well, a promise are meant to be fulfilled even the person u promised to are not here with u anymore. haha. isnt that imbecile??? maybe?

haha. seriously i dont even have a sense of grieve? haha. dont know ba. cause my mindset are kinda weird de. haha. i thinking of alot what are my futures are like. to be a teacher? a cnb officer? a farmer? an investor?? dont know la. haha. planning my futures are isnt as easy as it takes to realise.

lol. the most likely route i would take is to be a teacher and open a farm in taiwan. i dont mind i spend tons of money into that farm. as long, u get the signal. i'm contented enough. haha. but dont ever think in this life, u will know it anymore.