well, it will be my last blog post until the day after where it nails the coffin of my future, the "o level" math and english examintaion. from my point of view, i wish monday will not come cause its a paper where i fear the most apart from science. its held both on the same day, for me these two subjects are generally weak since i have started my learning journey as a six years old kid and i could not hurl this obstacle because in the past i adopt an attitude call indifferent. this year i hope it would be different from the past years especially i put in alot of efforts and tons of money. tons of money i would referred to none other to be is my tuition fees, its like i'm spending over a Ks for the past few months and it pill like a hill when it approaches nearer.

on the other hand, i couldnt just look only the disadvantage becos the aim i'm going to achieve would at least a "B" and this "b" would gurantee a course that i want. this year i have putting alot of efforts on this two sub than the other subject. i even requested to defer my costing module to this sem cause i wanted to have more time to concentrate on this two. hopefully i can make it for the "really" last time. its depressing when i look through my grade last year and the previous year, i just only a d or a little bit better a c, it sucks but i knew i couldnt grumble becos i have never put in any effort for the past year papers.

anyway just look the trailer for the umpteen times of a tvb drama name "heart of greed" its a show where it talks about a family has their dispute over their six million wealth. although it revels the "evil" side of a human being but it tells me that if a family stays together nothing will break them apart because of their family bonds. argh i thought of another show again! LOL. i hope this year tvb award cenemory, heart of greed will be the ultimate winner and i'm certainly praying for that to happen.

today met kaka they all, apparently i do miss them especially mei teng and kaka because sometime they surprise me as in they would shout besides me and beat the hell out of me. though we are not from the same course and school and i got to know them becos one of my friend in their group is their classmate but it doesnt matter! haha whenever i think of mei teng reaction afer she had done something embarassed, she would hide her face behind her laptop bag or hide besides my friend who is her "di di" she's cute and not to forget kaka though the whole joruney neither she and i had initiate a chat but i think she's a good friend becos i feel she will treat her friend the best. well, ite and poly students their characteristics has a great difference, becos ite are for a bunch of hopeless kids who they dont have a brigt future due to they this adopt an attuidue call indifferent towards their studies that why they got into this learning instuition.

anyway i'm going to sleep man and god please guide me through this obstacle i'm having. last but not list is sherry, i love you, hope you and i will have more time to chat. hehe