damm whenever i heard this song, i will shed my tears. however that was the past. haha. now kinda listen. mood feel very sad but hor. haha. there's nth to sad about. haha. LOL. haha. just like what my pris jie said, she likes to listen soothe song. haha. then here come the soothe song!!! nice welcome tian wang jackie cheung!

i find this two songs pretty nice. haha. its from tvb drama 'grow with love' some find it so sad de. haha. but nvm nice song can le. haha

beat emo monster!!!!!!

well, just came back from outside. its 6.26 a.m now. haha. apparently i have not sleep for this single night. haha. i dont know why, those memories just flow back to what i have used to be. haha. hmmm maybe i'm more cheerful in this way?? how do i know, i think because last time i do emo but because of my ex, that why i'm started to get anti social.

haha. hmmm well, pretty enjoy this kind of outing because from an age of teenager of 14 to a big girl and boy?? LOL. dont know la. just feel that we do understand about how each other to think. haha. last time i dont like to revel my secret because i think they might laugh at me ba. haha. so think too much lor. haha. even those topic which i forbidden to tell to my 'nu xin' de peng you. haha. i also tell la. LOL.

rmb kanmatsutra MR LEW AND MRS LEW?? LOL. dont know how to spell it la. lol. i do admit my spelling sucks. lol. hmmmm so i think i need to get add into my favourite website taht will be dictionary.com. LOL. haha.

yesterday just bought two clothes from vivo. LOL. well, i pretty like it. haha. so thanks to u two ar. haha. lao gong and lao po hor. LOL. but thats chi zhao de. haha. so i bless u two ar. LOL, if got children i be the children gan die ar. LOL. nice leh. haha. can everyday psycho my emoness to them. LOL. buay pai leh. so keep on going. must be daring wor!!! haha. LOL

anyway i try dont want to be emo liao because there's nth to emo and emoness will just bring down my self confidence. so i hate it man. LOL. so as what my gan nu er, joyce said. LOL. i hate u emo monster!!! LOL. heng la. never say monster inc. LOL. if not dio say by ppl liao. LOL.

i do have alot of things to regret but i'm sure i'm not going to regret one thing. if i dont sign it up for cdac( a self help chinese to chinese group). initially, i signed it up because of my 8 years friend leh!!! LOL. haha. widi ang!!! LOL. pumping position down. LOL. 20 PLEASE!!!!!!! LOL. i very good liao hor. haha. i ask u do pumping got say please de hor. LOL. so dont say i'm not good hor. haha. hmmmm but really last time was because of signing it up for the tuition group. first wei le my friend, the other wei le hui ting. but thats really long ago le. haha. i think my batch outramian then know ba. haha. LOL. but i also hack la. haha. dont say me phili again hor!!!! LOL wo shi zui wu gu de hor!!! LOL. if not i go sing that song. zhang dong liang that song, dang ni gu dan ni hui xiang qi shui. haha. well, i will go change that song. dang wo wu gu, ni hui xiang qi shui. LOL. answer so obvious. I AM LA!!! KAPO!!!! LOL ROCKS!!!!!!!!!

dont know la, i think i too high liao ba. haha. LOL. really wish to go out more often with u guys. haha. LOL. too enjoy le. LOL. hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
i dont know what to write leh. suggest leh??? LOL. haha. maybe u can suggest it for me. haha. mr mocha man. LOL

the last thing, heart of greed vcd is out!!!! LOL. OMG >33. Linda dont cry, u cry my heart break leh. LOL. dont wei le raymond er fang qi wo, wo shi zui hao de!!!!!!!!! LOL. so bu yao you yu, bu yao huai yi, jiu shi wo le. LOL. to let u be the frog queen leh!!! LOL. queen leh!!!! LOL. so u must be feel honour hor. LOL

okay i think this post, i post alot of crap le. haha. LOL.

i hope today are going to be not a bad day for me. anyway i hope u would understand what i mean in the following post but i wont make it that kind of obvious. haha so here it goes:

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well, if u understand what i mean above, congratulation. lol. ur iq must be very high cause i ask 3 person out of three person. nobody understand what i said. LOL. so you know. haha. LOL. okay la. keep on guessing. anyway give u a tip, its han yu pin yin format. pardon me for my chinese hypy sucks. haha. LOL. so pai seh ar. haha. LOL. okay la. take care u all. haha

haha. yesterday was a good day for me because i managed to get back to a friend whom i lost contact with him for around three years. haha. wow indeed thats a long time. haha. i always think of will i end my life with this regret but everything is okay with me now and i have listened to his side of story of whats the reason behind between him and e other friend of mine.

well, its understandable for him to do this and i have never hold against him at all. suddenly feel i'm too old and starts need to be responsible after being labelled for being an irresponsible guy for years. i think i should start to 'kan qi' this jia and thats what a man should do.

anyway i have found a girl whom i have never noticed it for twenty one years. few years ago, i almost quitted my school but her encouragement and her supports made me graduate with a cert. that the person is my mummy!!!! mummy thank you for 'yang yu' me for these years. its time for me to repay your kindness to me that is why i wish to sign on as a regular in the air force. moreover i have no idea what kind of job should i do after completed my ns.

however there's a cons because no company would regard NS experience counted as a job experience that is why people tends to do finish their ns as fast as possible. last time i have thought of being as a commerical pilot or a policeman because that show inspires me to be a commerical pilot but, on the other hand my science post a problem for me because of the caculation stuff. LOL. that is why i wont do well in any science paper.

as for the police, i would really wants to in the singapore police force because of psyduck but i never go for that interview. so = sian liao lor and also even i'm managed to get through the interview. there's another two more interview awaiting for me. i think they want to maintain their goodwill and assure there's no lucky guy who would be as a policeman if their characteristic are bad.

overall i should thank you, my mummy for being worried for all these years. i love u, i hope next life, i would be your son again although u always nag at me and ask me to sleep early. i do really appericate u even though u wont read this post.



well, this is a nice song, i hope everybody do enjoy this. AND BTW THIS IS A SINGAPORE PROUD BECAUSE THE SINGER IS FROM SINGAPORE ITSELF.

this is the best song that i have heard raymond sing and most importantly. it signify my feeling. hope do everyone enjoy!!! LOL

why cant it be view?? does anybody know??

just went out and walking alone on the street. have been thinking alot, whether should i continue to emo myself?? or walk out of this predicament. well, seriously i dont have an idea. i'm strolling from my house to my secondary and primary school,chinatown, singtel building and raffles place.

when i came across a temple, out of my expectation. i actually kneel it down and start to pray to the god. well, how could i do that?? i dont even know. i just purley did it and wish the god would bless priscilla, her and friends that i know( of course not the hypocrite)

i do hope all my friends are good, they would be able to lead to his or her life happily and how about me?? i dont even have an idea now but i'm sure i wont be alone because there's always my brother and sisters(although that is not real).

how i wished this strolling would be an effective for me but i dont think so. nah i'm okay for now. just chat with a friend whom i knew it for years, seriously i dont know what had happened between him and my the other friend but i'm guess the other friend of mine wouldnt mind too much.

well, i think i have stop here. sigh. chris ONLINE DONT HOOK ON ANIME!!! ITS NOT GOOD!!! U'RE MY MAID LEH!!! LOL

wow i couldnt believe this, death note has its sequal after death note 2: the last name. well, i couldnt figure out why kira have been change to a kid? or even a girl. awwww. i dont know. but nvm i guess i would like this movie as much as the previous version.

here are the trailer which i can be found on utube. haha

well, its a brand new start for everyone because it's the first day in a brand new year of 2008 but for me, its not going to be a good year. the reason are simple, NS are coming in my life. haha. awwww. sad la. haha. why do singapore initiate this National service scheme?? LOL. sian la. but nvm since its our obligation anyway.

i guess i need to suffer le. haha. well, to all my schooling friend. its a brand new year for u. haha. dont slack hor. haha. if slack, i whack u ar. haha. hmmmm and works hard and year end is the time to enjoy the year of hardwork. haha. LOL