孤单永远是最孤独的,而寂寞永远都是伴随着孤单而来

Monday 28 December 2009

my blog are not getting much response. haha. so i'm just write down my thoughts.

its been not gd or a very gd christmas for me. well, i have lotsa negative thoughts or perhaps are am just thinking too much. i think both plays a part. i would really want to clear things out, i know i'm not gd in people's relation. ppl might find me as a joke, failure or immature. i really try things out, but action are always speak louder than words. i just simply cant convert my thoughts into action, that why my friend are just are hi and bye.

LOL. its been ironic but basically that how my life is, even though i can sell alot, however i dont feel tt kind of happiness or recognisation that i'm having. i admit i'm too self-centred, never put myself into other ppl's shoes.

i was just living in my own world!! maybe a change of environment can really change a person's attitude towards life. am hates my job, its been too hypocrite and i'm losing really gd friend. sorry, but do u accept? i'm suppose not.

LOL, but what to do? life wont stop just for u. so please keep your sadness or any negative thoughts and show ppl what are the postitive thoughts u have in ur mind!!!!

Thanks!!!!!! TIRED need to handle interview and customer complaint. shit, its been a south and north!!! or east and west!!! LOL thats life, my friend. haha

Tuesday 15 December 2009

i dont like what am i'm treating to people. i dont wish to explain more even i'm misunderstanding. cause i know e more i explain. e more misunderstanding it will be getting. but would anybody know what i really want?

i should ask myself, whether am i too self centred? i hope i can know of certain things. people always say i'm immature of everything, but people wont know of e true reason behind. i really keen on succeed in everything i'm doing but sometime it against my own will.

i'm not good in communicating that why i'm got bully by others. even my own friend who i trust, also feel annoyed by me. that why she dont reply my msg. i have a barrier against ppl. nobody would see how much effort i put in to this. just like psyduck, widi and many more.

sometime i do feel its worthless in this world, i really wish to have sth which i can cling on, e road i walk its very tiring. e more i walk, e more tiring it is, can i end my miserable life?

Tuesday 1 December 2009

its been a long time, i didnt blog.

today i met terri for a while, i din knew he was somewhere near funan. so i met him and i was meeting with andy too. so ya, we meet together. then after meeting andy, we go to bugis and find a place to chit chat.

was too stress with my work, actually finding somebody who u feel comfortable with, it was very enjoying. i really need a very long break for me to smoothe out my mood. but on the other hand, a long break indeed need a very strong financial backup. at least 1k? LOL. i think so ba. too tired with everything i have.

somehow i do feel like can control the timing i want, well who dont like it? i couldnt thinking of anything else just do work. i have been so quiet in order not for me to mix with others. i just dont like if i do anything wrong, ppl will say alot of bad things about me.

anyway, i have been seeing too negative things, when can i start seeing postitive things??? i guess not now.

Wednesday 28 October 2009

Hey back to blogging, few months ago, I was happy for offering the job, few months later, I will be lost the job? That's isn't job stability at all. Maybe my eq are not good as others. That why I was thinking where should I go. For a second thought, it isn't the end of the world. I have my own responsibilities to settle and I have my own path of life which needs me to create. Life isn't as smooth as what we think they, it has it's own way to go.

Fan la, want to find somebody to confide with.

Friday 16 October 2009

ytd just past by a shop call phoon huat, i knew the person who i bought the chocolates are from there. its reminds me bits of memory where its gone. its not been myself for these few days, in fact i'm sick and tired of everything. but life still carries on isnt it?

i have been thinking back of what a lady told me, i would say she's much more pitiful. Here are her story, she was thinking that an american bio technology companies are going for her egg as her egg are for its reproduction of immune of cancer. and it could be cost alot and she's trying to have some defend of herself.

she think that her family of putting staying over there are trying to prison her of not going out and when i told her that when she was asleep there's somebody came out of her room. she told me was it her room mate? i was like what? it actually is you who came out in the middle of the night, i find that the ppl who stay in there are very 'sheng bu ke che'. the reason why is because the lady who told her background to me, actually play well in her piano. it was such a melody that i seriously would ask for more. even though it just a short period there, it was quite a meaningful experience for me. which everybody fears of it.

its been there for years, when can i hurl over it? would my path of life been stagant for the rest of my life? i seriously do need somebody could confide wif me, however i dont think there's a people there.

RMB there's always ppl who come and go. thats the principle of LIFE.

Thursday 15 October 2009

today i just know a lady?! i dont know can use what to describe her, it was my first time to meet her but she has alot of things to confide wif me? abt steven?? its bdd things anyway but i dont know why she seems very lonely.

i feel she's like a person who know for a long time. and the lian he wan bao she buy was still in my bag. how forgetful is she. okay, i think its my first time and last time to see her? cause i dont really go to j8.

anyway dont think too much, she's just a ou yu. thats all i can say.

oh ya, just atteneded ndo3. however it was an dissapointment again but not totally an dissapointment cause i do chat with chester for quite a few mins? tts gd rite? counted myself to be lucky? actually he was the one who approached talk to me. u know i dont talk to others, whenever i dont feel there's a need.

maybe its my natural that, whenever i being misunderstand or being maligned, i wont go and further explain nor i will try make an effort to go and explain for it. cause i do know in this world, the first impression is fuck up, everything is totally a gone case. and the impression is there, no matter how hard i do explain? will the person do believe?

no right?? so ya lor, let the bad impression of me and etched into ppl's mind and i would carry on as my own life. i do feel tired? but would there be any change if i do the change? i also dont understand myself. just feel its tired to have it in this way. emo again?

i suppose not.

Wednesday 23 September 2009

met someone in ten mins time. kinda look forward, but the excitment is no more. haha. lol. just spend 700 dollars for top up my accounts. haha. bo bian. thats all, hope to blog more. hehe.

Sunday 23 August 2009

APPLE?



who is apple?? e one who i know??



e one who i dont even know?? recently went to see a movie, name 'orphan'. it was a nice movie whereby esther have a pitiful background.

but from e start to the end of the movie, i dont feel any excitment even though its thriller, i seriously do think what are the kick, last time gt tt excitment but now totally dont have. haha.

sian, i book my practical on 9 nov at cdc. LOL. i was thinking leh, super long sia!!! LOL. tts all i think.

saw someone online but she was away or never reply, yearn to talk her but i dont think she wants it anyway. haha. so ya. take care.

Wednesday 19 August 2009

Back to blogging.

Taking My car license. I was thinking of my work during e lesson, super stressful job. Low stock, everything seems not in my way, i was thinking of quitting.

Customer complaint i settle, customer software problem i settle. and i gotta take other ppl stock. zzzz. and i wasnt get any ty. just feel they treat it as take it for granted.

i really super sian, was thinking for the past few mths, denki show. i take acer aspire one. one of the sun, i gotta deliver to customer hse. zzzz. i think century square best denki going to close down le. they are not trying to attract the crowd anymore. hai, but my sales rep will think that everything is not i try harder.

so ya, stressful, but lppl. haha. take care

Sunday 19 July 2009

k. done. haha. acer trade in promo is still on tml. haha. but my side like trade in or no trade in no difference. no ppl one. haha. super sian. haha. overheard from eddie who call jessie at vivo. their side also kanna super jia lat.

haha. i think whole best is like this ba. haha. hmmmm hope my new model can come in asap. haha. den i can chiong ar chiong!!! haha.

bought n97, i like some of the feature is inside but has negative too. haha. but its still quite okay leh. haha. hmmmm i want something is much more better lor. aim for two spare batteries. think cost me 100 plus ba. haha. but i want to spend it at 100 dollars nia. haha

haha. oh ya, its gd and gd. when a thing is not there, it forever not there. so ya. haha. tts all i can think of. haha. take care.

Thursday 16 July 2009

back to blogging, its going to be 5 le. haa. and i'm still awake. kns. haha. LOL. ytd went to met hao yi and one of his friend. we went for scenery view. haha. all our "first time" being given to each other. haha. so zai. haha, was thinking when will be the subsquent meet sia.

haha. i like the atmosphere and everything even though it was just a 4 hrs meet but everything was so nice. haha. took some picture with my e71, but i dont think its really gd. cause the picture quality was like a shit. haha.

tml will be the debuts of harry potter. was look so much forward to it cause its a movie i will definately watch cause i'm totally in love of harry potter. haha. simply marvellous. whenever i think of lord voldermort, ron, professor snape. haha. omg!!!!

i'm back to it. haha. its a movie which i waited for almost 2 years i think. looking forward. i hope this saturday wont come. but it cant be prevented. hai. haha.

Monday 13 July 2009

i feel that my friend and i are having a gap ba. i may not know e reason but when i feel tt we never go out for a long time, in e end we feel e atmosphere is not right. i just want something which is much more enjoyable.

or maybe my mindset change?? i hope i can find out the reason behind. i think i got to thanks one ppl in my life. which gotta be joyce. haha. whenever i need a person, even though sometime u're not there but generally gd!!! thanks dude. appreciate it. haha.

i think i have too much of bad points le ba. haha. i hope i can minus as many asap. haha. so happy. messenger can work for e71 and n97. hope it dont get problem. haha.

take care.

Thursday 9 July 2009

while on the way to parkway, i saw mei teng online. she asked me what am i doing? she told me, she going to look for a laptop which has core 2 duo but budget less than 1.2k. hmmm i was thinking of acer tt clearance model. but its being discon liao and no more stock cause sibei hot selling. core 2 duo gt graphic card $999 only. Then asus also not bad which is an exclusive to best but i dont think buyer wont take in soon cause last weekend in house promo is super hot $990. core 2 duo with 2 years international warranty. haha.



nvm, she's going to buy next mth. there's a mth for her to survey. somehow i feel some guiltiness cause cant meet joycelyn ba. hai always gt some miscommunication between us. sibei sian. till now, i do have the feeling.



thinking of tml booking tix if not i will be too stressed out by job. heard some sad news from fellow collegue, but understand due to its economic downturn. i was thinking will theres a chance for my turn?? or will i be transfer to mustafa?? haha. dont like it sia cause best going to open a new store there. dont know who will kanna.



just clear one L7380, super happy even though no lappy or desktop sales but this model plus L7390 is headache to me cause its super duper long model, cant clear de. heng gt this customer if not he sure will buy canon display Lbp5000. haha. and hope i jia ka liao e voucher which pei fern give me. haha. hope L7390 can clear out soon.



Will ask wind they all, to take in OJ6500 whether is it the wireless or non. nice model and cheap. haha.



Last Hope, L7390. faster clear out and C5380 quick coming!!!! can sell. LOL.

Wednesday 1 July 2009

i like this song, by dong li huo che. its a ending theme in shuang zi xin. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4EmbsZ5iBT0&feature=related like it, just like bu si xin hai zai, tui fa ming yu de an pai. just like whenever u dont give up, u will always think of change the fate to the place u want.

i looked into my contract and i find that its sucks. haha. LOL. 3 days of paid leave. LOL. sian liao. haha. i thought its like 6 or 7 days. LOL. haha. anyway just went to service customer's laptop, service is not too bad, waited for around 10 mins, tea, coffee and com to play. those are the latest gadgets by hp i think especially the touchsmart i most amaze. i like touchsmart cause everything its u design the desktop not the desktop design for u. haha.

awww accidentally spill some water on my laptop. heng never got any problem. but got the teh teh sound. irritating. haha. was supposed to meet joycelyn but as usual she slept late. kns. LOL. haha. saw alfred they all during work, was suprised but life are full of surprise isnt it??

Tuesday 30 June 2009

after doing so many reformat for dv5-1036. I finally give it up. sibei sian. tml needa go alexandra for servicing laptop. what i dont wish to see is, if there's a hardware problem. it gotta take a very long time.

and i wish to use the tv tuner service leh. LOL. 1499 for blu ray, 15 inch laptop and tv tuner. really can buy. but why it dio cock up. sian. LOL.

anyway i like this song, ji mo guang nian by liu li yang. i'm being infected by the virus of shuang zi xin. LOL. OPPS NO CURE DE!!!! AWWWW!!!! LOL. so ya. haha. gonna reach hp service centre aeap!!!!! den can settle my things le. haha.

Wednesday 24 June 2009

ru guo wo shuo ai wo mei you ru guo. Haha. I like this song, just went to sing kbox with widi, and happen to saw guan ting at carrefour outside. Nice kbox, cause i never sing for a long time le. Next time jio me to kbox okay?? I like more ppl de leh. Haha. Especially can sing high pitch song with em. Lol.

Saw harvey roadshow at suntec. More on computer stuff. Haha. But i dont know why there's no hp.. Maybe no stock ba. Think whole retail store not much hp stock ba. Gt lenovo, asus, acer, sony and lg. Lol. but i saw a guy look like ben there leh. Maybe eyes play trip on me. Haha.

Sunday 21 June 2009

hey back to blogging again. i feel that life are meant to be another new stage where they do get marry. thats what i'm having now. haha. my friend whom i know get marry. i was like huh. when i will be the chance to like em. haha. maybe i dont have the chance at all ba.

that what i feel la. i do feel happy for em, that what i can give em a blessing. a true blessing from me but its another issues where they do accept ma? joycelyn I WILL BE THERE on the national day. haha. LOL. if u happen to see my blog post. haha.

I WANNA ACHIEVE MY AIM ASAP LEH!!! BUT LIKE VERY SLOW LEH. LOL. maybe ba, take care. hope this feel go as far as possible.

Tuesday 16 June 2009

blogging again. i feel i'm actually quite lonley de. haha. ppl dont tends to mix with lonley ppl ba. haha.

actually i dont tends to mix with ppl caue i dont know how to interact with em. i can say alot but i dont like. especially at this kind of time, i feel very lonley. haha.

maybe tts life. haha. take care.

Monday 15 June 2009

just back from the it show. haha. this it show, i can saw alot of my friends are in a very sian mood. LOL. the crowd is dead somemore. LOL. all batu de. haha. last min, still wanna compare. omg. haha. LOL.

i think due to the economic recession from US. people tends to have a second thought whether does this thing worth it? seriously i felt this it show, acer are quite aggressive. but i have no idea what are the figure is. LOL.

hmmmm for printer side, heard from my senior, it quite balance for inkjet. LOL. no matter which brand. LOL. of course i'm inside la. haha. LOL. jk. i feel ink is much more easier for u to sell rather than laser. cause laser tends to explain more. and normally is the toner who scare customer away. cause need to pay more ma. LOL.

just saw mini 1110tu. LOL. super pretty and the specs are nicer. LOL. not more 80gb hard disk anymore. 160 gb 1.66ghz processor. LOL OMG!!!!! LOL. sell more!!!

Wednesday 10 June 2009

time to blogged again. i was thinking of whether should i continue or i shld give it up?

time obviously is not on my side cause in a few mths time, i will be on some place liao. i dont know what will happen to me, seriously i dont know. i hope everything do end fast. cause its gonna drag for a long time.

i really hope i could do thing as per normal and stopped thinking of when and when and how how. dam tired. was chatting with a girl called jia jia. not bad but she was rarely reply. haha. i think she's busy. was thinking of the old school days, it was fun actually with ppl accompanying and thinking of why i couldnt made this kind of money and was loathing around. it was nice.

but then i have done nothing and there's nothing for me to cling on it. just like joycelyn, everytime staying home play game lor. haha. LOL. but i different, i take bus and spend my time on the bus rather than at home.

for now, i think its luxury for me to set a foot down and see what is my real life cause my day is simple. show my presence at the outlet. managed to sell one or two. den go home liao. thats all my day. i dont like this kind of pattern but i want to get something out of this circle. again, time isnt my side. i needa work something out of it.

I DO NEEDA TO TAKE A BREAK NOW. A BREAK IS ALL I WANT!!!! i thinking of going to some tours but its alone. LOL. i realised something not everybody is there when i in need of em. haha. that how friends for. haha.

Tuesday 9 June 2009

just received a call from penny today. she told me can i work on this coming pcs show with harvey at hall 6? i was like huh. i like printer lor. printer is easy to sell and lesser competitor as in only two promoter are needed.

i prefer ink. haha. ink is much easy to say compare to laser. if not, i would be at the store. i was thinking if i going to it show, i wont work on the thurs cause vk is having wedding and it show start at 10?! it show know who will be working with me in harvey hall 6 booth. Fred, Ben, Joseph, Me and one from north point de.

cannot lor. haha. must see him to get marry. i find time really past very fast. and i dont find any motivation on me yet. sian dio. haha. rudy ask me to go puhket with his wife for 300 dollars for 4 nights? haha. tempting leh. but sian go alone wanna ask ppl to accompany but i dont feel there's people ba.

haha. wanna take a long break. but cannot. working life. business are getting poor le. no customer buy laptop for the whole day. i think market trend is it show coming, they gotta check out what are the real good stuff behind.

SHIT REALLY IN A DILEMMA!!! I'm THINKING OF BUYING A CUFFLINK NOW! MOUNT BLANC? HUGO BOSS? ANY SUGGESTION???

Friday 5 June 2009

hey i dont like alot of ppl to think abt what am i thinking.

i dont want to communicate with others even though i know it will work well with communicating with others.

i'm building a wall infront of everybody and said please stop here. thanks. that what i want, i really hate those betrayals and everything. everything is just my fault, alot of ppl gives me alot of disappointed looks. i'm fine with it really even though i feel a little bit zhek art. but i know. :)

nobody would know what i have been to, everybody say ya lor, i know u been to that what my route is too. but after a while, it will say can i borrow money from u? even the person its not there le. why i need to care?? i feel tired. those guarding here and there. seriously i hate it and i dont like to pick up call and sms. its tiring.

these few years, i more like more like become more gu dan. i tired le but nobody would know cause wo ju ren yu qian li zi wai.

overall, please kill me asap! i dont like to be here anymore as i'm feel tired. i hope this would end real soon.

Thursday 4 June 2009

hey back to blogging again. i had a very interesting dream whereby i dream abt a girl and a guy got married, but i dont know why, when i saw she got marry. i really couldnt face the truth. there's a feeling i felt happy for her but actually i'm damm jealous.

saw her she really settle down, i felt it was a relief. but i dont know why cant the relief to live it to the maximum. well, it was a dream but i felt it was something a sign to me.

even though it's a dream but i still could rmb it vividly. maybe i couldnt forget ma. or forgoes i would said. oh ya just met dominic from sim lim. together take basic with him. he told me, he was a regular when rick ask him to join hp.

actually see the way of what he do sales. sibei slack sia. haha. cause no competitor. in the shop, only his brand nia, then notebook.com is all abt gp de. but i wondering when claire will cut people or cut com a not. its very lucky le, com not cut. but can see q4 is the real disaster ba. see how first, maybe i not working anymore le. :) too tired to think of anything now. one thing is to trust urself not others. only yourself wont lie to me, not others. take care

Friday 24 April 2009

today customer come and collect his dv4. haha. there's no stock in best anymore. so bo bian gotta take display set from other stock and sell it as a new one. haha. LOL. hope he wont find out and i wish everything is fine for him.

anyway take care. kinda feel guilty but bo bian! got to survive in this world. haha.

Tuesday 21 April 2009

tml is the day of signing contract. Lol. I would like to know what is the terms and condition. Well, i'm kind of excited though cause i have pay increment ma. Haha.

Anyway my birthday are less than a mth, think i will be lonley again ba

Friday 17 April 2009






when i know a person. this was the song who she played with a group of friends of hers, its a nice song. but i wont be able to realise that kind of moments anymore.

well, attended the meeting by HP. not too bad, the pay and everything. but it has pros and cons. i wonder how eric would know this thing. i would just stick to one goal, the lesser i know. the better it is. cause i dont wish to involve in this politics.

dont wish to think it for now. no use ma. lol. so ya. gotta go. ciaoz. hope u enjoy.



nice songs by guang liang.

Thursday 16 April 2009

saw the email by HP. really made me fed up. feel like change job. but i dont even know what will i do. things are getting worse for me. for the time being, just bear lor. cause have nothing to do also.

see how the 'coffee talk' by em how. sibei sian!

everything this and that no stock.

damm jia lat.

going to sleep soon. ciaoz

Monday 13 April 2009

blog from work, customer not much. haha. so can slack. just closed one desktop. hehe.

anyway think i saw her? but i dont know is her. haha

nvm, so ya. will update more.

Thursday 9 April 2009

i wonder who used my friend's name, grace and said i'm a liar? i think i should know who. i din tell her, sherry and joycelyn is who and how would she know?

i think i have pretty much guessing is u. nvm, i knew u would want something to stress it out ba. keep going, i wont stop u.

anyway saw trevor and thomas ytd, from harvey. omg! wonderful time with em.

wind got the tv tuner for us, and i'm really hope i can watch the final and the ping pong. LOL

hdx16!!!! wohoooooooooo!!!!! LOL. but the quality really =.=. nvm lor. went lesson alone usually ms seow will accompany me for lesson. today feel the lonliess sia. what sir teach us today is the reality. not truth, not result. its the focus, taking ownership.

Friday 3 April 2009

stayed in the hospital for a few days. well, i think hypontism would give me a new life, at least it would let me have a motivation to work harder and forget those unhappy things which i suffered. ya maybe as what she said, my stress level are very low. haha. maybe ba. sometime i dont wish to say things out because its a hinder, i always tell myself what's the use of saying it??

if its the past?? could anything be solve?? no. it cant be solved and why should i repeat my history again and again? if nothing is to be done?? isnt that relatively stupid?? ya, during the last friday. when i met jj, her expression was excatly as the same as su hui. the dissapointed look, i really dont know. u know its my fault for causing su hui to bear a grudge on me?? if that time i wasnt thinking that naive, childish.

i dont know. i really dont know. she gave me a hope to my futures better just for her, but everything was changed. isnt that ironic?? well, i really think so. i was a child which nobody friend with, u know how much i yearned to go out with friends and hope there's always a person there for me to confide with me since i was young???

i have alot of yearned during days in secondary and primary. especially days in primary school, i wasnt involved in any social activities. those childhood like playing catching, soccer and basketball. i wasnt involved because i have no friends. during the recess, i was all alone.

dont want to say liao. haha. so ya lor. take care my friend. haha

THIS POST WAS BEING POSTED ON 27/3/2008 WHICH WAS EXCATLY ONE YEAR PLUS.
well, hopping for youtube videos. feel like listening to this songs, so i clicked on it.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RVco7ZJi0Dg&feature=related

whenever i listened to this song, it make me think that life is really damm fair. just like the taiwanese style of drama. how ppl work hard for he or her own and succed and how baddies are there to make the lead actor very terrible.

here's the rough plot

As the series revolves around the pursuit of wealth (or at the very least, basic financial stability), the series was named to reflect that. Coincidentally, and perhaps intentionally, the first two characters of the Chinese title, "黄" and "金", are the surnames of the two main families in the series. In that sense, the title would mean "The path travelled by the Huangs and the Jins".

oh set, i gotta go to suntec soon to take my papers. haha. SIC. here i come. LOL. gotta set a time. tml having lunch with joyce. the day after tml, gotta go with fred to hougang. needa find backup plan and realish it. hehe.

take care.

Thursday 2 April 2009

just back from a place where i went there one year ago.

last year, was with a friend of mine.

this year, i'm all alone.

haha. if the person read this post. i think u should know where i'm referring to.

the stars was nice, the beach too. lol. but somehow i couldnt empty my mind and think of the right way which i'm suppose to. why?!!!!!!!

somehow i gotta attached to my blog already, its been lotsa entry i think. my mindset does not change anything i think.

feel like going to somewhere where no worries, no desire, everything are so peaceful that you dont even realised a person exists. do this place exists in this world? i dont think so, but this is the place where everybody yearns for.

its very true whenever u judge a person, the person will judge the same but they dont have the right to judge a person cause THEY ARE NOT FIT TO. but this world is round. anything happens.

been sitting in a tram just now, was seriously in a daze and watch everything past by me, has been thinking what am i doing during the past year, get serious and find a job, even though this job doesnt requires any qualification but i gotta take this job as what the speaker said last week, taking ownership. i have been to alot of stores, i'm not sure abt how ppl judge me but i'm know i have done my best and PLEASE DONT JUDGE ME at my back, i dont like it seriously! that was what happen to my studies too, some ppl have been there for me but some ppl are just to let u feel sucks. haha. why do people tends to say bad to u when u're not there. i have been figuring some reason so far
1) not to make u feel awkard?
2) to make em feel better?
3) finding a topic to talk to? too eng???

oh ya back to the tram, when i look down, it was a scene full of 'work in progress'. haha. anyway just been a friend blog, read her post. well, i can say sometime life are not as smooth as what u think but to make it positive and i din realise she has a crush. wo zhi you zai zhe, zhu ni xing fu. thats all.

take care.

Wednesday 1 April 2009

yo, its almost a week been never update my blog.

so ya.

here's how i spend a week.

thurs,fri, sat

no sales. damm it. have been depending on printer.

until sun, i gotta open dv4-1307.

i thought the malay family wont come back, cause they dont have a card for installment. but i din knew. haha. so ya. $15 dollars for me lor.

then monday managed to clear mini 1001.

heard from one officer told me, nec was closing their sales department in south east asia. so ya, my poor friend eric was on retrench. sian.

cant see him liao. hope to enjoy with him in the next few weeks ba.

anyway my sales was stop at 64 sets. not too bad for a beginner i think, but seriously its been too MANY way off my target. shurgs. so ya, got lotsa problem to solve.

hope tml meet up with grace will be a nice one, but please spare me abt long-winded explanation! LOL. haha. take care, thats all for now. haha. take care!

Friday 27 March 2009

well, this blog post was dedicated to a person whom i think i have offended her.

haha. sorry, i wasnt meant it.


i knew sorry couldnt do much, but it based on my sincerity. hope u do accept.
time to blog again, enjoyed the movie and preaching ytd. well, that was all thanks to a friend of mine. thanks.

haha. seriously feel uneasy dont know what i do, lol. LOL. shit. haha. went to orchard to settle something and came out it was a bill of 173 dollars. lol. quite okay la at a prestige side. LOL.

orchard ma. haha. lol. anyway i do like this sentence by jay chow's song 'dandellion promise'

那样真心与你聊不完的曾经而我已经分不清你是友情还是错过的爱情. it was the sweetest sentence in that song. have been listening again and again. hope u enjoy it too.

k thats all for now, hope everything are getting better as time goes by. haha.

Wednesday 25 March 2009

today was alone while godo is on leave and eddie went to meeting.

haha. wonder how much would i get for the first month. haha.

has been keep thinking of what would i do after tml.

should i compile report as one.

dont know leh.

feel quite uneasy for this few days.

dont know why also.

haha. thats all for the day. hope tml therapy would be work for me.


saw this article. sian! http://sg.news.yahoo.com/cna/20090324/tap-290-woman-killed-hit-train-clementi-231650b.html

u can read it friend. well, i should enjoy heart of greed now. haha!

Friday 20 March 2009



was hearing this songs all the way, its nice to hear. haha. i was thinking should i go to jj concert? LOL

maybe i'm alone to go? LOL. haha. think rather do sales better. haha.

Thursday 19 March 2009

blogging time, left with 59 sets to go before the deadline. hopefully the aunti got buy la. since she paid the deposit!

oh ya, eddie(acer) promoter took alot of left stock from show to sell. starting to get pressure by acer as there's new model to sell, the specs and price are better than mine!

sian! dont like it, but yvonne( best buyer) dont take leh. sian!

another thing which i want to surpass is i want to win jessie( my fellow promoter at vivo), her sales. hopefully i can do it and i want to do it!

take care, friend.

Wednesday 18 March 2009





















this picture was by some fans from canon camera's club de. haha. i was awe by the picture. it's beautiful!
hopefully i can achieve this kind of shooting skill. eos rocks!
hey blogging time,

was thinking can i change the history when something has been done.

well, there's a definate answer to it. no.

haha. still ponder about was the person really her?

really dont know.

anyway 61 sets to go. hopefully i can hit the target. lol.

100 sets. and i find that HP DISCONTINUE ALOT OF MODELS!

DAMMM!!!!!!!!

going to batok soon liao. alif its nice. lol. if ppl are living west and near that area, they would know which i referring to. haha. take care

Tuesday 17 March 2009

blogging time

haha. what ya doing now friends?

i guess everybody are sleeping now?

thats what i think.

well, left with no much stock to sell. except cq45

lol. gotta clear!!!!!!

200 plus in all best store.

damm shitty.

think its their exclusive model but suddenly there's no much incentives then dont want to sell liao.

was thinking during back the show.

it was a very good one. lol. saw brandon, alex, jason, eric from nec booth

acer saw nicholas, dennis, eddie, rudy and wind.

HP besides andy( senior), got andrew, fred, rick and dave.

some were in the courts booth. courts i saw costa, last time my manager at amk. lol.

same whole face la. hehe. but really its a good time to see back old friends.

Monday 16 March 2009



just finished IT SHOW 2009 today. expected it was crowded today. but expected it will hit the target as everybody are trying to grab the last min buy.




today everybody was asking me why mirage selling D5460 are selling at 99 instead of 149. hmmm i was thinking indeed ppl wanna earn more com ma. i set a target for everyone, my promoter at least gotta hit 30 sets per person. the result was quite satisfactory. 1500 target think got hit. LOL. but it was quite surprising when hp slash the price cause i thought it would like canon, stay there and thats it for this it show. LOL.




just now i saw jing jing i think most likely is her, with another guy while i was talking with domanic, my collegue at sim lim square. okay la, i purposely walk infront of her but none respond. think she also ba. dont know la. i dont really assure it was her but most likely la.




lol. singapore are damm small man. LOL. talk with grace see, andy( my senior), with the other two collegue. laser and inkjet de. totally four. then we go eat no signboard as usual la. haha. inkjet to me, i like it cause its my forte liao cause canon la, hp la, epson, brother. to me all no kick even lexmark cause i know their difference and their weak point.




in fact, i think katong best sup when i was in harvey with fred they all. he told me, every brand has its own unique selling point. if i were canon promoter, i know how to counter hp because of its cost per page plus if u are scanning for thick books like encyopedia. i couldnt do it. and also for hp wise, normally their printer output and input tray will always be infront thats the disadvantage.




haha. but shhhhhhh cause i'm not a canon promoter now. saw kelvin in canon booth. not too bad, regulars la. he, can de la. my shi fu.

Sunday 15 March 2009

thats the rules of the game. nobody would really concern abt each other.

they would just concern abt their sales and their money.

not really a single person would concern abt u.

thats it. that what will happen last time and it will happen now.

haha. its very simple. haha.

maybe i couldnt think much now, as i'm sick.

but die die i gotta finish by tml. as tml will be the last day of the show.

feel like coming there and do nth. hehe.

Saturday 14 March 2009

i think my blog here, nobody would read.




cause i not good in ren yuan de.




i can spoke very fast and how to handle customer if i know this product well.




haha. actually i not good also. ppl can ask me alot of things abt the particular model or products.




when i thinking of ppl, the person will not be there always.




oh ya to everlyn,




i dont know how to console u nor i can do ath to make the thing change.




but for me, i dont want to see what the picture shows.


it really sucks.


cause i dont want to see a person to cry for the other person and there's no much gain. hai


but anyway i do hope u and him can last forever.


jia you jia you! gambette okay?


cheers

Friday 13 March 2009

just came back from show.

saw brandon, rudy, kelvin, and they all. all those regular show comers. haha.

today i'm at newstead, a dealer who owns 40 outlet in sim lim and funan.

my side promoter is all quite hardworking, ask em to serve they will know how to do it. haha

i like it. hmmm i just want my sales figure to grow more. lol. thats all i want and more stock for me! LOL

oh ya, dv4 was a hit as it was selling at 1299 centrino 2. nice. i think it worth to buy but its exclusive to newstead.

but compare to canon. okay la, all regular ma. its good to have regular cause u know how to sell and counter ma. lol.

thats all i got to say now. lol. seriously looking for CAMERA! LOL. canon i love ya!

Thursday 12 March 2009

Tml will be it show liao. haha. thinking of what how to acheive my target, most of the sellout must be c4480.
can de la. slim and nice but gotta depend the price and also e promo.
however i think that, the trade in old printer are a very good tactics cause none of the brand offered this.


make me feel excitment.
oh ya, just now watched this show by gallen lo.
i like the ending cause when the female lead actress died on the arms of 'lau ga'.
'Lau ga' managed his way out to revive the died, its very mystery but it was nice. to me, i would like to watch those horror shows or mystery files.
for example would be 'wei shi li' or vampire shows like my date with a vampire.
ya lor, last saturday, went to gombak, packet prata in alif and eat porridge there.
actually i dont really know whether do they sell porridge at that time cause i dont live there, but i do try my luck cause i heard from somebody that it was nice and it was abt a year ago. so ya. haha.
was at century playing games with wind, century staff there. playing left 4 dead, heng samsuri(officer) is not there. if not kao bei kao bu.
okay la, century place i like cause very relax. do anything as you like cause really no ppl de. LOL. wonder how situ hits the target. lol. maybe i lao ya ba. lol.
okay, gotta reach suntec at 10 a.m. LOL. hopefully would be shun shun for me.

Wednesday 11 March 2009

two more days will be it show. dilemma whether should i go cause at that time will have no ppl and i scare i couldnt hit target for this month. 72 sets to go. hehe. like very hard to hit especially my dv2923 has been running low stock. 6 sets nia plus one display. 7 sets to go.

this stock is discon liao. sian! hopefully like some exclusive and much attractive price and specs can approve by kelvin or yvonne. LOL. anyway hopefully i would do well and hit target. hehe. take care.

Sunday 8 March 2009

sian. i have been missing things recently. for example my pen and my nametag. haha. sian liao!


but okay la, at century is still quite okay for me, cause the staff at there helps me to sell also. bb leh who dont sell hp stupid lor. especially dv2923. dont need to compare other brand de, then can sell le. haha. 17 sets steady liao. now 83 sets to go. haha. omg. LOL. damm lots sia. and rudy my sup told me i gotta hit 100 set for printer too. LOL. but seriously speaking at century. hard to sell high end cause its all neighbourhood market ma.


ytd went to taka to take stock from em. okay la, quite tense for me leh, cause never take before. gotta go thru michael. quite strict? i was thinking that ngee ann backroom is always very spacious cause number one outlet ma. lol. it was much different.


i finally gotta see their bb list for printer. omg!!!! LOL. 145? 7 dollars?! cant believe but the price damm attractive, 79? LOL. rather than katong opening. 69 dollars for 145? lol. damm attractive too. LOL.


data dynamics call me, gotta go for training for protege and osmio laptop. but i think might as well, goes to my brand, dont know leh. my in charge say she will let me know but dont know can ma. lol. another matter liao.


aspire one today damm hot. 498 for one aspire. LOL. damm zai. LOL. think its my turn to sell liao. HP mini 1109. lol. come please take more ar. LOL.


stress have been alots to me, since i become a combo, gotta hit target. everybody was surveying the price cause it show is coming. LOL. hard. tml wanna hit as much as possible. LOL. HP the computer is personal again. LOL. today saw tian xin, my ex manager from courts. was at best? lol. conflict of interest sia. lol. but okay la.
jia you jia you! pray god for me to sell this model. 10 inch, 80 gb hard disk. full size keyboard, bluetooth. one year international warranty, 1.11 kg. xp home version, 1 gb ram. LOL.




Saturday 28 February 2009

there's a meeting on this coming monday at alexandra.

seriously dont like the meeting cause its been so happening these few months. since claire been manager. sian. i like terrisa than anyone of em.

cause its terrisa who employ me de. see fred do until those xxxing timesheet until i really feel that its a very extra thing.

u dont give us basic during weekday, then u want us to write the timesheet, damm extra sia, dennis say le, like this keep going on. they dont even want to hire promoter. just give gp very thick and comission to staff can sell le.

sian, maybe its the economy downturn ba. haha. i feel that my friend was really thinking using me? i think ba. i feel e way, aiya thats life isnt it?

hmmm HP will hire promoter because they want to gain market share. thats what i think. smile =)

Wednesday 18 February 2009



while promoting, heard this song. its nice. i have the chinese version too. call ni zheng shi wo de bao bei.

i seriously like sammi's song. i think sombody told me that title before but i wasnt paying attention. just now called june, she was at vivo! so surprise! oh my. got to go find her during the weekend. hehe. i was wondering where starbuck is, maybe is the most corner there which i dont even notice at all. haha. no idea but i will try to find a way to get it there.

hmmmm ytd was a friend's birthday. hope the person had a good birthday ba. wondering how this friend of mine doing. maybe she just besides me but i dont notice it at all? LOL.

to tears, u can sms me if u have my number then i would send u the songs.

Monday 16 February 2009

went to west mall ytd. after some registeration.

went to harvey that time, actually wanna find vai( a fellow collegue of mine) to goes to chit chat.

as usual, i knew harvey will be having alot of ppl cause they have the too low to advertise promotions.

so ya, went there, but never find vai there. dont know what happen. so i went to printer counter to see how the way those sales person can learn more ma.

as i was listening to my ipod, then i listen attentively to what the promoters promote. it was a very good experience, cause can see how ppl promote then can snatch some words to put into my promoting skill. HEHE.

Then got one auntie, ask me was she interrupting my listening. i said no, then i told her, u can ask me if u want cause i know the knowledge. she told me, which printer are good.

i straight away pointing to mp145. cause at this neighbourhood place, high end models are pretty useless to me. so ya. then i just merely told her what are in it. in fact, i dont feel like talking alot to her cause i knew it wasnt my terriority and i'm not paid to promoting. so just intro some models to her. knew she was very despo for printer. if i were there, she sure can close de. haha.

i like auntie, easy to psycho de. but i'm not black heartened until those auntie wanna con la. i just think which is suitable for em then i intro lor. to me, i dont wanna dio complain i just feel this product suitable for u and i get the pay or staff bb or spiff. i'm okay to do so.

dont know what auntie will buy, after that went to funan to find ye han. a person whom i suppose to meet. in fact it was very coincidentally cause was suppose to meet him at the bus stop somewhere near raffles city and i just want to update my passbook thats all. haha.

went to newstead, challenger and harvey and take the brochure from those other brands like acer and toshiba. after that we went to tcc for chit chat. lol. he wants me to teach him accounts and i wants him to teach me specs. so ya lor. thats how i spend my v days. lol.

LOL. boring la.

Saturday 14 February 2009

blog again

haha. today is valentine day, what are u doing?

going out with somebody?

working?

or just stay at home rotting?

there's alot of possiblities where a person do.

but to me, i will be the second option.

haha. how many sets will i hit tml? 10? 1? 2? 3? 4? 5? 6?

dont know. haha. work must relax relax. dont need to stress myself.

shit always dio jio by ppl to go eat until i eat two meals within two hours!

oh my. haha. LOL. heng my store manager din say nth today. haha.

i gonna seriously miss they all, when i left here to century. haha.

but qu zhong ren shang, fred helps me to analayse how's HP work which is true la. haha. HP needs volume if not die la.

reminscience canon days, i managed to sell. mp198, mp145, ip1880, mp476, ip1980, ip4500, ip3680, mx308, mx318, mx700, mx850, jx201, lide 200, lide 100, mp628, mp638. lbp 2900, lbp5050 and mp 228. lol. thats i sell before. LOL. these are my favourite models. lol.

for hp wise, i like to close c4580, c4480. these two are my FAV. LOL.

last few days, call evan, we two are graduated from show de. LOL. actually all promoter are good and aggressive. compare to HP booth, its all abt hai de. LOL. newbie ma. then HP model are not well organise. in fact, i think HP likes to clear the old stock in show. which is totally wrong.

No wonder canon dominate la. but luckily now, hp never increase the price of ink, if not cannot use the point to tell end users. haha. that what i think lor.

HP in fact, in ppl's conception HP cartridge are expensive. LOL. but they never knew lexmark cartridge are even more expensive. in fact, i do like abt these two brand, canon and hp. both my favourite.

LOL. when coming to psg, compaq like to gain market share with acer. but acer really cannot make it, a good specs? but selling a cheap price? do u think that something is wrong?

Compaq now going to sian, cause in HP service centre, they treated compaq customer as a second class citizen cause HP is always the piroity ma even though hp has a 24 hour help desk which linked up to every corner of the world.


LOL. so many brand, HP only compare with acer, dell, sony and lenovo. which i dont know why lenovo has a name on it. but i think lenovo is all zai de. in lenovo com can go as high as 100 dollars per set for think pad, sui hor. LOL.

for ipg, hp compare with canon. LOL. but the promotion with canon, ahem ahem. but hp is goes for premnium service. one to one onsite xchange? canon leh? first year on site, second year carry in. but that apply to their entry level printer. if mid range printer like mp628, mp638, mp988, mx700, mx850. all is on site. but they are not onsite xchange. but seriously speaking la.

people dont really care abt how fast is the printing speed and the warranty. the importance which end user are look for is the price of a cartridge, the size of the printer( people do mind abt the size even though printer are not portable), can print photos a not? got ocr a not( when people look for a high scanning resoultion and software editing),promotions, oh ya forget one point, whether the printer are wireless a not( wired got restriction ma) and the sample of printout.

thats all i think abt lor. alise tml will not be there. will i with meng kiat again?

think he's coming and ask me abt the detail ba, but i do want evan to replace me. evan is zai de. LOL.

happy valentine day to u all.

take care, my friends!

IPG

HP VS CANON



PSG

HP VS ACER VS SONY VS DELL VS LENOVO

Friday 13 February 2009




time to blog again




its been a long time




haha. tml is friday which i think most of the people likes it.




haha cause most of the people will be off during the weekends.




unfortunaely i'm not.




haha. ranking up from a fellow promoter of mine also from HP.




her blog to me quite interesting. can knew alot of person from there.




for example wei jie my secondary classmate, he also at there.




then yong seng, brandon, jason?




i'm not good how to communicate with my fellow collegue and it supervisor.




i only know how to close.




but sometime my skill are not good also.




gotta learn




haha




saw alise photo in her blog. actually she look quite pretty. but not my type




haha. i seriously need to improve my ren ji guan xi.




going to start at century soon.




nervous but yet i feel its another new height for me.




acer rules there. LOL. can expect la. haha. century leh. not parkway not vivo, not taka.




of course can rules. but i hopefully i can overturn the situation at there.




heard from e nec promoter at parkway say sony, nec, lg, hp cui.




so good ar? LOL. must buck up liao.




anthony teach me alot, fred and max teach me alot.




they all old bird in laptop.




they are different brand promoter respectively. i do learn alots from them.




dont forget my fellow promoter cum staff, tze kiang though he teach the way of how to sell LG laptop.




but i'm okay with that. at least all are good to teach me? haha. THANKS! =)






Sunday 25 January 2009

tml is chinese new year eve le.

last day of gef le.

dont know what it will change.

haha. they always say parkway not good.

to me parkway okay leh. haha. maybe i in harvey that why ba.

haha. LOL. hmmmm ytd help ye han to check with olivia.

imm has a place for him but gotta send his resume to her.

well, good luck imm i wish to go but too far =x.

LOL. then alice told me, imm there's two best staff quit asked me whether if i'm interested to work in best a not.

but i dont know whether should i work in there a not.

alot of stuff never settle.

one step at a time i think.

hmmm thats all, and i wish u a very happy chinese new year.

this song was influence by someone until its become my favourite.

hope u all enjoy. thanks


Tuesday 20 January 2009

suddenly i'm thinking back where i stationed earlier last year.

haha. kelvin told me terrance dont like the way i'm promoting for canon

but who cares ba?

haha. thats what happen to just now. haha

suddenly i feel my fellow friends, tze kiang has his own difficulties too.

maybe ba, i really dont know.

i'm just too feeling le ba. haha.

i also dont know why i feel this way.

i seriously dont like the person who is me now.

feel that it was like things are too realistic.

e reason why i to stationed back there even though the sales there wasnt as good as here.

but i cant feel the ren qing wei i feel here.

sometime i even cant fall asleep.

what other peoples told about me, i know how to sell, but my attitude was not there. which i agree la.

haha. but anyway my thirst for knowledge wants me to excel further.

oh ya, just received an email from olivia. sibei sian la!

dont know simi training, feel very mahuan leh. LOL. can dont want ma? LOL dont know who will goes and who dont. LOL. will charles, andy go? dont know la. lol.

Monday 19 January 2009

hey back to blog again. haha. i'm the only one again. haha

kinda dont use it. haha. dont know leh.

saw wei jie at backroom. haha.

he seems chi de kai.

thats what i think ba.

haha. i suddenly thinking of whether should i buy an eos?

cause even my compact camera are not also frequent use also le.

i still remembered somebody did used her compact camera pin point and shoot against marina bay.

that time i still thinking of whether what kind of camera are good enough to shoot that kind of view.

but now i do understand its using wide angle lens and has an internal memory. wow. thats pretty good right?

haha. i also have no idea. fujitsu camera? dont think got ba. even when i find dpreview. haha. they also never say sia. haha.

hmmm but that day wasnt a good for me, cause she zzzzz then she went off in an anger way. i dont know what can i sia. haha.

but its over! i dont have any feeling on happiness or excitement. haha.

aiya going to watch shows liao. haha. just finished little noya. haha.

it was nice but i know i'm lagging way behind!

kns!

Sunday 18 January 2009

now i'm thinking whether do somebody read it?

maybe she read it. but without tagged it?

or maybe she read and tagged it but using different name to tagged.

oh my i seriously dont know. haha

i do sense that she do concern about me

maybe i was wrong

i'm not sure. whenever i goes to bb.

i would always go there and stop awhile and went to the place we went before.

i know i'm just a fool

but i also dont know la.

haha. ironic ba, lets god decide.

so ya, i gotta live on and strive a better life for my future.

thats what everybody aim?? arent it?

haha well, i'm not sure whether do we have the chance to meet again.

if we do, what will be the first sentence or word will u be say??

oh i invite u cause i marry le, do rmb to come hor. LOL

haha. too many maybe le. i'm also not sure.

take care and ciaoz!

nice bowling and pool just now even though it just a game. LOL. take care!

Saturday 17 January 2009

thinking of going to acca ba. haha. cause it is the only cert which use least requirement to going.


haha. LOL. but the passing rate was a way off too low in the world. LOL.


thats what i heard from others but i believe in myself.

Thursday 8 January 2009

just now john called me, a friend who i know him from sitex. did go out with him for a couple of time. think his good ba. just a junior to me, but he seems very manatured. ya. he called me because andy( my working collegue senior who stationed at funan challenger) wanna organised an outing.

i was okay to it la. since i'm open anyone's date. opps shouldnt used that word. shld use i'm open to anyone's meet ba. haha. he told me andy okay with any date as long its either this week or next ba. then i suggested to him, kushinbo caused spencer took us for comex celebration and i didnt enjoyed so i wanna have that. moreover my collegue, charles who stationed at my outlet last time de. wanna to eat sashimi buffet. so one stone kill two bird lor. maybe ba. all depend on the orgainiser. hehe.

earlier i called john regarding about do he have any discount for titanium thumbdrive in newstead since i'm a member and he's the staff from there. but the replied isnt good. so ya. LOL. thinking of buying a memory stick and a thumbdrive together. is 50 dollars enough? think more than enuff ba. haha. by the way, i suggested to him whether is it possible to see red cliff two. he's quite on. haha. on i like it. hehe. just that would how many people coming along. thats another matter. haha.

okay la, getting used to harvey and best style liao. quite an unique company one offered instant discount and one offered gold point card, 1% rebate. and i think best BB is more zai whether its in courts and harvey. mei xiang dao spencer give alot sia. LOL. maybe its a japan brand ba. haha. home brand? dont know. dont wish to know also. haha. but i feel if brandon keep support alise. i think i'm going to die sooner or later. LOL. but i got confidence la. as long, i do have stock and meet the right person and not serve those badu lor. hehe. i started to realise what yong seng said to me previously, its a heaven but rules alot. lol. i always rmbered what calvin, it manager from harvey told me. if u support me, i will support u. haha. i think quite true la, just like mark. all qian zuo guai ma. haha. mei yi yang dou shi hai bu xiang qian zhou? if BB, spiff or incentive isnt alot. would that salesman push this model or any particular brand than this? realistic hor. thats the world. lol.


nice song. hope u guys enjoy!
hey back to blog again. haha. suddenly feel the urge to study again. maybe going for acca for study ba. haha. think i gotta work hard ba. haha. but i always think never do so ya lor. haha. now say also no use. haha. gotta caculate for all my expenses and time allocation.

anyway the tears i dont know who sia, but i think she is a girl. i think la. sounds quite true to me. haha. but a blog i think just a place for me to say ba. no offence to anybody. anyway much appreciated. hehe. hmmm so how's ur life for u all!!!! LOL. take care!

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