially, i signed it up because of my 8 years friend leh!!! LOL. haha. widi ang!!! LOL. pumping position down. LOL. 20 PLEASE!!!!!!! LOL. i very good liao hor. haha. i ask u do pumping got say please de hor. LOL. so dont say i'm not good hor. haha. hmmmm but really last time was because of signing it up for the tuition group. first wei le my friend, the other wei le hui ting. but thats really long ago le. haha. i think my batch outramian then know ba. haha. LOL. but i also hack la. haha. dont say me phili again hor!!!! LOL wo shi zui wu gu de hor!!! LOL. if not i go sing that song. zhang dong liang that song, dang ni gu dan ni hui xiang qi shui. haha. well, i will go change that song. dang wo wu gu, ni hui xiang qi shui. LOL. answer so obvious. I AM LA!!! KAPO!!!! LOL ROCKS!!!!!!!!!

dont know la, i think i too high liao ba. haha. LOL. really wish to go out more often with u guys. haha. LOL. too enjoy le. LOL. hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
i dont know what to write leh. suggest leh??? LOL. haha. maybe u can suggest it for me. haha. mr mocha man. LOL

the last thing, heart of greed vcd is out!!!! LOL. OMG >33. Linda dont cry, u cry my heart break leh. LOL. dont wei le raymond er fang qi wo, wo shi zui hao de!!!!!!!!! LOL. so bu yao you yu, bu yao huai yi, jiu shi wo le. LOL. to let u be the frog queen leh!!! LOL. queen leh!!!! LOL. so u must be feel honour hor. LOL

okay i think this post, i post alot of crap le. haha. LOL.

i hope today are going to be not a bad day for me. anyway i hope u would understand what i mean in the following post but i wont make it that kind of obvious. haha so here it goes:

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well, if u understand what i mean above, congratulation. lol. ur iq must be very high cause i ask 3 person out of three person. nobody understand what i said. LOL. so you know. haha. LOL. okay la. keep on guessing. anyway give u a tip, its han yu pin yin format. pardon me for my chinese hypy sucks. haha. LOL. so pai seh ar. haha. LOL. okay la. take care u all. haha

haha. yesterday was a good day for me because i managed to get back to a friend whom i lost contact with him for around three years. haha. wow indeed thats a long time. haha. i always think of will i end my life with this regret but everything is okay with me now and i have listened to his side of story of whats the reason behind between him and e other friend of mine.

well, its understandable for him to do this and i have never hold against him at all. suddenly feel i'm too old and starts need to be responsible after being labelled for being an irresponsible guy for years. i think i should start to 'kan qi' this jia and thats what a man should do.

anyway i have found a girl whom i have never noticed it for twenty one years. few years ago, i almost quitted my school but her encouragement and her supports made me graduate with a cert. that the person is my mummy!!!! mummy thank you for 'yang yu' me for these years. its time for me to repay your kindness to me that is why i wish to sign on as a regular in the air force. moreover i have no idea what kind of job should i do after completed my ns.

however there's a cons because no company would regard NS experience counted as a job experience that is why people tends to do finish their ns as fast as possible. last time i have thought of being as a commerical pilot or a policeman because that show inspires me to be a commerical pilot but, on the other hand my science post a problem for me because of the caculation stuff. LOL. that is why i wont do well in any science paper.

as for the police, i would really wants to in the singapore police force because of psyduck but i never go for that interview. so = sian liao lor and also even i'm managed to get through the interview. there's another two more interview awaiting for me. i think they want to maintain their goodwill and assure there's no lucky guy who would be as a policeman if their characteristic are bad.

overall i should thank you, my mummy for being worried for all these years. i love u, i hope next life, i would be your son again although u always nag at me and ask me to sleep early. i do really appericate u even though u wont read this post.



well, this is a nice song, i hope everybody do enjoy this. AND BTW THIS IS A SINGAPORE PROUD BECAUSE THE SINGER IS FROM SINGAPORE ITSELF.

this is the best song that i have heard raymond sing and most importantly. it signify my feeling. hope do everyone enjoy!!! LOL

why cant it be view?? does anybody know??

just went out and walking alone on the street. have been thinking alot, whether should i continue to emo myself?? or walk out of this predicament. well, seriously i dont have an idea. i'm strolling from my house to my secondary and primary school,chinatown, singtel building and raffles place.

when i came across a temple, out of my expectation. i actually kneel it down and start to pray to the god. well, how could i do that?? i dont even know. i just purley did it and wish the god would bless priscilla, her and friends that i know( of course not the hypocrite)

i do hope all my friends are good, they would be able to lead to his or her life happily and how about me?? i dont even have an idea now but i'm sure i wont be alone because there's always my brother and sisters(although that is not real).

how i wished this strolling would be an effective for me but i dont think so. nah i'm okay for now. just chat with a friend whom i knew it for years, seriously i dont know what had happened between him and my the other friend but i'm guess the other friend of mine wouldnt mind too much.

well, i think i have stop here. sigh. chris ONLINE DONT HOOK ON ANIME!!! ITS NOT GOOD!!! U'RE MY MAID LEH!!! LOL

wow i couldnt believe this, death note has its sequal after death note 2: the last name. well, i couldnt figure out why kira have been change to a kid? or even a girl. awwww. i dont know. but nvm i guess i would like this movie as much as the previous version.

here are the trailer which i can be found on utube. haha

well, its a brand new start for everyone because it's the first day in a brand new year of 2008 but for me, its not going to be a good year. the reason are simple, NS are coming in my life. haha. awwww. sad la. haha. why do singapore initiate this National service scheme?? LOL. sian la. but nvm since its our obligation anyway.

i guess i need to suffer le. haha. well, to all my schooling friend. its a brand new year for u. haha. dont slack hor. haha. if slack, i whack u ar. haha. hmmmm and works hard and year end is the time to enjoy the year of hardwork. haha. LOL