it sounds true!. yeah. i finished my core paper! thanks god!

well, it will be my last blog post until the day after where it nails the coffin of my future, the "o level" math and english examintaion. from my point of view, i wish monday will not come cause its a paper where i fear the most apart from science. its held both on the same day, for me these two subjects are generally weak since i have started my learning journey as a six years old kid and i could not hurl this obstacle because in the past i adopt an attitude call indifferent. this year i hope it would be different from the past years especially i put in alot of efforts and tons of money. tons of money i would referred to none other to be is my tuition fees, its like i'm spending over a Ks for the past few months and it pill like a hill when it approaches nearer.

on the other hand, i couldnt just look only the disadvantage becos the aim i'm going to achieve would at least a "B" and this "b" would gurantee a course that i want. this year i have putting alot of efforts on this two sub than the other subject. i even requested to defer my costing module to this sem cause i wanted to have more time to concentrate on this two. hopefully i can make it for the "really" last time. its depressing when i look through my grade last year and the previous year, i just only a d or a little bit better a c, it sucks but i knew i couldnt grumble becos i have never put in any effort for the past year papers.

anyway just look the trailer for the umpteen times of a tvb drama name "heart of greed" its a show where it talks about a family has their dispute over their six million wealth. although it revels the "evil" side of a human being but it tells me that if a family stays together nothing will break them apart because of their family bonds. argh i thought of another show again! LOL. i hope this year tvb award cenemory, heart of greed will be the ultimate winner and i'm certainly praying for that to happen.

today met kaka they all, apparently i do miss them especially mei teng and kaka because sometime they surprise me as in they would shout besides me and beat the hell out of me. though we are not from the same course and school and i got to know them becos one of my friend in their group is their classmate but it doesnt matter! haha whenever i think of mei teng reaction afer she had done something embarassed, she would hide her face behind her laptop bag or hide besides my friend who is her "di di" she's cute and not to forget kaka though the whole joruney neither she and i had initiate a chat but i think she's a good friend becos i feel she will treat her friend the best. well, ite and poly students their characteristics has a great difference, becos ite are for a bunch of hopeless kids who they dont have a brigt future due to they this adopt an attuidue call indifferent towards their studies that why they got into this learning instuition.

anyway i'm going to sleep man and god please guide me through this obstacle i'm having. last but not list is sherry, i love you, hope you and i will have more time to chat. hehe

yeah. at least i'm at home! home is a place where you can have free lodging all day long. lol. anyway so sorry to sherry. i woke up early and i went to school and i have the mindset of logining to yahoo web messenger but after a umpteen times of attempt. it just couldnt log in. so sorry about it. how i wish i could have chat with you like last time. awwww. i love you sherry, you are always my last girl for the rest of my life.

from a simple minded guy whose name call zerric.

well, people have told me my blog boring?. why should i care about people's opinon while it's my life. doesnt it make sense when the true meaning of making a blog is not to entertain people. well, today i'm happy with my progression to study. i think when i go back to school, my class advisor ms choo will sure say about why i keep mia in school. lol. i wouldnt care since this cert is not my priority anymore. well, it something for me to acheive hehe.

anyway just saw my friends blog and they upload my picture on their blog, i think its quite funny and thanks for uploading my precious picture on your blog on such a hiliarious diagram. thanks for the effort.

while i was going back home and i saw my ex classmate, bao hui, she's getting prettier and prettier though she still pretty during her secondary school(collegue) days and her boyfriend say hi to me after her introduction. anyway hope they could have a blissful life. hehe

missed the day with you. sherry hope you can come to online as early and dont go off so early. LOL.

okay its time to stop at this point as i'm going to offline soon. take care folks!

today has not been a fine day for me but i was quite content cause i finally got the opportunity to chat with sherry again! i thought shes been sick or going out with friends and forgotten about her hunny. now i knew that she went to help out her school. awwww. what a good girl =xd who goes to school even on the weekend. LOL.

awwww. counting down to 6 days for my english paper hopefully i could attain a b grade and go to a course which i want. i dont want to fail it another time. had been putting up alot of effort and times in order to do well for this coming paper. awww. lol. hmmm well, its time for me to enjoy one episode of face to fate then i will starts to revise for my math paper which are going to be held on the same day as the english paper. awwww. take care folks hope you have a great days ahead and tomorrow is tuesday!. yeah. awww. lol

What scares kids, age by age, and how to soothe them
By Jeanne McDowell

Julia has never been especially fearful, so I was caught off guard when just before her fifth birthday she became terrified of being poisoned. She cried after she accidentally swallowed a crayon shaving. Even the beloved cherry-red lipsticks that were her favorite part of dress-up now seemed fraught with danger. "Mommy! By mistake lipstick got on my tongue!" she yelled, running into my room one day. "Am I going to die?"


With preschoolers, the challenge is to straddle the line between reacting and overreacting to your child's fears.

Like any conscientious mom, I explained to Julia that most things are kid-safe. I showed her the word "nontoxic" on crayon boxes. I tried to convey to my distraught preschooler in every way I could think of that she just wasn't going to be poisoned.

But in my heart of hearts I blamed myself. Had my constant reminders about putting things in her mouth pushed Julia into some sort of phobia? Thankfully, before I had a chance to press the "I'm a Lousy Mommy" button, something happened: Her fear disappeared. Like a summer thunderstorm, it blew over as quickly as it had moved in.

I still don't know exactly what caused Julia's fright; nothing bad had happened to ignite it. But I did find out that fears are a natural part of how kids learn to understand their environment, according to John Piacentini, Ph.D., director of the Childhood OCD, Anxiety and Tic Disorders Program at the University of California, Los Angeles. Every developmental passage, from infancy on, is accompanied by some kind of anxiety, ranging from monsters to vacuum cleaners. "What seems logical to us isn't always to a child," he says.

Whatever the source of your little one's fear, it's how you help her confront it that's key.

Babies: First frights

Infants come into the world with no real awareness of its dangers. Even so, they're hardwired to reflexively bawl at sudden loud noises and cling if they sense they're falling. It's at 6 or 7 months that many babies actually feel afraid. As they begin to develop a memory of familiar faces, anyone they see who isn't Mom or Dad is potentially a stranger to be feared. An infant who may have delighted in being passed from one person to another can suddenly get hysterical when he's taken away from his mother.

Anna Kanaley, 15 months, became terrified of the two women who frequently clean her family's house in Arlington, Virginia, much to her mom's embarrassment. "One week Anna loved them," Victoria Kanaley says, "and then she couldn't stop crying when she saw them." So, when Anna started to wail, her mom would pick her up and remind her who these women were -- and then make an exit. After several months, Anna was again happily reaching for them.

Just as babies are scared of unknown people, they can be startled by almost anything unfamiliar, whether it's a bearded man or something as innocuous as a flushing toilet. When Alex Ramsey was 1, a balloon happened to burst near him; the sound was so surprising that even the sight of a balloon terrified him after that. "You can imagine what it was like at birthday parties," says his mother, Susan Picascia of Studio City, California. To calm him, she'd gently explain that the sound wouldn't hurt him and tried to avoid balloons when she could. The best way to handle fears in infants and very young children is to do just what Kanaley and Picascia did, say experts: Orchestrate the environment. Soothe your baby with reassuring hugs and calm words if he's frightened, but don't force him to face whatever he's afraid of.

Toddlers: Everyday terrors

At around 18 months, toddlers begin to struggle to distinguish between reality and make-believe. A child may love Barney on TV, but the big beast that shows up at a birthday party can be confusing and overwhelming because he's so much larger than the one on TV.

At the same time, toddlers are more aware of what's around them, and parts of everyday life they didn't notice before can become terrifying. Bathtime, for instance, was frightening for Austin Truesdale of Plainfield, Illinois, when he was 2. "He was positive he'd go down the drain," says his mother, Angela. She and her husband found a solution: Austin agreed to sit in a bathtub ring that was suctioned to the back of the tub, and his parents filled the bath with bubbles. When it drained, they showed him how the bubbles left the tub last because they were big -- and when Austin saw how much bigger he was, bathtime became a lot easier. "Well, now he thinks it's hilarious to unplug the drain midbath," says Truesdale.

While the fear of going down the bathtub drain, or the toilet, is common, more idiosyncratic ones also pop up. At 2, Sabrina Flood-Wylie got scared whenever her mom drove on a freeway. Pretty problematic, since her family lives in Southern California. "It took me a while to realize that it wasn't the speed that frightened her but the elevation and her fear of falling off the road," says her mother, Peggy, of Valley Village. "Once I started showing Sabrina that the painted white lines on the road told us where to drive, she was better."

It's this kind of gentle reassurance and basic, truthful information that most successfully assuages a toddler's anxiety. If a child senses that you're not afraid, chances are she'll follow suit. At this age it's also OK to expose her to something she fears; some contact with it, in a controlled setting with you right next to her, will probably help. If she's afraid of loud noises, for example, don't bend over backward to avoid noisy places. Explain where the sound comes from, keeping it short and simple.

Preschoolers: Wild flights of fancy

Why are preschoolers afraid of monsters? They have a better awareness of the world's dangers, coupled with a big imagination. "As adults, we hear a noise outside at night and attribute it to the wind. But it's more satisfying for a child to think it's something scary than not to be able to understand it," says Piacentini. Besides, preschoolers (more so than toddlers) realize they can be hurt by things.

Kids also overhear adults talking and trade information with friends. Even though they may not understand everything they hear, they can be scared of it all the same. Nick Stanger, a 5-year-old in Lakeville, Minnesota, worries that he'll be sent to jail: His dad, John, is a police officer, and Nick knows that one of the things his dad does is put bad people behind bars. John has explained that there's a difference between criminals and misbehaving preschoolers, but the jail-time fear still lingers a bit.

It's important to try to understand what your child is really afraid of. If he tells you he's frightened of lightning, for instance, don't automatically try to reassure him by saying that he's not going to get hit -- what freaks him out may be the accompanying sound of thunder or the way the flashes of light make scary shadows on his wall. Then try to give him coping mechanisms, such as doing an activity that will distract him or singing a special song whenever he hears thunderclaps.

The challenge is to straddle the line between reacting and overreacting to a child's fears. While you shouldn't dismiss or mock a fear, say experts, overindulgence can make your child feel that there really is something to be scared about. Too many checks under the bed for monsters, for example, may prompt him to wonder, "Why is Dad looking so many times? Maybe there is something there."

Grade-schoolers: More grown-up concerns

You may think that by this age your child has outgrown her first terrors, but some hang on. She may still be afraid of the dark or monsters (though now it's related to something scary she's seen on TV rather than some unknown bogeyman that lurks only in her imagination).


Kids are also becoming more concerned that something bad could happen to their parents. Your child may be afraid you'll be hurt in a specific way, such as a car accident, or she may just have a vague worry that she'll lose you.

When children first hear about death, they tend to think it's reversible. As its permanence dawns on them, many feel anxious not just about you but about dying themselves. Address your child's concerns in the simplest terms: You might say that when someone dies, his body stops working. Reassure her that you're both very healthy and that people don't usually die unless they are old or very sick or have a very bad accident.

The good news is that most anxieties are nothing for you to worry about. Being scared sometimes is simply part of being human. So while you're consoling your tearful child, you can take comfort in knowing that in the morning, the fear will most likely vanish with the monsters.

well, it took me ten minutes to read this article, it sounds interesting, i found it by chance when i search cnn website for weather and news in california.

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well, it's blogging time. recently alot of things happened around me, things such as food poisoning, school and exams. i'm started to feel that i'm a person with no lifes, after my exam, it will be my ca in accounting course. zzzzzzzzzzz. should i said i deserve it? maybe i should because i'm just bad guy who inflict pain to others. LOL

anyway i missing you! i'm offically missing sherry wong choi choi!. what she's doing now? sick? busy?. awwww. i dont even know what she's doing right now. awwwwwww, omg should i bought an air ticket and fly it to cali right now but when i think of nineteen hours flight, i'm not excited anymore cause my butt is going to hurt! somebody please sympathise my butt! thanks

counting 3 days 4 hours 21 mins and 30 sec that my friend phoebe are still angry with me and it still counting. how sad it is!

today is not really been a good day for me because went to school for the first time since a long long break, everything seems new to me, new teacher and everything. well, after getting a correct time table, i will figure out myself which lesson are meant to skip. opps.

guess my health has been deteroiating sighed. exam is just next week and i'm sick! i couldnt believe it. omg! hope sherry would pray for me! lol

still counting down my friend phoebe still angry with me to 1 days 17 hours and 30 sec.

this is a day where most of the bad luck happens on me. i'm sick and my friend phoebe are still angry with me because i keep message her while she's was working. counting down to 19 hours and 21 mins. omg. hope she would forgive me asap.

know that my xiao ben zhu and his "tommy" are having a bickering, hope they could make things peace. omg! i'm having fever and things couldnt go straight my mind. pardon me with my broken english. lol. i think i'm always using broken english all the time. LOL

today is not a good day for me, firstly sherry and i couldnt have a long chat. i wish to have a long chatting with her even i'm ugly i will treat her with all my care.

secondly i hope my friend retaking their o level science will have at least a pass then they could go to their desire course in the polytechnic.

thirdly, i made my friend furstrated, i would like to take this opportunity to apologise her, i hope you could forgive me. anyway i'm sick, it's mild fever. hope i could have recover a.s.a.p.

finally i could go out with mei teng they all, they are my friend's friends. well, their personaility is not bad, at least they are better than simei most of business class. Hopefully, i could have more opprunity to go out with them.

well take care everyone, hope the world is peace.

what state is your heart in? scared by memories you are both emotionally and physically scared a never ending pain caused by others betrayl,mistrust,and lack of reliabilty inflicted this pain.they say theres always a light at the end of the tunnel if you cant see it,maybe its true maybe its not but just hold on help is on the way.i hope . Myspace Quizzes

it's true!

well, today is not really a good day for me. the reason is simple, i feeling a little bit mood down. mood swing!. omg!. well, i'm worried as times goes by, i love to get a grade which i want!. today went to eat with my bro. we spent $26.40 for the meal. One plate of chicken meat, two plates of rice for each people. one small plate of "you tiao" and a small plate of "xia zhao". and also three cans of fizzy drinks. lol

on the other hand i dont think i would be able to do it!. wohoo. tomorrow is a holiday for me, but it's not an excatly holiday cos i need to study my books over again and again!.. awwww

well let's end at here. cause zerric is tired and i love sherry!

hmmm today this blogging entry would be a little bit difference than the other. As in a difference of no lol and haha in the whole post, the reason is because i'm feeling mood swing right now. it's been two consecutive day where i couldnt chat with sherry!. sighed. When you are not with me, i couldnt bring myself to smile!. Where are you??. I'm worried. Today was a fine for me, becos finally would be able to sing kbox but it only two hour of singing! not really a good experience of singing. I think it because kbox is having its five years of anniversary that why it forced us to left earlier.

Other then kbox, guan ting and i went to bukit panjang plaza today!. The reason is simple, my friend Phoebe said i didnt take the initiative to chat with her yesterday. So it's not counted for my yesterday visit. Awww, how can it be?!. Waste my time! Overall i think she's quite a friendly girl, the moment she saw me, she kept laughing as if she didnt saw my "cute" little face before. in fact it the truth she never saw me before. Quan tein told me phoebe and i belong to the same kind, our circuit have been misplaced that why we are "CRAZY". Well, i wouldnt know. maybe?. hope god will be with me every second and min to help me tide every obstacle i encounter.

have a question to ask xiao xi

that is my english is that bad?

that couldnt make u understand most of the time?



to sherry

hope you will be online

as soon as possible

i have been dearly missing you

awww

cos i love u!

final wish: i hope i could see sherry online and all my friend in pink health.

yesterday its not really been a great day for me. the reason behind is i only slept less than five hours due to some resident evil of action lolx.. from three past eight to half past eight.. lol.. haha.. do i deserve some sympathy from yours?.. lol.. from the time i woke up, first thing is to chat with sherry. after that i accompanied my friend, widi, to purchase his necessities such as nokia handphone charger, ipod charger and zip-lock bag.

i have been travelled 1/2 of singapore to search for almost all of his neccessities. first from south to south east and from there to northern west of singapore. haha. initially north-west doesnt include in our plan. so he was being "dragged" by me. in fact went there was just to meet one of my friend, phoebe, the moment i saw her she already gave me that kind of "bored" face. would it becos of her work? or becos of due to closing?.. lol.. i wouldnt know.. lol.. haha.. finally i could be able saw her face.. cos she's one of my "net friend".. well she looks average.. but her look is better than xiaoxi.. opps.. lol.. haha.. i think that's all.. hope today will be have a great day for me!.. lol

to sherry

where's sherry?.. lol.. omg.. haha.. she's been abducted by me?.. lol.. haha.. hope she would online soon and chat with me.. her hubbie.. i love you!

I have found this article by chance. Thanks to priscilla who gave me this article to read on her blog.. hehe.. she's in canada right now and she's having her midterm exam soon. hope she will do well for her upcoming midterm exam and may god bless her to maintained a good gpa!.. hehe.. anyway i wondered if i read this article earlier on probably two years earlier.. will everything been a dramatic change in my life?.. lol.. well i wouldnt know becos only gods has the omnipotence.. so definately he will know what will it be.. haha.. anyway everybody say in god words.. amen!


Beware of Garbage Trucks
By David J. Pollay

How often do you let other people's nonsense change your mood? Do you
let a bad driver, rude waiter, curt boss, or an insensitive colleague
ruin your day? Unless you're a robot, you are bound to blow your top
off. However, the mark of a sucessful person is how quickly he or she
can get back his or her focus on what's important.

Sixteen years ago, I learned this lesson. I learn it in the back of a
New York City taxi cab. Here's what happen.

I hopped in a taxi, and we took off for Grand Central Station. We were
driving in the right lane when, all of a sudden, a black car jumped out
of a parking space right in front of us. My taxi driver slammed on his
brakes, skidded, and missed the other car's back end by just inches!

The driver of the other car, the guy who almost caused a big accident,
whipped his head around and he started yelling bad words at us.

My taxi driver just smiled and waved at the guy. And I mean he was
really friendly. So, I said, 'Why did you do that? This guy almost
ruined your car and sent us to the hospital!'

And this is when my taxi driver told me what I now called, 'The Law of
the Garbage Truck'.

Many people are like garbage trucks. They run around full of garbage,
full of fustration, full of anger, and full of disappointment. As their
garbage piles up, they need a place to dump it. If they happen to dump
it on you, don't take it personally.

You just smile, wave, wish them well, and moved on. You'll be happier if
you did that rather than fight them.

So this was it: 'The Law of the Garbage Truck'.

I started thinking, how often do I let garbage trucks run right over me?
And how often do I take their garbage and spread it to other people: at
work, at home, on the street? It was that day I said, 'I'm not going to
do it anymore.' I see garbage trucks everywhere and everyday. I see the
load they're carrying. I see them coming to drop it off. And like my
taxi driver, I don't make it a personal thing; I just smile, wave, wish
them well, and I move on.

Good leaders know they have to be ready for their next meeting. Good
parents know they have to welcome their kids home from school with hugs
and kisses. Teachers and parents know that they have to be fully present
and at their best for the people they care about.

The bottom line is that successful people do not let garbage trucks take
over their day. What about you? What would happen in your life, starting
today, if you let more garbage trucks pass you by?

Here's my bet. You'll be happier.

So...love the people who treat you right.
Forget about the ones who don't.
Believe that every thing happens for a reason.
If you get a chance, TAKE IT!
If it changes your life, LET IT!
Nobody said it would be easy...
They just promised it would be WORTH IT

today it awesome

cos it's saturday

i can meet with widi and wei qiang

haha

to pass em the birthday present

haha

mon will be the day for school reopen

and it's closer to be my end

awwww

i hate it.

last but not least

i love you

sherry!

to my beloved sherry

sherry hope you online in the morning.. haha.. anyway with my blessing.. sherry scold full mark for her chemistry test!.. omg.. cheers.. it's party time.. lol.. i love you forever, sweetheart.

today u know i read newspaper and there's an article said that kelvin cheng would be taking this year of tvb best male actor award.. omg.. how could it be.. his acting skill just only an average.. lol.. if tvb is going to give him this year best male actor award.. i would swear to myself.. i wont going to watch any single tvb show for the rest of my life. For my opinion moses will be my best male actor this year.. his acting skill are already at the next level.. especially his role "mr okay" in heart of greed.. awww it's good.. lol

for best female actor.. i hope linda would get this award but the nominee are quite competitive. especially dai kai and siu kai in the role of tvb drama heart of greed.. it will be a tough fight.. lol.. omg.. haha

final wish sherry and tvb a happy year for u!.. lol

well i have some few annoucment to annouce.. haha.. first i starts with my studies.. haha..

1)it getting clearer and clearer that i could solve a math question.. though my timing is slow.. haha.. but i could see the way how to solve it

2)just now i received a sms from the police force, asked me to go for an interview on the next coming monday.. but the name is for boon yee lee.. not my name.. awww i think was it a prank sms.

3)today i saw xiaoxi.. though not really meet, face to face but finally i would know what you look like.. kinda satisfy.. i know i'm sure we will have the opporunity to meet again.. but please bear in mind.. haha.. if want to meet me.. please tell me are you coming alone or not.. dont tell me last min.. somebody is tagging along.. i dont really like it.

haha.. well thats all for zerric annoucnment for today.. lol.. if want to know more my news.. please log on to www.cnn.com.. haha.. there will be my detail profile.. lol

my day was pretty cool.. hehe.. hmmm i started to miss sherry now!.. hehe.. anyway sherry i love you until the end of time and i'm promise.. today was meomorising dictionary day.. haha.. lol.. it has few pages on the back of my dictionary and i could take about two hours to memorise all.. haha.. actually most of the words i came across before.. lol.. those easy word.. hehe

hmmmm hope tomorrow will be a fine day for me.. haha.. omg school is going to reopen soon.. awww.. i hate it.. it signify my day to my end is near.. awww.. lol.. but i couldnt stop the clock ticking away every min and sec.. lol.. on the other hand what i going to cherish every sec and min spend with you.. haha

to sherry

hope you can pass your chemistry test!.. i will be on later for sherry!

did i have the rights to have a choice?.. well since i was born, i dont have any rights to choose at all. for instance a recent event that have happened around me, had gave me the motivation to post this post. the things were followed, initally we agreed that my friend offered me his english tuition service to me for just a five dollar an hour.

starting it was okay, nothing much have happened. However as times goes by, problem starts to arise. For example I need to wake up early to accomdate his time in order just to have an english lesson. this was not the point, in addition that friend of mine have always want to have a share of what i have already subscribe. that is to rent him the dvd that i rent from videoezy online. well things are just repeated if you guys had already read the post that i had post earlier. if i dont agreed to, he will make a fuss by using sms attack to get his aim. is that a true friend call?

in addition, that friend of mine always use the tuition fee of five dollar an hour to ask for more. in order to get good results, is that call sacrifice or just to be a slave to the friend?. is this the dictionary defination of friends??. well often, i wake up early and mull over whether should i go to his place?. his place is far from my house, i need to travel approximately an hour to reach his place by bus. awwww.. if not money would be spend on cab fares. sighed.

two weeks left and i'm still suffering this kind of problem. i really wants to do well in my coming examination, but due to the circumstances i have mentioned it above, i doubts i could get a desire grade which can make me satisfy. sighed.. what to do?.. is life!

haha.. today is an alright day.. watched two movies.. haha.. the movies was okay.. haha.. the two i watched were the illusionist and the resident evil one.. hehe

for illusionist, the storyline is say about a guy whose name.. shit i already had forgotten the name.. it starts with an e.. he knows about magic and he can use his magic to recall the undead infront of his audience.. there's one scence i remembered the austria prince killed his finance becos his finance was reluctant to be part of his plan to help him overthrow his fathers throne.

initially she agreed to the plan but when she met her old lover, the magician, she started to realise that she truly love him rather than the prince himself.. however everything was too late.. she couldnt have a chance to tell the magician.. "what i truly love is u!".. she was being killed by the prince.. awwww.. i was on the verge to cry.. tears almost row down on my chin.. awww.. lol.. but it didnt happend.. lol.. haha.. so far the show i watched, none could made cried except a korean show the autumn tale.. the first show i cried.. omg.. sherry tissuse please.. lol.. SHERRY WHERE'S MY TISSUSE??.. awww.. no replied.. bad sherry!

lol.. haha.. for the resident evil one, it was an action packed movie.. haha.. almost every part of the show.. i could see gunshot, fighting against the undead.. lol.. omg.. it's so scary!.. lol.. haha.. but i like it.

anyway to sherry

i will online in the morning.. dont worry sweetheart.. loves u!.. from your hubbie.. zerric

You are The Fool

The Fool is the card of infinite possibilities. The bag on the staff indicates that he has all he need to do or be anything he wants, he has only to stop and unpack. He is on his way to a brand new beginning. But the card carries a little bark of warning as well. Stop daydreaming and fantasising and watch your step, lest you fall and end up looking the fool.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

well indeed the best result i had never got before!.. lol

what the defination of friend?

today was not really a good day for me. first i missed the chance to chat with sherry. secondly polar message me to lend him the movie i rent it from video ezy online, a local leading movie rental online store. haha.. i paid the subscription fee and rent any movie that i like within a month. I paid videoezy subscription fee and i paid him the fee.. sighed.. i'm broke. is what friend for?.. friendship can be used as a money making tool?.. sighed.. however if i'm polar i might do the same.. lol.. but isnt that too far by offering your service to a friend that u close with by charging him or her?

well i need to blame myself for not paying attention and put in the effort that why i'm in this predicament.. sighed.. i'm sick and tired of retaking again and again, i hope i really could do well to go into a course that i want.. is that hard?.. well it's hard.. if no effort had put in. hopefully i could pass with a grade that i want. sighed

haha.. today spend a day at a supermarket hunt.. lol.. haha.. my friend, widi, need to bought his daily accessories for his camp.. haha.. awwww.. lol.. hmmmm anyway not going to talk about now.. if not i couldnt sleep for rest of the night.. lol

awww.. hmmm what happen to sherry?.. sherry told me she's going to online.. haha.. in the end.. she on and off.. lol.. oh my gosh.. haha.. lol.. well sherry dont tell me it happen again.. hmmmm i do remember what sherry every word she typed.. i still remember her first word in msn is.. hmmm what my name.. haha.. lol.. becos i never gave her my name.. until when i'm in msn.. haha.. so cute and memorable.. lol

lol.. aww.. i love it.. lol.. sherry please give me a reply okay.. i'm worried.. hehe.. thanks from your sweetheart, zerric.

hmmm been wondering.. if i serve army next year.. what will happen to sherry?.. lol.. awww.. when i think it, my mood will not be very good.. haha.. i really hope i could like my bro.. need to reach the camp by 8 a.m and goes off by 5pm.. i'm envy of him.. on the other hand, i'm healthy.. most likely i would either got an a or a b.. i need to undergo what widi did.. 3 mths in the camp.. saturday book out and sunday book in.. awwww.. i will not have much time to chat with her.

lol.. it's hard to maintain a relationship especially when the other party are being sperated far apart.. awww sighed.. lol.. woman tends to have a fickle minded mind.. lol.. haha.. opps do i offend any female?.. lol.. well if it does.. i'm sorry.. nobody could promise what's the future lies ahead.. lol.. awwww.. well i think it should let nature take its own course.. lol.. awww.. i feel like signing on.. if that is the case.. i should go say goodbye to my poly's life.. lol.. haha

shit.. i wonder why do singaporean and pr need to serve the army.. lol.. cos singapore is small?.. lol.. they need an army and troops to defend the country if the country being attacked.. well is singapore have it value to attack?.. lol.. well i think it might be to do with it's geographical location.. haha.. lol.. it's easy to go to the east if either a ship or a plane is from the west.. lol

sighed.. lol.. i would enjoyed my remaning one years life now before ns!.. if not i couldnt enjoy it.. lol

awww now i'm blogging now.. lol.. somebody needs to read it.. haha.. she's touched again!.. yes!.. lol.. i want that.. thanks to xiaoxi.. haha.. and me!.. lol.. haha.. today being said by ceci.. i'm watching drive of life is slow.. yeah.. i'm slow.. haha.. but i dont really care.. cos i have alot of things to do at a time.. haha

anyway i wan sherry to accompany me to walk together for the rest of my life.. is sherry willing??.. from now on it always my wish!.. lol.. hmm actually is my wish long ago.. just that i have no time to type it out!.. hehe.. awww i dont know what to type.. haha.. lol.. from the time i woke up.. i think i being complete four or five episode.. haha.. lol.. i think i'm done for today for watching drama!.. lol.. wont be watching drama for the next few weeks!.. lol

awwww.. nothing much chatted between you and me.. i hate it.. zzzzzzzzz... anyway i'm sorry to offline without telling you that i having things on... lol.. haha.. sorry sherry.. awwww.. *cry*..

anyway i just watched finished mi2.. not really impress.. haha.. all it said about tom cruise is stop his subsitute to do bad things.. haha.. in the end he thrawted the plan of his subsitue.. haha.. that the ending.. lol.. sucks rite?.. haha.. lol.. anyway i think i need to blog often in order to let sherry read it.. haha.. if not sherry will complain again.. haha

on the other hand i would like to thanks xiao xi for giving me such a nice blog skin.. hehe.. haha.. but i dont really like the music.. i prefer feng.. or something which is soothing.. haha.. anyway nice effort!.. haha..

today my mood is pretty okay.. need to rush down to have a lesson with polar.. haha.. awww.. lol.. polar force me to go have lesson with him.. that why couldnt chat much with you.. sad~~~!!!!!.. need to suffer abt a mth.. and my fate is seal.. haha.. lol.. need to bear with it!.. haha.. inform you guys that i have alot of new family member..
1)ron ng==>> my brother
2)joe ma==>> my cousin
3)matthew ming dao==>GodBrother
4)jay chou==>>GODBROTHEr
5)SHERRY==>Lover
6) Linda Chung===>Wife!

haha.. well i think that all for now.. haha.. i love linda!.. lol.. she's hot!.. hehe

awww.. nice picture!.. lol.. sherry looks good

feel like uploading this picture.. so i took this oppunity to upload it.. haha.. hmmm now i'm really feel moodless.. 26 days countdown to the tomb.. sighed.. lol.. btw i'm yearn to see your diary!.. lol.. sherry's diary is cute and nice.. lol.. after i read it, i think i will just hide it.. it's belong to me!.. lol.. and sherry would said.. zerric where's my diary?.. i replied.. i dont know.. lol.. maybe a "FEMALE PIG" TOOK IT AWAY FOR YOUR BEHALF!.. lol

back to the topic.. lol.. i think i may died.. lol.. everything still bound alot of mistake.. lol.. sighed.. what can i do?.. LOL.. hmmm try my best.. lol.. anyway i got my result today.. it's a b and c.. lol.. c for aa1..=_=".. i thought i would got a b for that module.. LOL.. haha.. it's surprise that my tourism would got a b.. haha.. thanks to ah ling and ah yu.. lol.. haha.. ling yu?.. haha.. nice name.. lol

need to on my engine to fight till the very last end.. lol.. i think when the exams are over.. i'm drained up!.. but what to do is life!.. lol

now blogging for a request from a person.. lol.. sherry is for you!.. are you feel honour?.. lol.. awww.. dont know why i couldnt fall asleep.. i'm prepare to go sleep at 12.30a.m.. lol.. and when it past 2.30 a.m!.. i'm still not in the dreamland.. lol

awww and i was like shit.. why couldnt i fall asleep.. lol.. i'm tired!.. i was suffering from insonmia?.. lol.. awwww.. lol.. so i woke up and prepare to see another action packed movie.. mission impossible.. the disc went well about 30 mins.. lol.. and after that it hang!.. zzzzzzzzzzzz.. lol... curse the disc.. lol.. fortunaely i rent it.. not i bought it.. if not.. i will whack myself.. lol.. why am i being such so stupid!.. lol

awwww.. hope i really i could sleep with you now.. lol.. sherry is cute?.. lol.. no she's a monster!.. lol.. a big big monster!.. which can eat a minute zerric up!.. lol

sore eye straight for two days.. awwww couldnt realli stand it.. lol.. where's my remedy??.. awww.. lol.. today will be a busy day for me.. lol.. firstly i need to get things done for undone.. hhaa.. lol.. secondly i dont think there's any mood for me to go out for today

been pack by lots of homework.. awwww.. hate it.. but what to do?.. i'm choosing this route and i need to perserve.. hehe.. lol.. shit i want good results.. hehe.. lol

NO DRAMA FOR TODAY!.. IF NOT I WILL SUFFER IN THE END.. AND WHOSE GIVE ME SYMPATHY?.. NOBODY!.. NEED TO BEAR IN MY MIND.. HAHA

my mood was okay.. haha.. sherry where are you!!!!.. bulldog is missing you!!!.. haha.. lol.. awww my eyes hurt.. haha.. i think i got a disease call sore eyes.. lol.. sherry help!!!.. lol.. awwww.. how i wish you were here to treat me.. lol.. but it's impossible.. sighed

hmmm today is hui wang's birthday.. felt quite uneasy cos i never go to attend her birthday celebration.. hehe.. another reason is i been yearn for going to sing.. haha.. jay!!!!.. awww.. i wants you.. how about linda?.. lol.. linda too.. lol.. hehe.. but its all over now.. lol.. disheartened.. zzzzz

oh ya.. another i want to add.. i been seen beginning.. haha.. is nice.. especially felicia chin is so pretty.. haha.. awwww.. lol.. i wish she's my girl.. lol.. but i doubt will have the chance.. haha.. cos she's an actress.. just like linda.. lol.. well somebody is mad over this?.. haha.. lol.. i dont know.. lol

dont know what to type.. ends at here.. lol