third day of he died, i couldnt accept the fact of he leaving us but i need to get myself out of this predicament. haha. hmmm why things tends to do things in this way. haha. hmmm only god will know. haha.

anyway i think its a brand new start for me le. haha. okay,time to get serious about work. haha. should i do this or do that way?? pondering. haha.