孤单永远是最孤独的,而寂寞永远都是伴随着孤单而来

Tuesday, 25 December 2007

neng hui dao guo qu ma??

really have no mood to blog at all but without even blogging i dont think i will have the mood ba. sighed. okay i think this post will use singlish to post it ba. hope to see her smile again, 20 hours 38 min 50 sec.

yesterday was not a great day, i have sent two message to a best friend, cai hui wen. i dont know what's wrong with me la. zhen de hao xiang, xin li zhu zhe yi ge er mo, gen ben jiu rang wo yong he bu li zhi de xin shi qu lai zuo mou jian shi. ke bei ba. received 11 message from my friends. but 9 of it consist of hui wen de. wo zhen de hao hen wo ji zi, i waited the sms until its not too lag for the whole night. hai

huo gai right? hui wen wo zhi dao cuo le, wo wei she me zhe yang dui ni, 就像你得好朋友说讲的,我不是你得什么人。为什么我会这样子做,连我自己都搞不清楚,我会这样子做。我真的好像要你的笑容,我真的好想,可是会有可能吗? 不知为什么,我不由自主地流下了眼泪。我真的好忏悔我所对你做的一切伤害。

我想根本不可能回到原来了吧。

wo zhen de bu shang yu biao da, hai you jian shi wo gao bu dong. wei shen me wo shuo concern de, wo mei ci dou yong hurtful word lai dui ta. wei shen me?? xiao xi shi zhe yang, geraldine ye shi, ta ye shi, wei she me?????! wo xiang shi wo de negative thinking zai zuo sui, wo zhen de bu zhi dao ga zhe me xie xia qu le.

dui bu qi wo rang ni guo le yi ge he bu yu kuai de xmas day, sui rang ji ke yi rang wo biao ta wo shuo xiang de, ke shi na yi zhong feeling shi wu fa explain de. shuo yi ne wo should end this post.

final wish: wo xi wang ni le, xiao kou chang kai. zhen de. chu le xi wang, wo zi ji dou bu dong suo shen me hao.

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