today i just know a lady?! i dont know can use what to describe her, it was my first time to meet her but she has alot of things to confide wif me? abt steven?? its bdd things anyway but i dont know why she seems very lonely.

i feel she's like a person who know for a long time. and the lian he wan bao she buy was still in my bag. how forgetful is she. okay, i think its my first time and last time to see her? cause i dont really go to j8.

anyway dont think too much, she's just a ou yu. thats all i can say.

oh ya, just atteneded ndo3. however it was an dissapointment again but not totally an dissapointment cause i do chat with chester for quite a few mins? tts gd rite? counted myself to be lucky? actually he was the one who approached talk to me. u know i dont talk to others, whenever i dont feel there's a need.

maybe its my natural that, whenever i being misunderstand or being maligned, i wont go and further explain nor i will try make an effort to go and explain for it. cause i do know in this world, the first impression is fuck up, everything is totally a gone case. and the impression is there, no matter how hard i do explain? will the person do believe?

no right?? so ya lor, let the bad impression of me and etched into ppl's mind and i would carry on as my own life. i do feel tired? but would there be any change if i do the change? i also dont understand myself. just feel its tired to have it in this way. emo again?

i suppose not.