by the way something to update.. lol.. regarding the bbq.. i was dejected.. in the sense of why i suck?.. LOL.. haha.. i think I'm the one who lack self confidence.. haha.. was wondered how long will it continue.. if it's gonna to be a product.. that will be no expiry date between you and me and i'm willing to spend with you forever.. ha ha.. you guys know who i'm referring to.. haha

haha.. i still reminiscence that when i met some of my female friend.. in the end it's gonna be my first and last view of her.. haha.. so i think i'm look that bad... until it turn out to be that way.. lol.. well haha.. i dont know.. haha anyway if it cant be the way i expected.. i would just follow what "xiang" way.. lol.. unmarried and opt for adoption for kids.. haha

that's not too bad in my point of view.. lol.. sighed.. i was wondered did sherry do the same thing to me?.. awwww... i think if it is.. that will be my end of the world