just saw mr liau today to discuss about what career should i head on? to be a teacher? cnb officer? lol. sign on as a regular? LOL. well, i think i will choose the first choice because the benefits and privileages.

however i'm afraid, i couldnt handle kids due to my 'black face' lol. sad leh. lol. i got such a pure and innocent heart but my face contradict of my heart!!! think of those kids, i ji tao sian. LOL. how ar?? should i go for plastic surgery?? LOL. to be a korean superstar? or to be jin cheng wu?? LOL. haha. also nice leh. LOL. but what i'm afraid of i will having the same fate as michael jackson here there, everywhere. lol. then run also scare it might come down. LOL. @$#@!$#@%#@%$^$#^ sian. how how?? lol.

nvm. LOL. there's still a long way to go!!! LOL.

blog for the day. well, bought 'lian he zhao bao' today and i saw an interesting news. LOL. haha. hmmmm zoo are having a frog exhibtion on this coming school holiday. sounds interesting right!!! LOL

haha. furthermore this year, an international organisation call unicef which take 2008 as a frog year. LOL. nice leh. LOL. to save the frog!!! LOL. yes. LOL. that why i dont like and want to eat frog porridge to contribute a part to save the frogs!!! LOL. nice. haha.

i become the frog heroes le. haha. LOL. so happy. LOL. haha. okay la. i think i too high le la. haha. ciaoz

new blog entry for the day, went to instittue of mental health for the iq test. well, i admitted some questions i did lied because i wants to have a better job designations in ns. lol. hmmm but dont know la, overall i think i should rate myself above a pass. lol.

so ya lor. haha. hmmm went to hougang mall shop for stationery. haha. lol. well, i think i couldnt get ride over what the past did to me. haha. that why i have such a illness maybe what mavis is right. i'm still young, i need to talk to those psychologist or psychitrast or even a stranger whereby it will be much better ba. lol. haha.

okay. take care. anyway i think mavis look like my ah jie. that why i never fake. LOL. haha. okay la. bye. take care.

blogging of the day. well, really had nth today besides went to east coast and have cycling. lol. sian. lol. i want to learn cycle. LOL!!!!

hmmm on the other hand, i thought of a person who gives me laughter and joy but the person is not with me anymore. haha. so sua lor. haha. a year plus le. haha. hope jie jie is fine lor.

recently very fan about friendship la, ns la. lol. alot la. lol. sian and think of what it happens during my 21 years life. lol. haha. yuan lai shi duo me ke bei de yi jian shi. haha. dan wo de xue hui fang kan, cai hui you huo da de xin qing zhe yang zi ran er ran ye hui kuai le qi lai. bu shi ma?

yuan wo sheng bian mei ge peng you, dou shi na me de kuai le, kai xin yu ji ta men neng gen shuo ai de ren, chang xiang si shou. er wo ne?? que ji xu zhou wo gai zou de lu. haha. xie xie

hey dear all, its me again. hmmm have nth to blog also. lol. haha. just feel that should i end it or not?? lol. suddenly i do like to play viwawa. lol. those chua da di. lol wohoo!!! lol. loves it sia.

lol. hmmmm so ya lor. lol. times is getting nearer to my ns le. lol. so wish me a good luck lor. lol. haha. take care my friend. lol. hmmmmm hope everybody is fine except those i dont give it a damm de.

hmmm today went back to school for something important. LOL. just to hand it up to the teacher in charge. quite sian. LOL. but no choice, thats life lor. haha. hmmm intro by pei jin about a book which i think i see it few mths ago. hmm think is a quite nice book ba. haha. hope everybody will see it, haha.

http://www.goodybooks.com/ibelieveyou.htm this is the link hope everyone will go and see it. hmmmm none did out expect, the clip she show me is from a japanese drama. lol the name is Kamisama Mou Sukoshi Dake OST its a very classic shows. hmmm hope somebody will not say japanese show are draggy hor. LOL

hmmmm that somebody got emo again by dont know what ba. but i think its due to vary same reason again. sian. hmmm i wish u would tell me ba, however no matter what, i will stand besides u de. haha. hope u will see this post ba.

this is the link that i'm talking about

wow its been a long time since i have the urged to blog again. just read the article of edison's chen. hmmm seriously he made the right decision even though he also one of the victims.

so ya. hmmm later will be going to utube to see his press conference. hmmm hopefully it will be a clear one. haha. hmmm back again. a close friend of mine who had never contacted me for 2 days. hmmm and i wonder what she's doing??

hai. hopefully she wont do something stupid ba. although i just knew her for only 3 mths plus nia but i think she's a person where i do not need to guard against. i rmbered vividly about the day we met, haha. but that will not be revel here of course. hope she will contact me soon ba.

haha. so take care lor. lol. my friend. haha.

hey never blog for a long time, suddenly doesnt have the urge to do ath. well, its a bad thing i think. recently i signed up for tfsc to become a tutor. lol. hmmm is it a nice thing?? i think its nice ba. haha. anyway take care ba. my friend

times past indeed fast. its already going to the end of feb liao. what i'm doing for the past over 40 days?? hmmm nothing lor. haha. hmmm suddenly realised sth, why should i care when its none of my business.

nvm. whenever i think of matthew 7:21-7:23, it sounds so true. haha. it said not everyone who says to me, lord will enter the kingdom of heavn, but only he who does the will of my father who is in heaven. it's just the first phrase of this three sentence. so ya.

thats the end for today. take care.

when people think, they already knows u well. please think it twice. maybe its a misconception. haha. well, as for me i dont like people to find out things alot from me. maybe i'm keeping beating the bush. maybe? but thats the only way that how i can survive in this world.

maybe thats alot of people, who will told me. i'm ill-bred, irresponsible and all sorts of name which u could think will be found on me. but thats life isnt it?? LOL. so ya lor.

take care my friend.

薰衣草--等待爱情的奇迹
　
一个年少时的承诺，两人手中紧握的薰衣草瓶，在历经了时空的相隔、人事的变迁后，
彼此间那份纯粹的深情，依然在心中刻划出无人能替代的地位；即使面对上天的捉弄、
命运的残酷，季晴川和梁以薰的爱情故事，让人再次感受到真爱的力量与奇迹，还有心底那份对爱情的悸动。

LEO：等妳二十岁生日的那天，也是薰衣草花开的季节，为了妳，我一定会回来的。

LEO：我的心只能回应给我最珍爱的人?

LEO：不管在哪哩，我们的心永远在一起。

LEO：妳在我心里面已经盖了一个家，然后现在妳又走出去，那我一个人应该怎么办？

LEO：如果妳能回到我身边，拿我的命去换也无所谓。

LEO：因为在我生命里面只剩下妳，妳是我唯一的依靠，就算被讨厌，我也不要失去妳。

LEO：妳不爱我，才是对我最大的伤害。

LEO：遇见妳，即使在最平凡的地方，我也是幸福的。

LEO：我的心很久以前已经给了妳，不管妳在哪里，我都会在妳身边。

LEO：我不想看着妳走，妳愈走愈远，我的心就会愈痛；我也不想妳看着我走，因为我知道妳的心也会很痛。

LEO：不要担心妳明天就要死了，不要担心妳会变得怎样，也不要担心妳会变成我的负担，只要知道我们是相爱的。

LEO：我们是同株相连的薰衣草，谁离开了谁也都活不下去。

LEO：不要担心我们只剩一天能相爱，就算只剩一天，我也要用尽一辈子的心来爱妳；我不在乎妳只剩下一秒钟，就算只剩一秒钟，我们也要在一起。

LEO：我有妳的回忆，我不要妳有半点遗憾就死去，我会让妳知道，就算妳到另外一个世界，我还是会守护着妳、爱着妳。

LEO：我不可以忍受办点失去妳的念头，我甚至不敢去想，如果没有妳，只剩下我一个会怎样。

LEO：如果是为了孩子，牺牲妳自己，我恨死这个孩子了。

LEO：有她在，连呼吸都是美好的；她本身就是个奇迹，我要怎么做，才能留住这个奇迹，这个我生命中的奇迹。

LEO：每当风起的时候，薰衣草的味道总会飘近我的身边，让我知道，妳没有离开过我。

以薰：只要能默默爱着晴川，纵然毫无回报，也无怨无尤。

以薰：谢谢你给我这么多美好的回忆，有了这么多回忆，我一个人也可以走下去。

以薰：只要用力呼吸就会看见奇迹。

以薰：我想我来到这个世界上，就是为了要爱你。

以薰：爱情一定会让人变得勇敢。

以薰：再让我多活一秒，让我和你在一起，拥抱薰衣草在风中的味道。

小童：只有她值得我爱，什么都不会是最重要的了。

小童：因为我没有办法不爱妳，所以妳和他最好给我幸福，一定要幸福，因为我要看你们的幸福能撑多久。

小童：这种利用伤害我、背叛我得到的幸福，能撑多久；这种受诅咒的幸福，是不会被原谅的。

小童：从妳第一天到童话牧场来，我就醉在想要拥有妳的梦境里，醉了几年；我以为等待可以唤醒妳、感动妳，结果妳却把我当傻瓜，呼之即来，挥之则去。

小童：有我在，我会帮妳把所有的事都变成可能。

小童：只有跟喜欢的人一起努力，才能看见奇迹。

after i reading it, i suddenly feel that its a copy from the drama lavender. haha. LOL. but its nice. haha.

yesterday i made a very bold decision with my hair. lol. well, i think its a must for every singaporean and pr guys in singapore. haha. wont regret of what i did. can i praise myself?? LOL. anyway i dont think so. okay. take care guys and hope u had a good chinese new year.

well, i better start to care about this blog. if not its going to be rot. haha. switch laptop again after 30 mins switching off, just purely for blogging only. lifes been good for me i guess, just chat with helena. if i'm not wrong. haha. ex moniteress of my secondary school class. haha.

ya. thats all. do look for another blog post for another 2 blogs. take care buddy.

haha. today received two bad news and one good news. haha. but i dont think overall its a good day for me. seriously, why do everything need to chap?? haha. but bo bian is my future, i bo chap i land in nowhere's land. haha.

so ya. hmmmm do take care. dont know what to write le. haha. see ya buddy.

just got home. haha. hmmmm came back from chatting with a friend. haha. well, all i can said its why??!!! why things need to be evolved until a way which we dont want to see??

why things can turn into complex whenever time changes? cant it stay to where everybody have an innocent mindset?? is that possible? well, adidas sure will argue because their slogan is 'impossible is nth'. haha. so ya. but do everything is impossible is nth??

haha. i dont know. for me, i'm in a predicament of whether should i bothered to do it or not. haha. so ya. take care and really hope the friend of mine should really be a happy person because i want to see his or her to have smile wear on his or her's face.