sometime i dont wish to wake up from a dream which i have been used to it for few months le. but now everything is back to square which is really not used to it. its life ma. so ya lor. haha. hmmm heard of dr khoo told me, my eq are better than last time. not too bad but still have rooms for improvment. hehe.

oh ya heard of china having its earthquake, another happening things happened. sian. always happen this kind of thing de. why ar?? ya lor. yesterday just went to ane for consultation. arranged an appointment with neurology. hope everything is fine ba. but seriously, i have severe headache constantly for a month, i think i stress things up.

sighed. i dont wish people to pity me or whatsoever. pity its not the real intention to care for me. just feel that i'm ke lian and do whatever just to give the way i do. if its like that, i would rather suffered alone. so ya lor. take care.

sian. i always think too much de. hai. dont know why. haha. but i think now its okay le for me. haha. just now i saw situation in myanmar i think we are very fortunate liao. why do people in our neighbouring countries suffered but we dont??

why?? because of our startegic location that we are prevented from natural disasters? what if next time cyclone hit singapore. do any one of us prepare to encounter? must we everytime rely on our government on how policies are implment? sometime i think why we have the rights to vote but we dont have the rights to say which policies are good for us?

i have alot of questions in mind, why do singapore teenagers tends to think of fun and fun or slack and slack. i used to have that kind of lifestyle in my life. i think its really pretty wasteful and why dont we look like other countries political and other people lifestyles? how much fortunate we are? u know when i went to hawker centre and i found most kids tends to waste their food or picky on their food. for example, they ordered a plate of carrot cake. they would like to eat the eggs not the carrot cake itself. why they dont think about countries like africa, america and china. hai.

i think singaporean complain alot, including myself. times for some self reflection. i may not be a good in person but i do care my friends, parents and strangers who deserve my help. so ya lor. i hope every person i know remains happy and content what they are doing and strive towards goal. lastly, i hope people in myanmar are fine.

take care my friend.

(ps: this picture were taken from cnn website.)

just came back from tampines and i heard those lecturers are saying aid myanmar. i think its pretty good to aiding em. initially i have no idea what they are talking about because i never notice any news recently. zzzzz. lol. hmmm then i thought they are having some revolt are going on them.

however when i get in touch with cna website i found they are suffering from cyclone nargis. feel sad sia. when it had already claimed 22 000 people lifes, 400 0000 peoples missing and 1 000 000 people having lost their shelther and they needs help from the international. i hope i can do something about it by donating money i think. see first ba.

sian liao. hope they are fine. may god bless them.

ya its been day since i update le. haha. cause this few day went to kl to visit my relative and trying to have a holiday before i went to the army. haha.

its been years that i have never went back to malaysia and visit my relative le. haha. its great to see them but sometime the feeling is not there anymore. haha. what to do? life ma. haha

so ya lor. haha. kl change alot. just take chinatown as an example. lol. last time there were many priated stall along the street. lol. but now cant see any le. it replace by mobile bgl style where bgl will take a whole stack of movies and walk around to see if there's any potential customer ma. haha.

that's quite unqiue. ya lor. haha. got alot of things for me to see at there. haha. singapore got its singapore flyer. malaysia also got malaysia flyer. haha. lol. but its short i think. lol. so ya. take care my friend. haha.

hey its me again. haha. i hereby declared i dont have rights to say anything just like slave. nvm. so ya. thats all for now. take care.