after had some sleep. zhong yu xiang tong he duo shi, huo xu shi zi ji xiang bu tong, huo zuan niu jiao jian ba. haha. hmmm wo xiang tong le, a person whose life does not need to encircle by his or her. its simple and yet nobody seems to know this theory and logic. even i also have problems whether can i do it ma.

sighed. wo xiang wo tai guo eng liao la. that why wo hui hu xi ruan xiang. hao le i think i should travel to cdc to do volunteery work. ban zhu na xie he bu xing de er tong or ah gong or ah ma. jiu xiang yesterday widi and me shuo jian de, zai wo xin mu zhong, you yi zhuo fang zi, ke shi zai ta de si zhou wei, shi yi ge hen gao hen gao de wei qiang(not that wei qiang hor) lai bao hu zi ji. haha. jiu xiang my section head doctor koo shuo jiang de. i tend to use feelings to make decision. which is very bad. huo zhe xiang rong cheng yi qian ge wo jiang de, wo zuo shi mei jing guo da nao.

dui dui dui!!!! I AGREE TO EVERYBODY SAID. but i dont have the determination which is very bad. i need a breakthrough in my life. a breakthrough which can give me a new life!!!!! let me remembered what is the purpose of life. is it self torment? or everyday think postively? i hope is the latter part which can change!!!! yi qian wo xiang wo zhao dao le, ke shi you shi qu le. sian la!!! sighed!

I NEED A BREAKTHROUGH IN MY LIFE IF NOT I REALLY WILL DIO KI SIAO DE AND MAKE PEOPLE AND MYSELF SUFFER !!!!!!