hey i dont like alot of ppl to think abt what am i thinking.

i dont want to communicate with others even though i know it will work well with communicating with others.

i'm building a wall infront of everybody and said please stop here. thanks. that what i want, i really hate those betrayals and everything. everything is just my fault, alot of ppl gives me alot of disappointed looks. i'm fine with it really even though i feel a little bit zhek art. but i know. :)

nobody would know what i have been to, everybody say ya lor, i know u been to that what my route is too. but after a while, it will say can i borrow money from u? even the person its not there le. why i need to care?? i feel tired. those guarding here and there. seriously i hate it and i dont like to pick up call and sms. its tiring.

these few years, i more like more like become more gu dan. i tired le but nobody would know cause wo ju ren yu qian li zi wai.

overall, please kill me asap! i dont like to be here anymore as i'm feel tired. i hope this would end real soon.