hey its sunday and what do a typical person do on sunday? sleep!!! well, i guess i'm not belong to that group beacause i'm always lack of sleep partly due to the reason of friends stayed in my house so i have no choice to keep myself awake. haha. anyway there's nobody to go my blog and read those post which i have posted except xiao xi? lol.

anyway i just found theres alot of courses whom i have interest but i dont think i'm qualified to it. so i guess lets god to decide my fate. haha. for example, hospitality and resort management, i have lotsa interest to pursue my studies in the particular trade but i'm not qualify it anyway because my horrible results. by the way, i feel kinda emo now, lol cause i pondering about whether do i, not a person who is being 'tuo fu' to ladies and neither i'm the right guy whose confide with for guys. haha. my life is full of misery and mistrust. people who i'm cherish with dont stay long in my life and people i hate goes the opposite way. haha

shit i'm seriously lagging now. i couldnt think of anyfink to describe my feelings. guess i seriously need to catch some sleeps if not i couldnt revise for my upcoming test. sian auditing!!!!! awwwwwwww thats one of my reason why i describe i'm so sian and dull!!! dismal leh!!!!!

well, i have things to make clear it now. if people dont believe i have depression before. i wont explain it much further because no matter how many time and how firm my explaniation is, you will just say really meh?? shi zhen de ma?? bu yao pian wo leh, wo ke bu shi na me rong yi qi bian de. i may look perfectly fine at the moment but who will know in the next moment, i wont do anyfink which is something silly. for example trying to commit sucicide. haha guess its pretty good at least theres no worries anymore. hehe =D. anyway i'm not here to let you believe or not, i just uttered it out because i believe you guys will give me some assurance like what happen?? what do u do dude? and not those questions which i dont give a heck of!

so i'm done here oh ya if your chinese is b3 and above or those people who tends to think their chinese is very 'the good' please go to my new blog wwww.beiganqingshufuderen.blogspot.com. if not there will be humaliation for yourself. thanks if any comment do pose here. haha because i'm lazy to sign a tagboard there but it gonna happened pretty soon.