haha. people said i'm good, but i always think it a different way. haha. nvm lor. okay. dont know what to say liao. haha. hope its end here ba. take care my friend. oh ya, i just remember 没人能够了解我,就连我自己都不了解自己.sounds very what hor. haha. so ya. bye

third day of he died, i couldnt accept the fact of he leaving us but i need to get myself out of this predicament. haha. hmmm why things tends to do things in this way. haha. hmmm only god will know. haha.

anyway i think its a brand new start for me le. haha. okay,time to get serious about work. haha. should i do this or do that way?? pondering. haha.

the second day of my friend died. ya. mood not really good. just wondered why did he need to do that. so ya. haha. hmmm just now take cab home and the uncle told me one guy actually hit an old lady and causing the old lady to suffer internal blood to death. sian.

the driver actually got what the punishment. but seriously i think the punishment is too light liao. one year imprisonment sia. sian la. i think too light liao. hit and run leh. somemore a lao ah ma leh. wa lau. like that also can ar. heaven really no eyes lor. sian!!!!!

oh ya. i think something really happens to my com. sian la. always chu stunt. ask my com go hollywood to stunt. sure will famous one. okay. i self entertaining. haha. ya. its my life. i swear i wouldnt be like my friend. even though i have thought it before.

life's are vulnerable. i just lost a friend via commit suicide. hai. sad sia. what to do?? its life, accept it and move on lor. what can i say?? he was in a predicament whereby nobody understands him. ya. only know him for two years nia. hope he will do whatever he like on the other side of the world.

seriously do take care. i dont wish to let history to repeat itself again. so ya. take care. haha.

recently keep hear this song call 'till the end' from david tan in the outsider soundtrack. the song is nice. i hope u guys appreciate ar. haha.



so ya. here it is. haha.

take care ar. haha. bye.

hmmm just wake up not long ago. haha. chatting with ah ling in msn now. haha. she told she was going to take cat. haha. at least not a bad choice la. haha.

ya lor. oh ya alot of my friend fall sick recently, hope they are fine ba. haha. lol. so ya lor. take care. later then update. haha.

second day of pondering........

still haven decide. haha. lol. hmmm thinking of whether should i need to do it ma? be hard-heartened?? but i cant do it. so suffered lor. ya lor.

oh ya. today specially went down to see ande. lol. wow she's quite pretty. haha. but sian la. come and find u. first thing is to promote ur product to me. sian lor. LOL. haha. ya lor. but i'm glad that my ex classmate are doing fine. haha. have a plan to do lor. haha. so ya lor. haha.

hmmm ya lor. haha. seriously i'm looking forward to joyce's chalet and my kl trip. haha. LOL. hmmm that will be most relaxing before goes to army. haha. LOL. so ya lor. haha. hope tml see my wife, mr guo. haha. LOL.

okay just jk de. haha. take care. haha.

hey its me again. haha. lol. recently got some new pose, so must see hor. haha. lol. real life version of dear daniel has been found. haha. LOL. that is me!!! yeah. LOL. lets clap. haha.

okay time to type my xin shi le. i really feel very tired, alot of people tell me its not worth for me to do it, even myself also think that but i dont have the hard-hearterend characteristics to give it up. i know myself fan jian, i can think alot of things to shoot myself. why i'm like that blah blah.

but when i want to do it, i will like that. i really feel emotionally tired, sometime i told myself to give it up. but i just cant do it, just like the way i treat psyduck. psyduck happy late 18 birthday. although i couldnt accompany u anymore, but truly hope u are happy ba. sorry for what i have done last time.

okay, i tell my past again le. lol. sian now go to another topic. joyce's chalet are coming. ex classmate now confirm will be 8. azure, me, ande, gab, john, sz(yeah!!!!), allvyn and fel. now only this nia. haha. oh ya, still got joyce. how silly i am. haha. lol. hmmm then on 20 itself, go ica to take oath. haha.

should i heed people's advice? or follow my own way?? pondering...........

haha. just received a friend's tag and i know she's fine. haha. well, okay. hmmm at least wont do some stupid things to make her parents worry can le. haha. hmmm yeah. later i will be getting my brand new passport!!! yeah time to visiting my cousins and they all le. haha.

hope they welcome me ba. haha. hmmm if i never rememebered wrongly. my cousin will be taking spm this year. haha. hmmm hope he can do well and do make the "lee's" family proud. haha. hmmm hope to enjoy astro there. haha. looking forward to watching updated cantonese drama. so ya.

ya lor. haha. hmmm will be going to spend my weekend there. KL wo lai le. haha. KLCC wo ye lai le. haha. okay. done. haha. LOL. no matter what, i will be there for sure unless something halt me to do so. haha.

so take care lor. haha.

lol. hey its me again. haha. feel emotionally tired but i wont do anything again. haha. done alot of things but in the end, is zao zui shou. sian. haha. lol. so unfair. but nvm its life ma, i cant expect my life to be a very good one or bad one. haha. so ya lor. haha.

still pondering should i go to joycelyn's chalet. haha. cause if going is alone go even though we have know each other for 2 years since we are in the same course. haha.

but still feel kinda weird leh. haha. so ya lor. hmmm still got anything to blog?? oh ya. my friend are going to army at 16 june le. wonder when's my enlistement date. haha. hmmm think will be as further as them ba. haha. hopefully everything can be settle before my enlistement date. haha.

hmmm oh ya. thinking of visting my kl's relative and stay there for weeks. haha. hmmm should i go ma?? if i go le, what will happen to my oath taking and other things?? haha. hmmm so still consider. haha. sian. wanna go sunway praymaid leh. haha. last time i go there i saw guang liang's autograph session there. even though i only stayed there for around 10 mins but still feel contented la. haha. LOL

okay lor. thats the end of my long blog le. hehe. do look out for my new post. haha.

think its a very boring day for me. haha. even though i have some activities occupied my day. haha. hmmm think something bothered me too much. haha. well, its inconvient for me to blog it. so if u know me in person or online using msn. do ask me. haha.

oh ya today just saw a friend call cheow fern at coffee club today. haha. hmmm think she look quite okay. haha. but i prefer her own personality. haha. quite chattable. haha. so ya lor. haha. hmmm got anything to blog ma?? nth le. haha. ya lor. haha. even i blog something, there sure be people bound to say things de. so why make it so troublesome??

right?? so take care lor. haha.

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seems nice. haha. i wonder how true it is. haha.

things may not turn as what u see. haha. i will not tell myself to decieve me. haha. what if i feel that way?? lol. well sometime i dont have rights to say whatsoever. haha. hmmm pitiful right?? nvm lor. haha. its life isnt it??

haha. okay. today i went to ica for my replacement passport and enquired about my oath taking thing. haha. hmm think its quite complex leh. if i give up my singapore citizenship. sian. LOL. i dont want to become a stateless citizen. like wth lor. haha. but on the other hand, i want to experience what is it like leh. haha. but i think its reletaively stupid la. lol. sian i hope my gina photo of that citizenship are still with me now. haha. if not, i need to pay the replacement fee. zzzz. singapore indeed is pap as what my friend say. pay and pay. LOL

so cya. haha.

How far is it to hell?"

The question was asked of a police officer by one of three young men on holiday, who in a half-drunk condition were sauntering along the footpath at a popular beach.
Shocked by the ungodliness of the youth, and looking at him full in the face, the policeman replied: "Hell is at the end of a Christless life, and you may be nearer to it than you think. Prepare to meet your God."
This was more than the profane trio expected so without further comment they turned and hurried away. That night the dead body of a young man was picked up on the shore; it was that of the scoffing holidaymaker.
Years later, the Christian policeman, still on the force, was accosted by a commercial traveller on the street of that same beach resort.
"You will not remember me, but I remember you," said the gentleman as he grasped the officer's hand. "Do you remember from years ago three young fellows, one of whom asked you the impious question, 'How far is it to hell?' - and you replied, 'Hell is at the end of a Christless life?' "
"You will remember, no doubt, the sad fate of that young man. I was one of the two that accompanied him, and the words never left me, until I came as a sinner to Jesus and received Him as my Saviour. I praise His name that He took me as I was, a godless, guilty sinner and saved me by His grace. And I daily prove His sustaining and keeping power."

seems very insirping. haha. this article was from a church called fisherman christ. ya. so take care la. haha.

well, just now watched a marriage senimar by a church. seems very inspired. hmmm think its right, whats the bible said, man should be the one who control the family instead vice versa. haha. think i'm a chauvinistic ba, haha.

nvm lor. see first ba. i agreed to what the bible said, sometime history repeat itself again if human being keep making the same mistake again and again. ya, i acknowleged myself as a sinner whats the next step?? follow the god's word?? that what most people told me, okay lor. see first.

so take care lor. haha.

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haha. i watched it and it seems nice that why i'm recommending to u people out there. so take care.

hmm recently happened alot of things. a person whom i consider say we cant contact each other le. hmmm quite sad but life still need to go on. so sian. why??? but nvm. kan kai le. hope things might be turn to be good :) haha. hmmm still got what to update myself?? oh ya my eight year friend went to taiwan for 3 weeks. sian. start to miss his lame joke liao. haha. left a person who can confide with. sian la!!!!

miserable day starting from now on. haha.

well, its time to blog. haha. yesterday went to hougang for shopping. wow. it changes alot man especially heartland mall. haha. wow last time it had a neoprint shop on level two but now. it disappear. haha.

oh ya i need to thanks to a friend. hmmm thanks you. ya no more le. take care. bye bye

today its quite an okay day for me. ya. haha. my mui gave me advance birthdays presents to me on past saturday. haha. deeply appreciated, haha. first time she gave me presents sia. haha. so honoured. thanks to her another mui, rui han. haha. cause they two give me de ma. haha. thanks hor. haha.

so ya lor. oh ya. i dont need a very expensive presents. all i do is just a true blessing from anybody will do. haha. ya lor. okay lor. dont know what to blog leh. haha. okay. end here ba. take care friend. haha

well, its been another month. i will be offically 21 le. haha. flashed back, i think my life was quite okay la. neither good nor bad. haha. ya. seriously, i have been deproved greatly i mean my langauage ability. sian!!!!!

okay, recently i found a very interesting thing to let me do. haha. ya. well, i will keep it for a secret. haha. sian. i dont want to take the oath at 20 may leh. haha. but bo bian look on the money side, it will be worth it. haha. LOL. okay la. i go le bb. haha

well, thursday was fun. cause i got the chance to teach a primary four kid. haha. its a very enjoying moment. haha. ya. hope i will get the chance to teach more people. hehe. :) so ya. haha. hmmm seriously these few days have been happened alot of things some is sad, well some are happy. haha. overall, it still okay.

oh ya. yesterday went to kovan and see whether do they change since i went there since last year. overall, i could said some really changed and others around kovan mrt station remained the same. haha.

so ya. thats all le ba. haha. okay lor take care.

oh ya. long time never blog liao. haha. i just find that i'm addicted to mj after sunday intensive training. okay la. not intensive la. as in not too bad. haha. know more depth about how to play mj. hehe.

haha. today went back to school and i found that wow. haha. that admin block is full of people. i thought they are having the same motive as me to collect the award but when i looked closer. haha. hmmm its for another purpose. haha. i think just for the sake of paying school fees. haha. ya thats all. for the new intake.

hmmm thinking back, i was lucky during the year. haha. got ups and downs. haha. i was thinking of changing class and even went to an extent to request for changing a class which the lecturer wont bear grudges on me. but ultimately, i was rejected by ms phua. haha. telling me that i should perserve and complete the course. haha. ya lor.

thanks man. LOL. u make think alot. haha. just as what my 'dear' widi told me, dont think it sucks and forever sucks liao. sounds profound actually its not. haha. okay la. haha. dont know what to say liao. take care my friend. to the friend of mine, oi!!! dont always say me generation gap leh. haha. very sad de leh. haha. u think u very young ar. haha. LOL !#@!$!#%#@$%. LOL. haha. take care.