孤单永远是最孤独的,而寂寞永远都是伴随着孤单而来

Sunday, 6 February 2011

Shit i'm in a dilemma whether shld i go for jay or jj concert, one in kl and one sg. Haha hmmmm both fall on the same day, however personally i do prefer jay chou.

As it was all along my idol, haha. So ya. On a second tot, i have no idea whether who will be free and willing to be wif me on to the concert. Haha gonna check the left over tix, if happen pick up e seats i want, most likely i will be going for jay's concert.

Shit i'm so happy. Gotta made calls to my and travel agencies. Haha.

Its 3 am and i need to go to square two to help calvin take 6 stocks of kinect and two me320. Haha

Kinda log off, have a gd rest then.

Jay ng



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Friday, 4 February 2011

At my house lan shop, blogging. two posts in a day, started to get back the regular poster for this blog liao. Well, its good to keep blogging but sometime gotta sick of it.

Anyway, i will receive my results in this end of coming feb, shldnt be a problem for F2 and F3 although i have not much time on F3. Back then, i made a silly mistakes that i caculated FIFO method as Weighted average, think nicholas will kill me on that. I kind of enjoying Nicholas lecture and when i'm going to take my F8, i will choose him once again as my lecturer.

I think this sem, its a challenge to me as my english was not that good as compare to others, Its F4. Coporate and Business Law, a 3 hour paper and 15 mins reading time. No matter what it is, i will go for my F4 paper and so is my F1 paper.

Wonder where will be the venue, heard from the Singapore Local ACCA office, they had once held at Ngee Ann Poly or some local JC. Came to think of it, kinda like F4 alot as it do have alot of things to memorise like the case law, statutory law, stare decisis, the contract basis of whether is it, Offer & Acceptance, Intention to create Legal Relations and Consideration and base on what rule, should the literal rule or golden rule apply. Kinda Challenge sia, i cant wait for the chapter on Company Act, will be interesting.

I couldnt take my F6 once again as it dont have vanacy on it, haha. Sian, nvm, i would have it on the next Sem, heard from my lecturer mr Kweh, F4 knowledge will be vital for F6, so i feel its quite true as it publish on acca website too.

Kinda log off now as i need to go and buy some food for my breakfast. Take care folks!!!!

A random tots of mine on the second day of my year!!!

Its 4.17, im still awake from this cny season. Just received a sms from gina that i'm able to work on this coming weekend, kinda expected as its calvin's effort. But theres again, there will be a reshufflement this coming june.

Anyway didnt get to go any relative hse to bai nian, as usual stay at hme and doing nth however i got a new LCD tv to accompany this festive season. Seems not a bad idea.

Recently two days i applied, accounting position to gain my experience as it required in my course to gain my membership in icpas. Haha kinda sian leh, 36 mths leh!!! 1 min in office job, i sian liao. Lets alone 36 mths!!! But bo bian.

I dont know whether shld i try to apply big 4. However big 4 its hard, as i dont have any accounting experience personally preference deloitte, kpmg and ernest and young but it got to decide on fate le. As theres a saying let nature take its own course.

Here are some photo which i take at pasir ris park and tanjong rhu. Kinda memorable, however its not the day i want to rmb. =)











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Friday, 26 February 2010

long time never been blog, i thought i would never post this again. maybe xin xue lai chao.

have been thinking will i achieve what i want in my future??

after been the camp, i have been thinking a lot, since i want to do something which people are skpetical about it, i may as well keep going. i believe one day, ppl will join me and we go on together. thats what i believe. who dont wish to change after going via a series of misery which they have been encountered in their life. but they have no idea what are the platform is. singaporean are so skeptical about it and they dont even want to give it another chance. which i feel its a waste la.

thats what i get, just met wei jie this afternoon, chat alot. we chat from football to business and some inspriation movies and people which we feel that they have been achieve in their life like steve jobs, soros, buffet and etc.

been enjoying but i need more appts!!!!

Sunday, 21 February 2010

long time never upload le. haha. thinking i have alot of things to upload. firstly i was sad to hear that stella pass away. i knew it's very long but i have still feeling. no wonder i couldnt find her on facebook. i was wondering does she have a facebook? kinda no mood, but still life lor. need to goes on. i'm used to this. i know with this, it can help me goes on my life even further.

Cause i know in this life, either u be e loser or u be winner. i choose to be winner and i need to win everything and i gotta be confident in everything i do. stella although i'm not close to u in class but somehow i feel u're there for me for ur friends ba. i need to have a great motivation.

thats all, i want to do big in this 2010!!!! eldee tang!!! i want to be one of your top earner in your company!!!!

Friday, 8 January 2010

To my Best Friend

I think we have too much misunderstanding, that why the situation like this. i would say sorry even though sorry doesnt seems to a matter anymore.

To me, i think you are better than me, that why i feel you need to be good in everything but i'm wrong, even how strong are u, you are just a human being, u will getting emotional and i'm the unlucky one.

No matter how i dont want to do, you still pull me back and when i'm willing to start as a new beginner. "BOOM" you're gone, is that call retribution? i hope it is. HAHA. but anyway for this period, to me u're the best cause no matter how tired am i, i will still look for you.

Due to my procastination and immature attitude, u gave up on me. Do i still have the chance to talk to you again? i do hope we can change for a better one.

THANKS JK!

Monday, 28 December 2009

my blog are not getting much response. haha. so i'm just write down my thoughts.

its been not gd or a very gd christmas for me. well, i have lotsa negative thoughts or perhaps are am just thinking too much. i think both plays a part. i would really want to clear things out, i know i'm not gd in people's relation. ppl might find me as a joke, failure or immature. i really try things out, but action are always speak louder than words. i just simply cant convert my thoughts into action, that why my friend are just are hi and bye.

LOL. its been ironic but basically that how my life is, even though i can sell alot, however i dont feel tt kind of happiness or recognisation that i'm having. i admit i'm too self-centred, never put myself into other ppl's shoes.

i was just living in my own world!! maybe a change of environment can really change a person's attitude towards life. am hates my job, its been too hypocrite and i'm losing really gd friend. sorry, but do u accept? i'm suppose not.

LOL, but what to do? life wont stop just for u. so please keep your sadness or any negative thoughts and show ppl what are the postitive thoughts u have in ur mind!!!!

Thanks!!!!!! TIRED need to handle interview and customer complaint. shit, its been a south and north!!! or east and west!!! LOL thats life, my friend. haha

Tuesday, 15 December 2009

i dont like what am i'm treating to people. i dont wish to explain more even i'm misunderstanding. cause i know e more i explain. e more misunderstanding it will be getting. but would anybody know what i really want?

i should ask myself, whether am i too self centred? i hope i can know of certain things. people always say i'm immature of everything, but people wont know of e true reason behind. i really keen on succeed in everything i'm doing but sometime it against my own will.

i'm not good in communicating that why i'm got bully by others. even my own friend who i trust, also feel annoyed by me. that why she dont reply my msg. i have a barrier against ppl. nobody would see how much effort i put in to this. just like psyduck, widi and many more.

sometime i do feel its worthless in this world, i really wish to have sth which i can cling on, e road i walk its very tiring. e more i walk, e more tiring it is, can i end my miserable life?

Tuesday, 1 December 2009

its been a long time, i didnt blog.

today i met terri for a while, i din knew he was somewhere near funan. so i met him and i was meeting with andy too. so ya, we meet together. then after meeting andy, we go to bugis and find a place to chit chat.

was too stress with my work, actually finding somebody who u feel comfortable with, it was very enjoying. i really need a very long break for me to smoothe out my mood. but on the other hand, a long break indeed need a very strong financial backup. at least 1k? LOL. i think so ba. too tired with everything i have.

somehow i do feel like can control the timing i want, well who dont like it? i couldnt thinking of anything else just do work. i have been so quiet in order not for me to mix with others. i just dont like if i do anything wrong, ppl will say alot of bad things about me.

anyway, i have been seeing too negative things, when can i start seeing postitive things??? i guess not now.

Wednesday, 28 October 2009

Hey back to blogging, few months ago, I was happy for offering the job, few months later, I will be lost the job? That's isn't job stability at all. Maybe my eq are not good as others. That why I was thinking where should I go. For a second thought, it isn't the end of the world. I have my own responsibilities to settle and I have my own path of life which needs me to create. Life isn't as smooth as what we think they, it has it's own way to go.

Fan la, want to find somebody to confide with.

Friday, 16 October 2009

ytd just past by a shop call phoon huat, i knew the person who i bought the chocolates are from there. its reminds me bits of memory where its gone. its not been myself for these few days, in fact i'm sick and tired of everything. but life still carries on isnt it?

i have been thinking back of what a lady told me, i would say she's much more pitiful. Here are her story, she was thinking that an american bio technology companies are going for her egg as her egg are for its reproduction of immune of cancer. and it could be cost alot and she's trying to have some defend of herself.

she think that her family of putting staying over there are trying to prison her of not going out and when i told her that when she was asleep there's somebody came out of her room. she told me was it her room mate? i was like what? it actually is you who came out in the middle of the night, i find that the ppl who stay in there are very 'sheng bu ke che'. the reason why is because the lady who told her background to me, actually play well in her piano. it was such a melody that i seriously would ask for more. even though it just a short period there, it was quite a meaningful experience for me. which everybody fears of it.

its been there for years, when can i hurl over it? would my path of life been stagant for the rest of my life? i seriously do need somebody could confide wif me, however i dont think there's a people there.

RMB there's always ppl who come and go. thats the principle of LIFE.

Thursday, 15 October 2009

today i just know a lady?! i dont know can use what to describe her, it was my first time to meet her but she has alot of things to confide wif me? abt steven?? its bdd things anyway but i dont know why she seems very lonely.

i feel she's like a person who know for a long time. and the lian he wan bao she buy was still in my bag. how forgetful is she. okay, i think its my first time and last time to see her? cause i dont really go to j8.

anyway dont think too much, she's just a ou yu. thats all i can say.

oh ya, just atteneded ndo3. however it was an dissapointment again but not totally an dissapointment cause i do chat with chester for quite a few mins? tts gd rite? counted myself to be lucky? actually he was the one who approached talk to me. u know i dont talk to others, whenever i dont feel there's a need.

maybe its my natural that, whenever i being misunderstand or being maligned, i wont go and further explain nor i will try make an effort to go and explain for it. cause i do know in this world, the first impression is fuck up, everything is totally a gone case. and the impression is there, no matter how hard i do explain? will the person do believe?

no right?? so ya lor, let the bad impression of me and etched into ppl's mind and i would carry on as my own life. i do feel tired? but would there be any change if i do the change? i also dont understand myself. just feel its tired to have it in this way. emo again?

i suppose not.

Wednesday, 23 September 2009

met someone in ten mins time. kinda look forward, but the excitment is no more. haha. lol. just spend 700 dollars for top up my accounts. haha. bo bian. thats all, hope to blog more. hehe.

Sunday, 23 August 2009

APPLE?



who is apple?? e one who i know??



e one who i dont even know?? recently went to see a movie, name 'orphan'. it was a nice movie whereby esther have a pitiful background.

but from e start to the end of the movie, i dont feel any excitment even though its thriller, i seriously do think what are the kick, last time gt tt excitment but now totally dont have. haha.

sian, i book my practical on 9 nov at cdc. LOL. i was thinking leh, super long sia!!! LOL. tts all i think.

saw someone online but she was away or never reply, yearn to talk her but i dont think she wants it anyway. haha. so ya. take care.

Wednesday, 19 August 2009

Back to blogging.

Taking My car license. I was thinking of my work during e lesson, super stressful job. Low stock, everything seems not in my way, i was thinking of quitting.

Customer complaint i settle, customer software problem i settle. and i gotta take other ppl stock. zzzz. and i wasnt get any ty. just feel they treat it as take it for granted.

i really super sian, was thinking for the past few mths, denki show. i take acer aspire one. one of the sun, i gotta deliver to customer hse. zzzz. i think century square best denki going to close down le. they are not trying to attract the crowd anymore. hai, but my sales rep will think that everything is not i try harder.

so ya, stressful, but lppl. haha. take care

Sunday, 19 July 2009

k. done. haha. acer trade in promo is still on tml. haha. but my side like trade in or no trade in no difference. no ppl one. haha. super sian. haha. overheard from eddie who call jessie at vivo. their side also kanna super jia lat.

haha. i think whole best is like this ba. haha. hmmmm hope my new model can come in asap. haha. den i can chiong ar chiong!!! haha.

bought n97, i like some of the feature is inside but has negative too. haha. but its still quite okay leh. haha. hmmmm i want something is much more better lor. aim for two spare batteries. think cost me 100 plus ba. haha. but i want to spend it at 100 dollars nia. haha

haha. oh ya, its gd and gd. when a thing is not there, it forever not there. so ya. haha. tts all i can think of. haha. take care.

Thursday, 16 July 2009

back to blogging, its going to be 5 le. haa. and i'm still awake. kns. haha. LOL. ytd went to met hao yi and one of his friend. we went for scenery view. haha. all our "first time" being given to each other. haha. so zai. haha, was thinking when will be the subsquent meet sia.

haha. i like the atmosphere and everything even though it was just a 4 hrs meet but everything was so nice. haha. took some picture with my e71, but i dont think its really gd. cause the picture quality was like a shit. haha.

tml will be the debuts of harry potter. was look so much forward to it cause its a movie i will definately watch cause i'm totally in love of harry potter. haha. simply marvellous. whenever i think of lord voldermort, ron, professor snape. haha. omg!!!!

i'm back to it. haha. its a movie which i waited for almost 2 years i think. looking forward. i hope this saturday wont come. but it cant be prevented. hai. haha.

Monday, 13 July 2009

i feel that my friend and i are having a gap ba. i may not know e reason but when i feel tt we never go out for a long time, in e end we feel e atmosphere is not right. i just want something which is much more enjoyable.

or maybe my mindset change?? i hope i can find out the reason behind. i think i got to thanks one ppl in my life. which gotta be joyce. haha. whenever i need a person, even though sometime u're not there but generally gd!!! thanks dude. appreciate it. haha.

i think i have too much of bad points le ba. haha. i hope i can minus as many asap. haha. so happy. messenger can work for e71 and n97. hope it dont get problem. haha.

take care.

Thursday, 9 July 2009

while on the way to parkway, i saw mei teng online. she asked me what am i doing? she told me, she going to look for a laptop which has core 2 duo but budget less than 1.2k. hmmm i was thinking of acer tt clearance model. but its being discon liao and no more stock cause sibei hot selling. core 2 duo gt graphic card $999 only. Then asus also not bad which is an exclusive to best but i dont think buyer wont take in soon cause last weekend in house promo is super hot $990. core 2 duo with 2 years international warranty. haha.



nvm, she's going to buy next mth. there's a mth for her to survey. somehow i feel some guiltiness cause cant meet joycelyn ba. hai always gt some miscommunication between us. sibei sian. till now, i do have the feeling.



thinking of tml booking tix if not i will be too stressed out by job. heard some sad news from fellow collegue, but understand due to its economic downturn. i was thinking will theres a chance for my turn?? or will i be transfer to mustafa?? haha. dont like it sia cause best going to open a new store there. dont know who will kanna.



just clear one L7380, super happy even though no lappy or desktop sales but this model plus L7390 is headache to me cause its super duper long model, cant clear de. heng gt this customer if not he sure will buy canon display Lbp5000. haha. and hope i jia ka liao e voucher which pei fern give me. haha. hope L7390 can clear out soon.



Will ask wind they all, to take in OJ6500 whether is it the wireless or non. nice model and cheap. haha.



Last Hope, L7390. faster clear out and C5380 quick coming!!!! can sell. LOL.

Wednesday, 1 July 2009

i like this song, by dong li huo che. its a ending theme in shuang zi xin. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4EmbsZ5iBT0&feature=related like it, just like bu si xin hai zai, tui fa ming yu de an pai. just like whenever u dont give up, u will always think of change the fate to the place u want.

i looked into my contract and i find that its sucks. haha. LOL. 3 days of paid leave. LOL. sian liao. haha. i thought its like 6 or 7 days. LOL. haha. anyway just went to service customer's laptop, service is not too bad, waited for around 10 mins, tea, coffee and com to play. those are the latest gadgets by hp i think especially the touchsmart i most amaze. i like touchsmart cause everything its u design the desktop not the desktop design for u. haha.

awww accidentally spill some water on my laptop. heng never got any problem. but got the teh teh sound. irritating. haha. was supposed to meet joycelyn but as usual she slept late. kns. LOL. haha. saw alfred they all during work, was suprised but life are full of surprise isnt it??

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