haha. yesterday was a good day for me because i managed to get back to a friend whom i lost contact with him for around three years. haha. wow indeed thats a long time. haha. i always think of will i end my life with this regret but everything is okay with me now and i have listened to his side of story of whats the reason behind between him and e other friend of mine.

well, its understandable for him to do this and i have never hold against him at all. suddenly feel i'm too old and starts need to be responsible after being labelled for being an irresponsible guy for years. i think i should start to 'kan qi' this jia and thats what a man should do.

anyway i have found a girl whom i have never noticed it for twenty one years. few years ago, i almost quitted my school but her encouragement and her supports made me graduate with a cert. that the person is my mummy!!!! mummy thank you for 'yang yu' me for these years. its time for me to repay your kindness to me that is why i wish to sign on as a regular in the air force. moreover i have no idea what kind of job should i do after completed my ns.

however there's a cons because no company would regard NS experience counted as a job experience that is why people tends to do finish their ns as fast as possible. last time i have thought of being as a commerical pilot or a policeman because that show inspires me to be a commerical pilot but, on the other hand my science post a problem for me because of the caculation stuff. LOL. that is why i wont do well in any science paper.

as for the police, i would really wants to in the singapore police force because of psyduck but i never go for that interview. so = sian liao lor and also even i'm managed to get through the interview. there's another two more interview awaiting for me. i think they want to maintain their goodwill and assure there's no lucky guy who would be as a policeman if their characteristic are bad.

overall i should thank you, my mummy for being worried for all these years. i love u, i hope next life, i would be your son again although u always nag at me and ask me to sleep early. i do really appericate u even though u wont read this post.



well, this is a nice song, i hope everybody do enjoy this. AND BTW THIS IS A SINGAPORE PROUD BECAUSE THE SINGER IS FROM SINGAPORE ITSELF.